So rare to have this kind of free time. Yup, the time when i am writing this note is around 11am at working. In factory, working time. Everyone not here and busy. And i have done my work. I believe, everyone deserve to have personal and free time while working. We don't pay full time for work. Maybe i am a little bit too over for having own personal time. But i am different. I am unique. Thats why i deserve more personal time than everyone. Ok.. My excuse. Whatever. Last night i really feel so despair. Hopeless. I even off my computer. I really can't do anything. So many thing i want to do. But i can do it. Even online. I really feel like arguing again. First, you share paying online fees, second, you don't online, third is, i upgrade online package, and share paying. Line wont be interrupt and we both can online freely. Why i have to pay for gaining nothing? I don't spent all time for online. I work. Not 24hours online. Plus, i didn't buy hard disk yet. If i own it already, i don't care how is the internet speed, most important my download goes well daily. Either daylight or midnight time. Other problem now. Tonight i plan to go brem mall after work. Maybe father fetch back, maybe back alone but father fetch go. I feel like buying pillow and hard disk. If can, cut my hair too. But.. My hair so dirty.. I don't feel like giving dirty head to people cut. Ya i know they might wash for me but i still don't like like cutting my hair if it is dirty. Usually wash it first. Around my house have a lot saloon. But really don't dare to step in. Ya it is most closest one. Still same. Afraid to go cut. It is such a joke if someone really willing to accompany me. I only need people to stay by my side or don't make me feel alone. Thats so simple.. Nah.. I wont have this kind of person in my life. Last day i add a kepong sdo girl in facebook.. She just like so fucking lansi. Didn't even want to communicate or give me a chance. Whatever, i am not even a single guy, whoever want me, sure die in suffer. By the way, i feel like i having a bits of interest with Nicoles but i really lack of confidence for doing more good action on her. What i usually do is bully and talk her bad thing, but my main reason is just to see her reaction.. Either mad or angry will make me feel like i not be ignore by her. Sometime i really feel like too over. Maybe this is one of my kind of attitude. Like to say people bad thing. Really hard to control because i just want to get people respond.. Ether keep quiet or saying people. Don't know how to control.. I wonder, Nicoles ever paktor before? Maybe no. There are high possibility that she didn't paktor before, but she know how i guess. She have many friend, not same like me. I am totally myself.. I have no buddy.. Haha. I wonder, will tonight goes well? Plan for getting hard disk after work.. I really really wish to have hard disk so much.. I can do many download for video, song, or even games. I love doing collection for things i like.. I want many, i want a lots! Hehe. Is there any reader? No it wont have :( i believe, if there are a person that really love me, she will read all my post here. Plus! It is not a lot! Only few post, but i think i will merge my old blog post to here. Then delete my old blog, in case something unwilling happen. I post thing about samyi before. I think yi zhen not see it yet. Hope i can remove it before she see. Reduce problem. So now, i think i will be very boring after lunch time. Might have many boring or busy work. Even dirty work. What i hope the most is, i hope i can just sit there and write my SOP. Nice.. But it wont take a long time i guess. Unless i write it slowly. Two mould SOP need to be write. Boring.. So what should i plan tonight. Back at 5.30. Go brem mall. Buy hard disk. Back. Open pc. No! Bath first! Everyday back home must bath first! So i can relax and enjoy my hard disk work. Fun. I wonder will i ever get bored doing all this downloading? I plan, if i really start my downloading smoothly, i feel like touching back my dvd. I stop touching my animation since i stop talking with my brother. House problem. My mother is a noob. I wont let my children to my mother in future. I rather pay for baby sitter. My mother is child educator failure. I didn't say i am good in educating but at least i know i am kid before. Better not to have children. Future things, future only say ba. Should i go back office? I feel like i don't have anything to do if i go back. Maybe SOP. Time now is a bit too early for me to go back. I wonder what time alex will be back. Scare scare. Cincai la.. One more thing. Quit game doesn't mean stop all game. For my meaning is, those online game, leveling those. Stop. Pokemon or offline game. Still fine. I hope i can do uploading or have time to create website thingy too. Hopefully ba.. Stop writing now. Continue at other time or just post my blog this way. La la thanks for reading o.

i went to see hard disk le.. RM250 for 500GB and RM380 for 1TB