29-04-2009 Believe

Unable to find any words, I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder
And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free
Because of a trivial misunderstanding, our young love is giving way
I don't want to see such a sad face

Even though your dream may be dissolving, just don't abandon that smile
It's what keeps my own heart glowing

We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again

The starry sky we used to gaze up at together, where so much light streamed through
All the memories of that still won't fade away

If you really listen for it, you'll begin to hear that phrase
in the melody of the flute that was played

And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Surely we'll be together from now on, plunging ahead through these days
Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all

We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again

29-04-2009

actually i am still thinking about it till now, make me think of it everytime when i sms or online, message in bracket send by a friend in sms [Remember x n x who said that u dun really care about frens when u luv somebody? I can see that u r all into luv, even losing two frens at a time, u r still glad bcos ur heart is full wit luv 4 x, u dun bother anything~ u were like that too when u were into x.] am i really that kind of person or actually i am. Ignore my friend because of something, feel very enough if i got someone? So this is what you think to me. X must be the one telling you that i am ignoring everyone, i don't really ignore people, just chat less, the one that i ignore the most is him, none stop talking rubbish about me, every conversation contain a rubbish word. And another things [U dun get what i wrote...? ... x n i r disappearing :/ Last words 4 u is take care... Next time if u r into somebody, dun neglect ur frens too. Lead a gud life.] i feel like x is the one that cause effect on everythings. Next [No... It's not u hv no time to chat wit us... It's u dun chat wit us... U juz tell us about x... Like no topic between u n ur friends anymore... Just x... Can tell but not all the time. This is what neglect means. I say IF, if u failed to get her, ur friends can b ur support n console... But u lost frens when u were after her, n if u failed, nothing left.] is this what Ron tell you or say to you? or actually i am really having problem Ron already dislike me since from x if i am not wrong, keep only discribing the bad me, example always flirt with girl, always chat with girl, always this and that. He should beware on what his finger type before what he think, i ignore him, i got my reason, i don't really ignore other or say other things to other, did i? Joey don't know about it. Don't want to say a lot, Ron, you are so good, good guy that don't backstabing, good guy that don't say bad thing to friend even face to face also didn't say. Sien.

darkness is always the strongest, this is the true and nothing can change the fate that the world will be swallon by evil. There are no hope and future for everything, what should we do or think now is, pray. When will the light bright out? Baka.

Lunch time post.

29-04-2009 MEANINGFUL MSG .........

No Pain No Gain… Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful…


Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work.


So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head.

29-04-2009

from what have i know from my parent, i can slowly list out a lots of wrong and incorrect way of teaching a child, i even scold them when they dare to nag me, you are right, i am wrong but nag wouldnt work to make me become correct if i am wrong. last night my sister scream and cry for headache, her head is getting serious and more serious. my father say [mai cha liao la] stop crying already!! tomorrow i still need to work, pleased you so many time still keep on crying] isnt crying need comfort? my father or both, scold. they will effect my sister a lot when she grown up. a proper educational for kid is very important, parent is the one that create what attitude that we are having. i have see a lots of kid in my 19years of living, only 18years, make it 19. some kid is really very mature, younger than my sister, the way she talk and move, very mature. kid is still kid, they still need a lots or caring and affection. my brother is a bit corrupted still can help of course. short bla post.

so tired, sleepy and no energy, morning wake up, online one hour, exhausted