i really dont know what to do le..
i am your friend.. we always meet.. we talk everyday.. smile and laugh together.. but.. sometime i still feel that you dont really care me at all.. although we meet everyday but i always miss you and think of you.. i really cant stop my love for you.. it get deeper each day too.. be happy, cheer always.. if you are happy.. i am happy.. maybe.. but i really dislike seeing you talking or having fun with other guy.. it make me worry and feel jealous.. most reason is i know you dont have feel to me.. and i cant do anything to make you got feel to me.. this really so depressing.. i always have something to talk with you.. i always think of something to do on you, or talk on you.. but it just cant get reality.. imagination always not real xP i should get reality more.. right?
if i have chance to talk with you right now, and it is a chance that i can talk everything.. i hope i can tell you or talk to you this.. : -
Nicoles.. do you know that i love you so much? i feel sad daily, but i never get depress.. i am sad, because i feel like you dont really care about me lots.. you just treat me like so normal.. but i am the only one that treat you with heart.. i just want you to treat me more better than normal.. i hope you can smile always too when we together.. i really wish to care you de.. but i am so afraid that you reject.. whatever..
suddenly dont feel like writing that anymore..
