31-03-2009 last day in april and tomorrow will be first of april, lets see who will get fool by me

this morning, when i wake up, it is just like always, online. when i am making my blog post for morning, suddenly i feel like i need to have some change for myself. this is what i say always? so lets see whether am i really changing or it is just for awhile. what change did i make for myself? it is my mind, thinking and my personality. this few day i really feel very day because of my stupid thinking. now i feel like i am more fine than last time, i think positively and try make myself happy always.

this morning i receive a message from ** at 1151 ** tell me that ** it happen quite sudden. i hope everything will be fine soon. what it mean is time. i dont have any experience for it and i dont really know how. what can i say is, no matter what happen, no matter what you feel, there are someone that always care about you. please cheer up.

today my boss ask me to go fish shop to buy 3 size of aquarium. he want small, medium and large. there are no such size for aquarium so i use quite a long time to get it. fish shop is only beside my working place, only few step. i got see some cute fish too >_< must be happy everyday

31-03-2009 last day on march, tomorrow will be april and it will be my last month for working, work hard!!

good morning

it is a morning post

from now on, i will be waking up at 7am

of course i can wake up and no problem

wake up for?

dont want to sleep a lot

having a very blur dream

i know a bit of my dream

i think i am too tired so it is blur

going to work later

ELRIC work hard for the rest of the day

i know i can do it

it is easy

own text

the world that we are living, everyone have their on living way and problem, i dont believe that there are people will have an happy life that doesnt have any problem. even a monk have to worry about their money for praying things, is it? so why must we always think about the problem that we are having? life can be very short, why dont we just ignore it and be happy or try our best to give ourself a happy day and life, everyday, night or everytime. sometime, when a people will feeling down, much or them will have a feeling like sadness or angry.. this problem can be cure by a laugh, or from friend. every human need a friend or someone to be with. for me? family, friend, and who else? i dont talk a lot with my family member, only work and online more, what they say or ask, i will shake my head or point. in work, i dont talk if i dont have the needed or it, i will point, show or write down on a notes. i dont talk doesnt mean i dont like to talk or dont want to talk. i dont have the mood and feeling to talk. yesterday, i dont talk to anyone.. am i sure? herm.. 

30-03-2009 . . .

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feel so sien liao but never mind la, super big and bold post!! actually i already type a long text, mood feeling not good so i rewrite~

. . .

today? a boring day like normal~ it is raining now and i am so bored and hot, make this post and bath later, temperature raising!

. . .

this feel day, i really feel like very tired and sleep, i feel like no matter how long i sleep, how much i sleep, it will be same, sleep.

. . .

end post, baka elric

30-03-2009 what i want?

chapter 7 hunter x hunter
Trauma × Limit × Sweet Trap
Tonpa has placed Leorio and another examinee near hallucinogenic sap. In a dream state, he explains that he wants to be a Hunter to get money so he can become a doctor who doesn't charge for his services. HOO YIK YANG and Killua bond. At the end of the first stage, a man appears to accuse the examiner of being a fake.

chapter 5 yu yu hakusho
HOO YIK YANG's Back
HOO YIK YANG is told by Koenma that he has one final chance to come back to life, but only if someone close to him kisses him within twenty-four hours. Trying to solicit Keiko's aid, Yusuke manages to have Keiko kiss him just before the deadline.

forcing myself to make post again ;) backbone feeling not well
i already add a lots of friend in facebook, much of the people i see, they are more on pet society game more than facebooking.. i add a lot because i want them to help or give some advise, i hope it work and got some respond. only add chinese only. easy to communicate.
i sleep early last night, i wonder she sleep at what time.
i wake up at 7am herm.. i dont have enough sleep, my mood is a bit not good too.. i will scold people :D
time become longer, i feel like still got, it is just like no action or one more step to it, herm..
going to wash up to work later

feel like

almost forget ;p what i want?
[never mind, dont dream] dont feel like listing out, okay then ;)

