Two in a row..

lansilanyong

Yesterday, wasn't a nice day.. I hate complicated things. I hate things that is so disturbing my mind. Making me mad and confuse..



Today, this morning wake up.. Feel so.. Then i get up at 8.30am.. The first time i do after get up is sms, then go online, check my pc. Yesterday i put auto shutdown after download complete. Yeah nice.. Hehe. I luf it. Good news, my download complete. Then.. I want to find one empty disc.. Then.. The empty disc inside got other file, then i copy all out, then i . . .



Later afternoon lunch time need to finish my installation quick.. Window xp.. I hope my download file are fine too.. Need 5hours for that download. Shit it.. Haih.. Today late to work.. So long time didn't late to work already, whatever.. Hate coming early so much, no more giving me early work bonus..



Love.. > Dear ar dear.. How do i love you if i don't know what are you thinking ne.. In love and relationship, couple relationship is the most close, mean can talk anythings.. Mean there are nothing to scare, just talk anything straight and honest. Because of your farking heart, i need to keep hide things to talk, slowly it make me feel like nothing more to talk. In our relationship, there are so many problem, maybe you didn't know it because *who care about it* i am not sure about it. I hope i can back to myself and love you like old time. I am sure that you will be more happy. Huhu..



Guan ni pi shi



yesterday, i done my window98 installation already.. That time i am so happy.. But.. Window98 got a very big problem.. Version too old.. Then, i need to download window xp again to upgrade it.. So sien leh keep having this kind of lagging problem.. Whatever..



This morning i buy two pao eat, fresh meat bao. Didn't feel full or hungry. But wanted to eat. Hope can grow fat a bit. Eat eat eat, i hate keep eating.



Wow two post in a row.. Nice.. I hope i can keep up this way.. Yay

lets get up on blogging

Yesterday, is my girlfriend birthday. I admit that i didn't treat her big day seriously yesterday. But i try my best to make her happy althought i know that she is not happy.




I think that, i really love her, and i got heart. But the problem is.. I don't know what is she thinking, and do she understand what i want to tell? Does she try to do something do me? Do she do anything for me?



I don't think that anyone know that i am making post here because i didn't tell anyone about it, no one know i write blog too.. Thats cool, but i should tell some people that i am blogging so that i wont write to myself.



I get so lazy to blog.. Feel so lazy writing here, i have many things to tell but i just can't write here. Maybe those things is so farking so i really can't write here. No feel to write. Not sure. I love my past blogging life..



To my beloved one, i really don't know what to do anymore. How to love you. I feel so uncomfortable in this relationship.. You know i dislike you to eat so much *birthday is special, so can eat* but you still keep eating. You always ask me, *i got thin dao ma?* i don't know how to tell you, i only can say, you no diet how to thin, you didn't eat less how to thin. Basic things. A human, didn't eat a lot, is impossible to fat, include, a human eat a lot, can thin? Common sense.



Question, you believe what you see, or you believe what you hear? I keep listening good thing, but i keep seeing bad thing. Do you think, i will believe what i hear, than i see? Hm.. Natural human thinking, see de, is real de.



I hope i can get bigger, i want to turn fat. Or, actually i hate hungry.. I want to eat anytime, if can. I want to have anything to eat at anytime so that i wont hungry.. Hungry make me feel turning thin..



Thats all i want to write, thank you =D





guan ni pi shi?



Shit.. Today i download window 98 to install.. I hope my installation will be fine.. 256 mb ram computer, oh fark.. So shit slow.. Then boss pc.. Reformat it jar.. oOo my house got that window7 dvd, original is boss dvd but now it is mine.. Wahaha! Anything else.. Thats all.. Ya and! I hope i can build my boomz character become strong >< but.. Just hope.. Done.. Haha !

sohai

it is for what? and what is it for?

purpose..  what is my purpose.. living like this is for what? honestly i feel so empty, but not all the time of course. need someone to share my thing, can let me tell everything. i repeat this two or more times already in my post, always having this kind of problem, i never find one.

bla!! people like me is not qualified, i say already right. not worth to be care.

hang this blog to draft, fuck!!

Lazy dao..

Long time no write blog le.. now keyboard stick le sticker.. feel "bu shu fu" while typing.. Ouch.. me yi lai dou shi type of people that hate got things "kacau dao" i feel so bu shuang because my keyboard make me cant type freely..

its been awhile since the last day i write something at my blog.. i am so lazy and sien le to blog because.. quit too long i guess.. in this long time, many thing have happen, i miss a lot of thing that i need to write here..

in this long time, i hope i can search for new love.. ya.. finally i found one..

she is from klang again.. leave in bandar botanic, near bukit tinggie and bandar puteri..

honestly, she is not my type i guess.. i need more time to be with her.. cant concentrate much on her.. lack of many feel and things.. huhu

short post =D