for me, this is very important, to me it is, very hurting.. i get hurt very easily because my heart is so weak, i cried easily too but no one know. there are something i feel very sad, but this is my problem, not anybody problem. no one cares about it.
never think of forever in relationship, never think of future when you are in relationship. everything will become like ash if both separate. it is very hurting.. plus a lots of negative thing will happen.
- can be friend
- become enemy
- a lots of old memory
- many unsolved mistake (become worse(not understanding each another anymore)
this is the negative thing i know. my ex girlfriend change a lot, she is very different from past, becoming worse.. i am thinking.. will she change? or she is still same like last time.. how nice if she change a lots. the most regretful thing i ever have is, treat her not enough good. the most angriest thing she ever do to me is, abandon me. honestly, i always think of "do we have chance to be back together" seriously NO.. we are impossible to be together anymore. i love her too deep in past.. even now, still got little bit cant let go of her. but whatever.. it take time. i have a girlfriend already, so, just focus on her. although my feel to her is not enough strong, but i am happy together with her. if she can organize more time for our outing, it will be great too.
by the way, whats so hurting? i get hurt easily.. sometime, i get hurt without anyone know.. they are hurting me.. i just keep silent. you can obviously know by looking on my eye, it is watering. my ex girlfriend do that a lot to me. my current girlfriend hurt me too, but it is fine. what she hurt me?
- sometime she treat me very cold
- she don't talk a lot with me
- "does she do something just for me?"
- don't really cares about my inner part (she will always ask about me if she care)
- she don't easily get worried or jealous (because she don't care about it) or (confidence to me? i don't think so) sorry if i offend someone
it is hurting.. i don't want to list anymore..
feeling very sleepy and down.. i hate this feel..
