i am so lonely

who should i find.. walao :'( no one else.. i am very lonely, damn lonely, my only dear that i can choose to be with already dont want to accompany me. doesn't wanted to talk my stuff. i am really going to be crazy if i keep on being this way. being treat by cold way, no one cares or apa apa else la. no one care a damn, the only person i choose don't want me..wasai

online time, no chat with me
sms time, dont want to sms my thing
talk time, dont let me talk
mood no good time, no caring word
sad time, dont care a damn

whatever, good night

the way i feel

when you are online, what i feel is "i am disturbing" or you are busy.. never have a true chat after being together. maybe we only chat when we are playing XDO.. dont treat you like you are online.

in sms.. slowly get influence by someone that treated you in same way. if you are going to reply "then?" "so?" this type of thing, i think i better dont sms you. a simple reply without thinking and caring.

hm.. i already dont know what i should do already.. i want to die, i am suffering, i cant breath, so? then? who cares.. so? i dont care a damn, then? what you want? end post