29-03-2009 good night and sweet dream

chapter 6 hunter x hunter
Steak × Marathon × The Exam Starts
HOO YIK YANG, Kurapika, and Leorio reach the first stage of the Hunter Exam, a seemingly endless forced run through a tunnel leading by the examiner named Satotz. They are befriended by Tonpa, a man taking the exam for the 35Th time, and meet Killua, another entrant. In the end Tonpa betrays Leorio, as Gon and Kurapika go looking for them.

chapter 4 yu yu hakusho
Requirements for Lovers
A house fire means that HOO YIK YANG has to decide between saving the girl he loves most, Keiko, and having any chance of returning to life. HOO YIK YANG chooses to throw his spirit egg into the fire to save Keiko, and in so doing, earns the right to return to life.



good night to everyone, this is my last post for today. it is a very tiring day.. i am forcing myself to make post. no energy to check the blog that i link. i hope i can have a sleep now but i don't wish the arrival of tomorrow. i am so tired now. i feel so suffering sitting here, my backbone is so uncomfortable..

Elric always think of himself on everything, he always ask himself things, he hope that he can answer it but.. he cant. he feel so weak for himself.. in house, parent is the one that making him feel not nice. don't know why his father thinking turn to kind of [omg] hate it so much, cant change anymore. my mother? she cant do anything. Elric need some sleep and rest.

see my photo? i hope i can own original sunglasses.. it is not original at all. i will need a sunglasses in future for driving and more because my eye cant open wide when the light is bright. the contrast and brightness i put for my computer is very low too.. too bright.

have a sweet dream and nice sleep, i will sleep early tonight.. so bored, tired and sleep..

good night

ELRIC HOO YIK YANG

29-03-2009 blog post typed in phone from morning, what a tired day

chapter 5 hunter x hunter
Lies × Truth × Kirikospan
HOO YIK YANG, Kurapika and Leorio continue on the test, arriving at a cabin in the woods. A husband and wife say they have been attacked by beasts, when a beast shows up and kidnaps the wife. Leorio stays to treat the husband's wounds as HOO YIK YANG and Kurapika help the wife. In the end it turns out the couple and the beasts are a family and they find the group worthy of continuing to the next test.

chapter 3 yu yu hakusho
Kuwabara A Promise Between Menspan
HOO YIK YANG discovers that Kuwabara has been forced by a teacher into a policy of strict nonviolence for a week — otherwise his best friend risks losing his job and being unable to support his family. Kuwabara bears the attacks, and when the teacher puts an additional stipulation that he and his friends must get more than 50 points on the next test, HOO YIK YANG helps him study by talking to him in his dreams. The teacher attempts to cheat his way out of the promise by altering Kuwabara's paper, and Kuwabara almost punches him, but HOO YIK YANG calls out for him to stop. The teacher is forced to change the paper back, and Kuwabara's friend keeps his job, with Kuwabara thanking HOO YIK YANG.

i snap this photo from far.. so many stone ;p
what a nice view, i remember Raven say she like this kind of place so i snap some photo from here.. 
this is my relative, not all la, afternoon will be more and easier. i dont know all of them and i dont talk with all of them
this is other family la.. i steal snap. they put flower only. turn christian already.
so smoky.. see the three, i love three
this place is so big and got not a lot people. car got a lot!!
this three so nice >_<
see? i pick it up, i love flower!! smell nice too.. this is for Raven ;p
i wonder where he come from, it is very hot, i hope he is okay. i say the snail la. he is my friend ;)
going back home now, ;) see me in mirror? stupid me
nice view? stop watching me at mirror alreadt xD
15km per hour? damn slow, i will drift!!
on my way back, sien la
until know people, i am in the car, nice?
wuahahaha whats this?
smoke~ making my eye drops tears
remember to give comment to my photo o
nice nice? lazy give caption liao la
kosong? yesterday come liao ma
what it write? huan yin? welcome?
i am driving ;D
stadium!!
you are lucky that you can see my brother, he is lut
you are having bad luck because of seeing me

he is crying? nah~ eye itchy

Good Morning, current time is 5.10am Actually it is really nothing to be scare. Just don't like to go because it is not my own will. I can choose not to go but they will say i grown up already. Great grandfather and great grandmother, this is who i am praying this morning. I don't even know who are them. Every time i will feel very down when i go to those place but i cant choose not to go already, i hate facing those relative, i hate hearing their conversation, i hate them so much! 

