24-04-2009

2:11 PM 

just checked S blog on lunch time when i am about to offline. What can i do is, be confidence to myself and don't think something that make me feel down, i don't think it is that difficult to be owned. 

It is impossible for someone to forget something other than we let go of it because things that we already forget, doesn't mean we wouldn't remember it 

3:30 PM 

i am exhausted right now, last night i sleep early then last two night but it is still a very late time. I will get ready to sleep on 11pm every night so that i can have more energy on the next day. It is for the good of my face and health too. I am really very tired now, will collapse very soon. 

3:53 PM 

i really can't hold my tiredness. I am resting myself on the floor now, too tiring. I am thinking of working with my friend, he say he is straight and follow the rules well. He is store manager. I like his style when working because i can be very serious when working too. He is a young successfull guy. I will think about it. 

4:14 PM 

i will not wait you for that long, i don't know whats make you think that you need that long time to let go a problem, there must be some kind of reason behind everythings so that you will think it that way. I have read all your blog post, i remember what you have write, of course i don't expect any answer from you for now. What you need is time. Sometime i try to tell myself that actually the feeling that i am having is not real BUT i just can't stop myself thinking of you. The you in my mind is not a picture, it is a type me feeling that make me think of you. (what i am saying) time can't make my feeling fade, just like what have i posted up before, a week without any sound from you, i am still having the same feeling. (how i write this all out? :/ it s a bit weird) 

5:22 PM 

didn't write a lots of things after lunch. A bit tired and sleepy. I will back right away after get home, splash with cold water. Six day more to go. I am so hot and sweating now. I am stink x( must bath quick after get home. Okay then, got to end my writing now. I will be back on first of may.

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9:09 AM
it is a very busy morning for today because i have to pack a lots of thing for school and get ready to be deliver. This morning happen a very silly thing and i just discover it. Tell you what happen and whats wrong in next timeline. Going to do my things now. Work hard.

9:46 PM
I am back :) Tell you what happen this morning until when i discover it in work :p My sister is sick, she caught a cold and having a very serious headache so she is not going to school. Every morning i will give her a kiss because she is so pity :( i give her a kiss on face and hope that she will get well soon, i don't mind that she pass her sickness to me. Today is special a bit, my sister is getting better, she is playing with me too, this morning when i go near and hug her, huh, she pull up the zip on my shirt, want to know how it look like after she pull up?

it is so embarrassing, i don't know how i look like until i feel very hot then only i discover that my sister pulled my zip. Try imagine how i look like and what everyone will think? By the way, i suppose to feel shy but i don't? No one tell me about the zip when i am in home, thats why my sister laugh until so silly. My zip suppose to be this way

never mind :( my sister is pro in disturbing people. Go shopping complex want to bao or sit trolley. Next timeline. 

10:19 AM 

just know that my shoes need to change a new one. The work that i am doing spoiling every shoes that i wear. This is my right shoes.

throw this rubbish away and get a new one!

my left shoes seen to be nothing wrong but still got some spoiled part.

so this is what we called cheap stuff don't last long? I can't change any shoes yet, it still can use. Continue my writing on next timeline. 

10:35 PM 

from now on, i will make myself eat more than what i eat daily. I don't want to be a thin guy. It don't suit anyone. Try guess what i bring to office today.

you are right, i bring egg tart to work. The egg tart look a bit spoil already :( i like to eat it when it is round. Now i have to eat piece by piece. Lunch must eat more. You know what S tell me yesterday? She say she eat only 3 tomatoes for lunch :( is it enough for you? Is it okay? Your lunch time is only three tomatoes, you will be very hungry at early time :( hungry is really bad plus you are working. I can treat you dinner for a very short time but not everyday. Are you making joke and lying me that you eat only that few things? Don't joke please T^T continue my write on next timeline. 

10:53 AM 

yesterday, the things you tell me. Actually it is not because of you so that i say i like older girl than me. Girl that is boyish and older than me is always the type of girl that i like from last time, don't you know? Falling on you create me a test and exam, i have to pass. Be the one you (admit with) thats what i will do. 

11:06 AM 

just have some arm muscle training.

thin is thin, no matter how hard i train, i am still thin. Have you ever heard of paper bone wrapping? Thats me xp This can't be long or much. Staying in home always is really a bad bit, going out alone is better, at least i am not in the cage right? I am thinking of buying a basketball and play it. My three point ball is very accurate, don't play with me. Show you on video if got chance. Few minute length of 100 % accurate three point shot. Sorry for my arm photo. Can you all see my two tahi lalat on my muscle? That mole. Continue next timeline. Want to do some pumping. 

11:34 AM 

[4440555666888330999666880777744.44477755533999] what did i write? It is not the time now, never mind then. Just snap one photo and changed its effect.

How is it? It is a very ugly photo. I will work hard and stop my daily timeline post next week. Next week is my last week in this company. Having some soft cough x( drink more water. Write some later on next timeline. 

11:58 AM 

i am going to spent a long time on this blog post because i got a lots of things need to upload and set. The word soon and set always remind me of her. She got online later? Who will buzz who first if she got online? I am not going to buzz her. I like acting in photo, it is so different from real life. 

see this photo? By my acting skill

eye with anger, full of hatred and the feeling of revenge, LOL childish word.

an emo act, it shows the emo Elric when he is feeling down and more. There will be tears if he is weak.

 i want my lunch time to be now and quick please! Quickly post this up and chat, i got some question want to ask her. I will run out from office later. Stomach feeling weird pulak. One more things, don't judge the me on text, don't compare the attitude of my text attitude in real world. 

12:08 PM 

didn't send any sms to S x( actually i got a lots of things want to chat with her but i scare that she is busy. She might look free on computer and online but it is different when on phone. I use too much time on phone too, got to stop my writing awhile. I will publish this later. I will write something after this timeline if can. 

12:31 PM 

it is time to go back now. Office clock on walk is a bit slow so i can't go out yet, need to wait few more minute. Actually i am not expecting anyone to read my blog because i am not asking anyone to read too. This post is like writing to someone but i don't mind if no one read, this is what i want to write. Okay then, got to go now. Post end, publishing it :p