low confidence

wo shi yi ge zi xin xing hen di de ren, wo bu hui xiang dao ren hui xi huan wo, you de hua dou shi jia de. wo dui zhe ge shi jie hen xian shi le, xi huan wo de ren yao gen wo hen da de xin xing, rang wo jue de ni de fu chu shi zhen de. wo ke neng ye yi dian ci dun ba ying wei dou bu hui zen yang cha bie zhen jia. wo hen xi wang ke yi de dao ren de ai, hen xi wang ke yi ai, dan shi, wo hen pa qu ai, wo bu gan le.. wo xiang yao yi ge zhen shi de gan ching, wo hen xiang ren guan xin gen kan dao wo de chuan zai. bu xiang zai ji mo, hen tao yan ji mo yi ge ren.. zui jing zhen de hen luan, wo hen xiang bu yao zai xiang le, dan shi mei ban fa.. bu dao wo bu xiang, mei ci yi ge ren, wo jiu hen ji mo le, ru guo you ren pei wo, wo jiu hui gen zhe ta, xi wang you ren pei huo zhe wo pei ren ye yi yang, tao yan. bu neng yi ge ren, hui si ma? bu zhi dao.

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i get a mistake after knowing the truth?

i wake up very early this morning just to check my phone see whether am i receiving any message from someone. unfortunately no.. so i went to online at 6am something if i am not mistaken.. last night i have meet a girl in sdo, she give me quite friendly de feel and she is very nice. she told me a lots of thing that make me feel weird and curious. i am weird, how come first time play facebook will know a lots of thing. this is what i weird at first. about her detail and info, i am super curious, things she say is different from what i observe..
morning, i suddenly think of something, yesterday she told me that she added me in msn already. "i saw her email in facebook, it is different from what she use to add me in msn" suddenly, i have two email of her. so then, i use her email to do some research, i found her original facebook account. thats so, i feel a bit sad already. i found her blog too, saw few picture of her, with her dear.. this is not right. just a bit upset about everything

i think i dont want le, what also dont want le, i feel so suffer

people nowadays, i really sad and hurt.. heart breaking

maybe all of this is not a coincidence, give me discover liao is also better than being lie. yesterday, in game, i know one girl from cheras, suddenly got interest with her because she is so nice and friendly. i dont know i should believe her or not so i didnt say anything yet.. i really thing i found one already.. but no.. i want to see you explain. no mood writing here

bo tong, shi hao de ma?

wo zai xiang, xian zai zhe yang, hen zhu gou le ma? zhe shi ni xiang de? wo shi zai xiang, yao bian de, gen jia hao, yi ci yi ci de hao. yao hen jie jing jie jing de. you xie ren shi bu hui ming bai mou xie dong xi. you xie dong xi yao shi qu cai hui zhen xi. hen duo dou hui bian dao tai ci le, too late. everything is too late until you know that it is important to cherish. never want a thing to be normal. a very short post. gan jue bu gou de.