I forget to reload my phone yesterday, so regret that i don't care and forget it, can't even give morning message greeting when i wake up. I can't sms too.. I don't know what am i thinking.. 

Current status, i am so angry, my father always purposesly open abit the car window for making my hair turn to just wake up but i already wetted it and make it look okay. Why don't he open it wide if he is cold. I force to lower down my head but still fail to evade those wind. I always look so stupid to my relative and more, all is because my of parent. Can i say it is all their wrong or it is also because of myself No idea. Blogging in phone quite easy. Current time 5.21am 

My hair still get blowed by strong wind, surely look very stupid later, it is not easy for the hair to obey me this morning but my father spoiled it. Still on the way, to a place call hokkien mountain. Almost reach. It is very crowd and a lots of people, the mountain wet and slimy too. Reach the place now, current time 5.25am Got to keep my phone to pocket. 

Back, current time 5.35am phone will be in pocket after few minute. Praying at main place first. My father and others is the type of lame people, i can't snap any photo at the place. Can't say anything, i must like this place, i must like them or i can't stay. Okay then, got to go.. We are the first HOO aka LIU that reach first. 

5.53am waiting all people to reach here, quite lots of youngster come, from LIU relative. Didn't see them before. they should call me big brother 

6am only, so many car! I wonder, are they all hokkien or not really all Here is selangor hokkien cemetry 

7.07am done everythings, got few kid so clever leave the place and come back after everythings ;)

7.28am so hard to snap photo, all so lame, think like i am weird. Of course i will snap some photo. There are few teenager here that will understand i guess. Their education level is high and will be very high. My parent is the most worse, my father mind so lame, he quarrel with my mother because he SCARE to body check then he hear so many relative say they body check every month. He is so shy or must shy to himself of being so childish. 

7.52am going back to home, what a boring day but it is okay la.. Not so bad after all because they have successfull kid to talk. Maybe i will be the one that they talk at afternoon. My father oldest brother ask, still studying I say working then he laugh and turn around say bo siao eng. It is not my fault or it is my fault. Just jia you la, i am still young. Back to home to edit and post blog now. 

8.15am at my house area, searching for reload card.. Suppose to be home, i run out and search for it.. Don't have.. Walking back to home now.

[my own post here]
i am back, want to use a special personality writing here. it is morning, my time now is 9.23am When i walking at the place that i go in morning, suddenly my mind think about myself and life, what should i do, how am i going to make my life feel happy. from now on, i will start to think everything in positive way, try not to feel anything that is not nice. there are nothing that despair right? i must always be happy. i will go out later, hope i can get a reload card later. i cant wait to sms ;)

28-03-2009 working half day at saturday, back from work and bored until now but i am going out at 5pm something or late a bit

chapter 4 hunter x hunter
Decision × Shortcut × Detour
The ship's captain recommends they go towards a tree on the top of a mountain instead of directly at their goal. Leorio takes the bus and the rest head towards the tree. The bus is a trap, so Leorio abandons it and catches up with HOO YIK YANG and Kurapika. Mashu, an examinee they meet, travels with them and then betrays them. They successfully answer a riddle asked by an examiner and move on to the next test.

chapter 2 yu yu hakusho
Koenma Appears
HOO YIK YANG meets Koenma, son of the ruler of the Spirit World, and is given the task of raising a spirit egg that, when hatched, may return him to his body. HOO YIK YANG possesses Kuwabara's body to inform Atsuko about his attempting to come back to life so that his body will not be cremated.

hey, how am i today? it is just like normal. for some post mistake about my day for working.. never mind la.. just a month more. today work half day only.. wuahahahaha nicole scold that stupid boss and i feel so best!! how good if i can scold his stupid act and more, it is my dream..

i have two weird dream today, dont know why or actually i know why? every dream that we have, actually it is what we think. dont know la..

online full day in house after work, so tired and boring~ not playing any game already, feel so boring.. internet so slow and i cant download anything..

going out later, dont know how to use mousse..

shit!!

