28-02-2009 Tobira wo Akete or Open the Door by ANZA

It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's all right.
Miracles can happen.
Here we go Here we go! Here we go! Here we go!
Spread your wings
I'm sure something, something, is out there somewhere,
just waiting for us to find it.
Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!
And then the door will open...

When I'm troubled, I don't say a thing,
even though I want to talk to you, and want to hear your voice
My heart's confused
Vapor trails in the blue sky...
Power welling up from my hand in yours...
I feel like I can go anywhere,
riding the wind...

Isn't it wonderfully strange, how even insignificant pebbles
can change into gems?
When we're together, just looking...
makes everything shine.

The number of "top secret" moments I just love, love, love,
keeps growing and growing,
becoming very small, small, small seeds.
I just know that somewhere in my heart,
they're beginning to bloom into big flowers.
Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!
And then the world will open...

It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's all right.
Miracles can happen.
Here we go Here we go! Here we go! Here we go!
Spread your wings.
I'm sure something, something, is out there somewhere,
just waiting for us to find it.
Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!
And then the door will open...

※It's all right　大丈夫　ダイジョウブ　だいじょうぶ 
　奇跡だって起こせる 
　Here we go　行こうよ　行こうよ　行こうよ　翼拡げ 
　きっと　何かが　何かが　どこかで　出会える日を待ってる 
　DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING! 
　そして扉がひらくよ… 

イザとなると　何も言えない　しゃべりたいのに 
声も聴きたくて 
こころがね　あわててる 
青い空に飛行機雲　繋いだ手に沸いてくる　POWER 
どこだってゆけそうだよ　風に乗って…

なんでもない　小石でさえ　不思議だよね　宝石に変わる 
一緒にね　見てるだけで…　みんな光る 

Top secret　大好きな　ダイスキな　だいすきな 
瞬間が増えてゆく 
とっても小さな　チイサナ　ちいさな種になって 
きっと　こころのどこかで大きな花が咲き始めてる 
DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING! 
そして世界はひらく 

It's all right　大丈夫　ダイジョウブ　だいじょうぶ 
奇跡だって起こせる 
Here we go　行こうよ　行こうよ　行こうよ　翼拡げ 
きっと　何かが　何かが　どこかで　出会える日を待ってる 
DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING! 
そして扉がひらくよ…

28-02-2009 A real Boyfriend

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and don't let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you guys are just standing there
[hold her hand]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she talks to her other friends and you're still there
[ Grab her waist and remind her you are still there DONT walk away ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back ,but not too hard, and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- call her every day just to tell her that u love her!
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Whose ass am I kicking baby?"...super cute...
-AND DON'T EVER CHEAT ON HER!
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
Call you.
Kiss you.
Love you.
Text you.
A real Boyfriend

28-02-2009 [never mind, i got a lots of time]

[never mind, [i got a lots of time]
thats right
for now, i have nothing to say and finish~
wuahahahhahaha [never mind, i got a lots of time]
dont worry lorr
see how i die then they will know what is [i got a lots of time]
wuahahahahahaa [never mind, i got a lots of time]

dont care that thing la, i got a lots of time. ya, that photo i snap today, it is fresh and new but not hot. i wake up with this hair style, look normal? no it is not like always but i think you all cant feel the different, dont need to use water brush before work, late also never mind, sui and easy.. =_= sui? say about [never mind, i got a lots of time] =_= i want to die.. you know what -_- what i care so much, just jump off from my house, just die and everything will be end. right now i can even turn back, just jump off. before i jump off, i will make my parent regret forever =_= you know what. i think i can have a better life with running out from house, can search for it. more hope, i starved to dead is not bad i guess, better than staying in home, day by day, work like no meaning at all. ble~ hell is summoning me.. go or dont go? i dont see any light or other way for me. herm.. lets he.. zetsubo~ i hate them so much yo^^, if i see anyone support my dead, i will thanks it a lot and give it fa cai 发财 wuahahahahaha, it is real.. i will make it rich until its dead after 100, life will be long^^, nah~ i try to jump off tonight, shh

• anime all give to soon jie
• will not forgive my parent
• parent spoil my life
• disagree me to get hope
• parent dont care my future
• parent dont want me to have good future =_=
• parent is us*less should i say that or what, sorry
• my computer will donate to ..
• all my money must follow me go grave, no one can touch!!
• i die for zetsubo!!

finish la~ ^^ i will try tonight, please support