22-04-2009 short post

2:12 PM 

just back to office, i am so late today. My boss don't even know i am late and he is scream my name call for me but i just reach office. 

everythings is actually fine and nothing, maybe i am too annoying or irritating, thats why i have been hate or ignore. I don't think i will disturb her anymore so let the time fade everythings. I will stay awake till morning if tomorrow is sunday. I am just like a coward. It is okay, everythings will be fine. What i want for tonight is stay as late as i can. Actually everythings should be my fault, i am the one that always not serious and like to fool around, making everyone thinks that i and a stupid or not serious. Speechless. 

Got a lots of book to be arrange, space only got few, what the hell, how am i going to arrange this? Elric is stupid. 

3:20 PM 

saya tak tahu mengapa saya ada perasaan ini, saya tak berani nak mengaku atau memberitahu sendiri bahawa saya telah menjatuh cinta kepada seseorang. This is just like a joke. Saya tak faham mengapa saya mesti sentiasa memikirkan dia. End my writing awhile. 

5:45 PM 

now only write something, sms with Raven and doing something just now. I will bath before publishing this. Forget to attached photo on previous post, i will attached it on here.

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8:50 AM 

good morning, sleep a bit late last night, almost faint. At first i thought that i can stay more late but don't know why my energy suddenly gone and straight away become very tired and sleepy, exhausted. Quite long time didn't have enough of sleep, i know i will be fine by time. So lets have some sleep now, i mean continue my book packing work. Write something later, forget to bring my memory card, luckily i can write blog but can't watch cape no. 7 okay then, see you later. 

11:05 AM 

just started to have time to write something, do you think i should publish this first or publish this after work? This post will be very short because of time problem. 

feeling weird, feeling stupid, why? I don't want to say about it but i can't stop thinking about it. I am having sick, a sick in heart. I am dreaming, i am imagining, i am so tired and blur. Want to have a sleep that wouldn't awake, stay in the world that we called dream. I am sleepy, but i don't want to sleep. I want myself to exhausted so that i can think nothing and just fall to sleep. Who am i thinking when i am writing this? I am so stupid. I don't know why and i don't know why. Maybe it is fake, but time don't wash or clean anything, the mark is still there. I am stupid, i am so stupid. So confusing and don't know why. Is there any reason, do i know why? My heart is feeling sick, i should have some rest, silent. I am going to take some breath, i will try to sleep early tonight, i will hide myself for a moment because i am stupid. Am i really into someone.

 

R, actually i don't dare to say it or think it because it is really like nonsense. How come and why i will? I think it is just temporarily and fake. Nonsense. 

12:39 PM 

can't go to lunch yet but i will be home later. This post will be a bit short, so how is the picture i attached? I hope i know how to use a program that can save and add signature or frame on picture. When can i go home and publish this post. I am so hungry. End my writing now.

21-04-2009 cooperate a bit if get tag ;p

Important things in your life
-Family
-Friends
-Love
-Health
-Future

What is the last thing you buy with your own money
-a present to my love one

How long is ur relationship with ur soulmate?
-soulmate.. what it mean? ;p dumb guy sms friend is 5years

Are u in love?
- :/

Where is the last restaurant you go for dinner
-i didnt check the jiu pai

Last book you buy
-wahlao, so many years ago alreaady

What is ur full name?
-HOO YIK YANG follow IC

Who are u most comfortable with?mom or dad?
- :/

Name the person u want to meet most in ur life?
- :/

do u wash ur clothes alone?
-i throw and go

The place u want to go the most
-the place that that :/ want to go the most is the place i want to go the most

kiss or hug?
-hug

word that always come out of ur mouth
-nia.. i dont talk

8 books u have read
- :/

8 songs u hear the most
-no people will be interested on it

i tag :
-no one and i announce that i close it