27-03-2009 it is okay and never mind, only 34day more, must jia you!! i know it is okay. small problem only, i must hold and stand it, happy always!!

chapter 3 hunter x hunter
Pride × Stormy Water × Duel
On the ship to the exam, HOO YIK YANG and Leorio meet Kurapika. The captain asks each for their reason to be a Hunter. HOO YIK YANG wants to find his father, Leorio wants to be rich, and Kurapika wants to be a force for justice.

chapter 1 yu yu hakusho
Surprised to be Dead
HOO YIK YANG is hit by a car after saving a child who was playing with a ball in the street. He soon learns that the child would have lived anyway, and that the Spirit World was not expecting him to die. For this reason, he is then offered the chance to be revived by the mysterious Botan, Guardian of the river Styx. He initially refuses but accepts after seeing the people he thought did not care for him, including his childhood friend Keiko Yukimura, his mother Atsuko, and his rival Kazuma Kuwabara grieving for him at his wake.

i am not going to quit my job, i will be a stupid if i quit my job because i will never get my march salary if i quit this month, what i have to do is quit on april. actually i must inform early for resigning but i really cant hold. i always work for more than half year, now left 34days, never mind.. it will pass very fast..

i have a very horrible dream for my previous sleep, i dont know why i will have this type of dream.. it is a dream that show a car knocking down a human by accident, it is something like repeat at whole dream or showing how a human slowly turn to corpse? or dead body.. a living human die in front of me.. horrible!! overrun by car!! blood and more!! dont say already.. it is nightmare!!

my dream finally exchange!! nightmare every night also never mind!! i am happy to have nightmare if i she can have sweet dream x) it is double sweet dream that she have, how nice ;) lets have another sweet dream then, let me have all those bad dream, it is great x( or we have sweet dream..

blog post for today end here, good night to all, muack!!

27-03-2009 work one more month? F*CK i will die give them see!! what you mean!! i can die if i work more one month!! want me to kill you two or what!!

chapter 2 hunter x hunter
Encounter × Hesitation × Departure
HOO YIK YANG aunt Mito gives him the go ahead to take the Hunter Exam, and HOO YIK YANG goes to town to catch a ship to the exam. In town, HOO YIK YANG befriends Leorio, who is also intent on taking the exam, and they take down a cruel animal show. In the end, they board the ship.

I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO WORK ONE MORE MONTH
SO WHAT!! I HAVE NO MORE HEART OR FEEL LIKE WORK HARD ANYMORE
I CAN DIE IF I WORK THAT LONG MORE
I ALREADY CANT HOLD
IF I CAN STAND MY SUFFERING!! I ALREADY SAY I WILL WORK FOR ONE LAST MONTH!!
F*CK!! I WANT TO DIE!! SHIT!! WORK ONE MORE MONTH!!
NO CHOICE AT ALL!! I WILL WASTE ONE MONTH SALARY IF I QUIT THIS MONTH!!
I WILL BE A STUPID FOR EVERYONE IF I SAY I CHOOSE TO QUIT
OF COURSE I WILL CHOOSE TO QUIT THIS MONTH
BUT I HAVE TO WORK FOR ONE MORE MONTH
I AM GOING TO KILL THEM!!
HELL!!
I HATE THEM!!
MY HEAD SO HEAVY ALREADY, I FEEL LIKE DEAD IS COMING!!
ONE MORE MONTH WILL PASS FAST AND SOON, I KNOW!! I REALLY FEEL SO SUFFERING!!
CANT STAND IT LIAO LA!!
T_T HELP ME PLEASE!!

