I think that, i really love her, and i got heart. But the problem is.. I don't know what is she thinking, and do she understand what i want to tell? Does she try to do something do me? Do she do anything for me?
I don't think that anyone know that i am making post here because i didn't tell anyone about it, no one know i write blog too.. Thats cool, but i should tell some people that i am blogging so that i wont write to myself.
I get so lazy to blog.. Feel so lazy writing here, i have many things to tell but i just can't write here. Maybe those things is so farking so i really can't write here. No feel to write. Not sure. I love my past blogging life..
To my beloved one, i really don't know what to do anymore. How to love you. I feel so uncomfortable in this relationship.. You know i dislike you to eat so much *birthday is special, so can eat* but you still keep eating. You always ask me, *i got thin dao ma?* i don't know how to tell you, i only can say, you no diet how to thin, you didn't eat less how to thin. Basic things. A human, didn't eat a lot, is impossible to fat, include, a human eat a lot, can thin? Common sense.
Question, you believe what you see, or you believe what you hear? I keep listening good thing, but i keep seeing bad thing. Do you think, i will believe what i hear, than i see? Hm.. Natural human thinking, see de, is real de.
I hope i can get bigger, i want to turn fat. Or, actually i hate hungry.. I want to eat anytime, if can. I want to have anything to eat at anytime so that i wont hungry.. Hungry make me feel turning thin..
Thats all i want to write, thank you =D
guan ni pi shi?
Shit.. Today i download window 98 to install.. I hope my installation will be fine.. 256 mb ram computer, oh fark.. So shit slow.. Then boss pc.. Reformat it jar.. oOo my house got that window7 dvd, original is boss dvd but now it is mine.. Wahaha! Anything else.. Thats all.. Ya and! I hope i can build my boomz character become strong >< but.. Just hope.. Done.. Haha !
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