Long time no see..

Long time no see, it look like you still look the same. Not bad. A lot people tell me that i have change a lot from before. Good to see you back, it remind me of old time when i am with you, because you are still the same. It make me feel that my prediction is right and never wrong. I guess, there are really some kind of people that never change.

phew.. here come my another post.. ah i like this word "long time no see" feeling no bad.. i believe, everyone will change one day. not completely change, just come personality change and attitude.. to me.. being naughty wont change.. i only will change to a cold icy heart.. mean no feeling in love.. i guess.. i am not sure.. need to wait the time to tell everything.. D= suddenly dont know what to write already..

she is finally back, feel like long time no see or contact, after back, no change.. wa..

I do think before

2010
there a few time, i tried to give up.. i really cant stand it anymore..
later.. i know i cant live without it.. i need it
i try to tell myself, not to say those thing again
so, i really do what i have said..
but it is too late..

2011
hm.. simple.. very simple.. and nothing..
i want to beat my life, destiny and fate.. nothing is fix

i do think before, giving up this, but.. because it is not necessary, so i just leave it, until now.. "a sms make me forget what i want to write next" never mind.
i do think before, try to restart it.. i need to reformat or renew *a language that only me understand*
whatever.. just having some feel to make post.

8th month relationship..

this few day, she seem to be so damn busy, or actually her busy time have started? luckily this wont be forever or i think i wont be able to stand it. actually i plan to meet her on 17-07-2011 sunday. time and planning all not suit.. so i cant. so it is fine then. lets see.. 8th month kuai le!! kuai le ma? D= bu zhi dao o.. i like people having happy life living because i hate people boring more than myself boring. i am so afraid of people getting bored even if it is not my problem. if people life is nice then i will feel fine. how many post that i have been made since the last day i told her i got wrote something here? nah.. she dont care a damn of my post. one of the thing i never like about her is she never treat relationship seriously, knowing how to love is useless if you cant spread the feel plus "cuma tau cakap" cham..

it is lucky i never share my post on facebook or she will see my blog, i dont even sure that do she have time to read at least one post. lets bet. how many day after this post she will read this? i think minimum after a week only she notice this post or readed this post.

i wonder is there any spy in my blog and checking my blog.. i notice that someone have leave its facebook account but never deactivate it. i guess the did it on purpose. i hope i really can make my wish come true, solve my chain in heart someday, please..

today i watch one china tv show, about love matching thing. 20+ girl in the show, then 1 guy come interview those girl. just watch it in 8tv every sunday and you will know what tv show. the point here is "yuan lai" i still have feeling in love/sweet.. something like that.. my heart still got feeling in those thing. gosh.. i feel so relief leh..

almost forget something..
she use to treat me very geli.. i am type of human that never show direct kindness or care.. and i hate being treated nice or with love, it make me feel disgust. hate direct.. slap me because you love me, dont kiss me, kill me because you love me, dont die for me. i am a kind devil. you know?