26-03-2009 night and hope to all

chapter 1 hunter x hunter
A Boy Setting Out for a Journey × Leaving Behind the Sound of the Wind
HOO YIK YANG has a run in with a Fox-bear in the forest. A mysterious stranger saves HOO YIK YANG, killing the beast. HOO YIK YANG prevents him from killing a Fox-bear cub, and the man tells him about the Hunter Exam.

short post, going to sleep after this, hope all people will have a nice sleep.. i hope i can have a nice dream too, i hope Raven is okay.. she sleep on wet hair.. i hope all my friend sleep well.. good night my friend, good night my love, good night to all, muack!! i forget my family member.. never mind la, they are always fine..

26-03-2009 a stupid morning at work

this morning, working like normal, my boss go out very early today, after 1030 if i am not wrong, i am free until 1300.. what i do at the time when i am alone in office? it is nothing.. just think a lots of stupid things that effect my mood.. having my lunch now, making blog post at lunch time.
after this month, i will be in house for a long time x( i don't know when can i get a new job.. i hope i can get a new job fast because i need money.. hope i can study too.. it is quite impossible.. must work hard and see my luck, i hope i can get a new better job!!
do you think a guy need wax, cream, gel, mousse or spray for hair? actually i am quite lazy on it, always hope to have a hair style that don't need to comb or care a lot.. should i learn or start using it? i hope it don't spoil my hair..
another things, when you feel like, missing someone or loving someone.. what is the best way to feel better? is it by telling? of course it is by telling right? not sure about it.. hope i can get some comment from people about this, and the hair things.
by the way, did you all get this Scheduled outage at 4:00PM PDT on Thursday (3/25)? what do it mean? i hate those maintain things that effect people can make blog post ;( just done my dinner :D it is chicken rice~ not very enough but appetite not very good today so i don't eat other things after this.
okay then, i should stop blogging now, hope i can make third blog post after work today, must be a positive blog post.. blog post for lunch time end here

26-03-2009 morning post but why?

today i wake up at 4am and i cant sleep well afterward, as you all know, actually i am still having another problem ;p yes, you are right, i already solve my problem on resigning the work that i feel very suffering. so what is my problem now? actually the problem that i am having is a lot, what i need is a bit support, thats all ;) this is a public blog, not a lots of things i can write here ;p this is the reason of private or hidden blog can be created but i am still prefer to let everyone read, need some comment of course. got prossibility that i will create a private blog but still will be viewable for people i choose. problem that bugging me? actually the problem is okay for sometime and not okay for sometime. i start know that i am the type of people that want to done quick and fast without waiting if i got chance and time for it. so what if i cant? this will bug me a lot. another type of problem is :D i hope i can solve it quick. this month will be my last month for working. is this my right choice for it? i feel so suffering and unhappy there but get a new work is not easy, want to have high salary? okay is enough i guess, i dont really have any idea for it ;) only got SPM result, cant hope a lot of things.. you know what, do you agree to (a human that dont know what he want for future?) somehtime i feel like RANDOM choose cant help, i dont have any starting point.. suggestion is needed..

good morning Raven, do you have a nice sleep? huh.. last night must be very noisy, i hope they know what they are doing and stop it forever or i will curse their speaker to spoil!! today is Thursday already, the things that you say dont want to tell me about it because you scare i will blog it? about the december things you say :p it is too late.. i am hoping to join you on may25 if it is possible.. hope that i can give you a gift by hand too. i remember last time you tell me one thing before when my friend is saying me bad things, you ask me to ignore it and slowly they will get boring or forget about it, is it same with something related to me for you? i dont think that i will feel boring or forget about it because it is different and not like normal playing or saying. if i am not wrong, you can read my blog post from your email right. i am blogging from morning already, almost time to ready for work. working day left not long so i must work hard, i will try to sms with you okay?

