I feel like i get enough sleep. I didn't sleep late last night. Right? Okay maybe around 11pm time. For me, it is a bit earlier than 12am or after twelve. Yup, i am still getting up middle of the night, what to do? If my sleeping problem really get worse, i really need a medical check up. And for now, i am working. Time is 4pm. Around that time. Just down the front piece of 3 way housing mould. Product stuck. I suspect it as the injecting temperature too high. Maybe. Whatever. This problem really so boring and wasting time. I not gonna work for OT today if don't have anything running. Just have some extra time to write this, hope enough for my blog posting. And i will be continue my writing on car after working time if i stop. I really will die of sleepy. Trimming the filter housing. A lots of work but really sleepy.. Holding a knife and cut of the flashing part. Feel a bit free now because Alex go back to office. I think he is bored and tired about the product stucking at the injecting sprue. Really difficult to take off. Product is hard and stuck. By the way. I really feel so awkward each the my girlfriend say i miss you. I really feel like deleting her sms. I mind about her so much. Mind about her weight, look and whatever fucking shit. She don't look pretty or cute but she act that she IS. Problem is she is gigantic. If she is short and small size, i wont mind if she is overweight. At least she have her cute. Fuck if, she disgust me a lot when i think of many thing. Whatever. Compulsory things to tell myself so that i wont stress about her. I will try my best to let her understand about love can't be force. She is still young. Although i don't love her but she still can have a lots of choice. To be honest, how cruel of rude thing, i also can do. I can just cut of my number. Deactivate my all net account. Disappear from her forever, i guess. Then, of course my look need to have big change too so that in future when we meet, she wont recognise me. Good idea? I think too much now. Start making my imagination. What i am afraid is, she come to find me. My mind pop up a plan. Before i disappear, i will use her facebook account or try whatever way to write a note for her. Telling her about my disappearance or leaving. Count as inform. So that nothing back will happen. Eliminate my number or just make my number less active for sometime if i really can't let go my number. Fuck man. I am too much. Feel like start to make all plan for leaving her already. Bored. This really rude and cruel. Sorry so much yi zhen. I really can't be with you, i really dislike your almost everything. Your hair, your face, your lips, your nose, your neck, your shoulder, your chest, your stomach, your buttock, your leg and all. Personality, attitude, and habit. I dislike your everything. My animation is with her, i don't mind. As long as i can leave her, i can sacrifice everything. Sad case if she see this. Maybe someday yi zhen will see this. Maybe it will be long time le. Sorry for being together with her. Sorry for choosing her to be my girlfriend. Sorry for what have i done to you. Sorry about phone sex, for beginning, i am sorry, in the end, i lost interest with you. About MMS, sorry too. And hotel, i wont make it the fifth time. Please. No more. I don't know what to do with extra condom in house. Lol. Feel like throwing it. Keep for nothing, don't even have the use. Whatever. Keep wont waste. Maybe i got friend or people that need, i can give? 3piece only. Lol.. Whatever. I feel like playing back maple. And i feel wanted to get hard disk so much by this week. Quit all fucking game that spoil my brain, focus downloading. Yeah! I hope can ask for someone to accompany me go. Hope Nicoles willing to go with me. But asking ah wei go with me will be the best i guess. Miss Liew also can? Lol. Go alone ba xD noob. One more thing. Samyi confirm having cancer.. Really hope that she is fine and don't get worse. If everything go smooth, i think i will fly to sabah and visit her. I don't wish for her leaving. Every living things have its own right to survive till the end, no one can just end the life without reason. Lack of patient. Can't wait for my hard disk. I want to fill it with massive of animation song, or i mean japanese song. And a lots of movie and cartoon. Of course some game if can xD maximize my download time for computer in midnight time or daylight time. One day around 8hours or 10hours? Hm? This is all my writing when i am working. No going to continue after work. Any reader? Nope. Don't have. Sad. Haha.