[blog post for 26-03-2009 at morning end]

25-03-2009 a wonderfull dream i have

yesterday i am so happy, read my previous blog to know why. i sleep very late at last night, accompany Raven with her work, i wonder Raven sleep at what time last night. must early tonight!! you are sleeping late for two night, this is what i know :(
last night when i sleep, guess what dream i have :D it is a very wonderful and sweet dream!! the dream i have ;) no one will know who with me ;D i saw so many light falling from the sky and night time.. how good if the dream is real!! i miss the dream so much x(
the dream start with blur blur blur and blur blur blur then blur blur blur.. huh, why cant remember? kikiki i am with someone in the dream watching meteor rain!! it is so nice!! it is not an ordinary type or meteor rain!! it is not like normal, watching together.. the meteor rain is like so many type, style and way!! so happy and nice :) it is very very nice!!
T_T i miss the dream a lot but never mind ;p it is very enough already.. i can remember it quite well also x) dream is always dream.. it doesnt mean it cant be true also. how good if i can draw~ i hope i draw out (@@) that i see in dream x) got smile

I am so happy when i know Raven feel so happy after her competition~ she train her speech very hard!! i hope she happy always~ if i am not wrong, she is having tuition tonight.. must sleep early~ hope she dont get too tired..

short post.. ;)

24-03-2009 i already tell but not really confirm yet

telling my boss wife that i want to quit is very hard!!

i feel very hard to tell her because she is clever and like to ask why and ask lot, i like people that like to ask me why and a lot but i am lying!! how to give her more reason.. simple lying and joking is easy, lying? i cant say!!

i cant talk Mandarin well. if i want to explain why and more, huh, this make me cant say. things that i want to tell is, i am going to study on may so i have to quit on march and prepare at April, this is my reason. if she ask more, i will DIE!!

i tell Raven on sms that i will change my identity to BABI HUTAN if i fail to tell that i want to quit my work after lunch. you know what? i feel so regret after saying this xD it make me feel so HARD and it make me, i must say it today even if Raven don't call me that.

i feel so stressing and got a lot of pressure today
in the office, the boss wife is beside me and i cant tell her
i already tell Raven that i will tell her with 100% but i don't
telling boss actually is more difficult
i walk in and out to office and store today
torturing myself in store because i cant tell boss wife that i want to quit
sorry.. that i cant tell boss wife
i am really torturing myself in store
punch the wall very hardly
bang my head to wall
biting myself and hurt myself
i am too useless and emotional
actually this is my express way
nothing to be weird and why, so?
this is quit a stupid act but i am fine now
my fist is hard and strong, my head is hard ;)
fist injured a bit, of course, punching the wall
doing that because i am too useless
i got think a lots of way but i don't want
i want to say it now and today
i already say it is 100%
i tell myself, if i cant say this simply things, how do i say the sing that i always want to say in real life? Shirley is right about what she say
she say i will never say what i want to say forever
i will kill her ;)

actually when i really feel like want to say, both of them are there. Raven ask me no go even they are there. sorry, i still cant..

at last, i wait and wait and wait, i wait until 5.45pm only leave office because i want to tell boss that i want to quit. actually the things that i tell my boss if different with what i plan to say at very first. i tell my boss

mister wong, there are a school that say i can continue my studying on April so i think i am going to quit my work after march so it is okay? what the F*CK that you say? i am not going to let you quit!! LOL he will never say that. he is just like =_= look at me. i never talk with him with calling him mister wong that polite. i don't even call my parent papa mama, i only call my sister mei mei or pei yi.. my boss just say okay okay :D

heh, my sister get mad and go play because my mother is having dinner and no time to teach my sister homework LOL she is playing card with herself. i am too old to mix and play with her. i am ten year older that her leh.. hard to get along, she know how to play alone is already very good.

there are one more matters bugging my feeling, sometime :D and sometime ;(

24-03-2009 good morning, feel not very good but it is okay

good morning to all people, sometime i feel like creating a second blog for my own post that pick only a people that want them to read. i will maintain it on public way for a moment now. of course there are still will have a lot people that will do that ;) i have dream almost everyday, actually i am too tired to have any dream, the reason that i dream is because i think too much or things. i wake up at 5am or early today, damn tired and sleepy. i continue my sleep at 6.30am and i have second dream, my first dream that i get? forget completely. the second dream i get is a bit weird.. i sleep in dizzy mode. i wake up when i am busy tidying my stuff in dream, i know that i got work so i have to stop DREAMING or stop tidying my stuff. i am suffering from few things, actually i am thinking of quitting my job on April and be free on may. i think i cant do that, i am really suffering from working there or maybe i am too weak for working? the type of suffering make me cant breath, i feel like crying and very EMO? the more i stay there, the more i will feel that. i really dont know how am i going to continue my life, i get a new job. i dont know whether i can try or not click here i use real detail for myself to ask for job searching and they give me this. the area is on selangor, subang jaya. please give me some comment for this job. i dont hope that my temporarily job be one year or more. i hope i can have a great job. it will be better if i can do my own online business or more. it is good to have a dream and hope, better that feeling not good. the job that they give, can mix with kid? thats cool >_< i hope i will take care then very niceless xD it is just a assistant job.. i think it is nothing to do with kid.. this blog post is a bit hang with word. okay then, got to ready for work, pray for me to quit my work successfully, the god will bless you back, thank you ;)

23-03-2009 revealing a bit

new photo snapped this morning, actually i am going to quit my work and inform them today, i have decided to tell them that April will be my last month of working. if i cant find a chance to tell, i will tell them that i will quit at end of the month or when i get my salary. i hope i can tell Nicole my problem or lie her.. she is the closes people that i have.. i meet her every week once but she is really good. she is not like my boss and wife, will turn to monster after knowing me more. i know Nicole not very long but i like her so much, it is like, she got a very sweet husband too, always make me smile xD her husband send her flower, pass her bottle and more, SWEET.. didn't see her son yet, hope got chance to see. go to her house to lor, so near.. can play with her son everyday if want. i like kid, i like baby xD yesterday i bao a very heavy and big kid at park, age got 9, 10 or 11.. very big already lor, he is shy like hell, smile and run away.. it is very heavy!! huh, why i bao him? ask me ;) hong hong and ah xiang is my cousin brother.. so guai and clever >_< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">don't obey their parent a lot because they use nag type of commands.. i use gentle type ;) i hope they will remember me forever.. bring them go gai gai and more.. today? sien day la.. the guy? i don't hate or angry with him, just start to dislike him.. he is the one that ma me dislike him but why? is it fun? sorry for everything.. new photo okay? sozai? of course la.. i am baka.. actually my hair is short.. RON!! long time no visit me, new blog also didnt link me when make update and more..

23-03-2009 fragile heart

Are you gonna be by my side?
You know I'll be standing here still
Any time, any place, many heart, fragile heart
Take my love... Take my love...

I want to see you, but I can't
You don't call and I get worried
Now it seems I'm suspicious of everything
I'm filled with unpleasant thoughts

It's not that I don't believe you
It's not that I doubt you
Just for a second, just a little bit is fine
I want to see you, see you

If you could just be close to me!
It's strange, but
My worries blow right away
I want to be close to you
I know
That's it's just selfishness
Take my love... Take my love...

It's not that I want to confine you
It's not that I want you to go out of your way
Just for a second, just a little bit is OK
Be by my side, by my side

If you could be close to me!
For example
If I could hear your voice, just a little bit
I want to be close to you
But the truth is
I really just want to hear it a lot
Take my love... Take my love...

When I see your face I can't say it
Even thought I had quite a lot of things to say

If you could be close to me!
I don't care if I'm selfish
This is how I really feel, be by my side
I want to be close to you
It's OK once in a while, isn't it?
My love is overflowing
Take my love...

22-03-2009 i am okay but not okay after get home FACE PC because i readed something [ actually i dont want to care about it but i am sorry ]

there, my cousin younger brother, orange, my sister that eating finger, red, my real younger brother. they are gaming and i am watching them. orange always sit so near to television. so naughty

my brother showing off his gaming skill to small kid, nah~ he is so weak.. ;p i dont even touch the console.. i am not a gamer anymore.. my brother so funny when he LOSE and game over

this is orange small brother, yellow.. this kid is so cute and filial, he listen what i tell him, i say no, he will listen, i say drink water, he will drink, two also very filial, kawai.. how good if Raven is that filial xD

so this is the world, i am in the room, sitting on bed, listening ipod and dreaming watching the view outside, think a lots of things. from there, can see my house.. ;)

actually it is going to rain today but ;) today is natukong day, cant rain. people here is summoning it for protecting this ground

he is playing with me, hahahaha, his laughing and smiling is killing me, his kou sui keep on falling from his mouth when he laugh out loud and cant close his mouth

there, he is hoping around my brother because i xD act dinosaur

i say, stop awhile, give me snap photo, so guai!!

this is the room view at inside, i am sitting and resting, bored like hell

so cute on bed >_<
sit and watch, hear my phone snapping photo sound, run near me and lay himself on me.. he is so light only

my sister so bored leh, help her push la

i am in here today

the part, i keep them on my eye, nothing goes wrong, no cry :D

namo namo

see my pity sister, so hot and eye sour because of smoke leh.. i bao her and let her rest on my shoulder :D

hamsap!! he is summoning natukong xD so damn funny ;x i snap this photo in near distant, not zoom, i am VIP there :)

point here and there, reading nothing on hand, what he say, what he do? namo namo

beat ar beat.. xD what is he digging?

BLOCKING!!

read nothing on hand, writing OR digging xp

close eye, ask people walk him, pointing heaven or sky, reading :D

it is cool!!

actually i like this type of people, summoning.. not heart say his bad things ;(

he is opening0 light on there? kai guang or fong? mean when we burn things, it is deliver to natukong

screaming

leng zai leng lui watching people doing summoning

so many people :D

a lot people :D

i scare the dancing lion ;( i know who inside but i still feel a bit scare to GO near..

what are them seeing? summoning take quite long time, back after toilet, same ;D

red and pink xD my pei yee and yu wang

dong dong chiang gang

so hot leh, when will it end? :/

he guy lost his leg but still watching, he cant see but he never give up > red on wheelchair

kid that play dong dong dong

i dont know them but they know i am AH CHIN son, mean my mother son la

hot hot

many people ar!!


today, i wake up early, sleep after twelve last night, i saw my phone message notification, wake up early than me ;) who? actually i really dont feel like going because i dont stay there?? i will be staying in house for whole day if i stay, no one will believe, not saying of showing any proof la, actually going out today is almost same staying IN house.. bored like hell, i dont sleep. my day.. all in photo..

when i get home, all IM that Raven, Joey and Ron type, i think i have readed all. a person like Ron surely will add me in even if i am away, thanks him a lot. i think, until die also they will never know that i am in the conversation. i mean they add me in. they didnt open thier display side bard i guess. my yahoo account left so they think i am fully left. how i know Ron add me? only him will add my both account in :D

can i ask why? or you should know why by yourself, this word is to a guy, i really dont understand, whats wrong did i make? i know you are good and very good to a lot people, i even know what are you thinking and planning to make or do, i am just quiet because i am your friend. i think you know i know it too. i already tell you last night about what you did, i think you already know but i am so disappointed with you, i have no choice but to away from you for a moment. dont worry, you are my friend forever, it is just awhile, i hope you can stop your silly things and more. [you are making me unhappy always]