08-12-1990 my birth

It is a day that a born
First son from my parent
It is a very special and a happy day for my father, mother and more other people
I use be the love one to anyone after my birth, don't know when it start, everythings have change
My name is HOO YIK YANG, this name given by my grandfather
Of course, i am very happy with this unique name
The day that i born, i give a lots of sweet memory to my father, mother and more.
and do you think it is my baby photo? no it is not, just to suit this post.

Time

do you think i really need to move a new blog?

dowan to write a lot T_T

Other

today post at new blog

http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com/

it is a video and i will delete it, it is too lan le

stupid me

Change

i hope i can move this blog soon to the memorial blog

i need to ready some post before starting it, 1990 to 2009

my first post will be a lot

i cant wait for my new blog

hope got a lot visitor

haih.. today working so boring and lazy..

no mood and tired

i get angpau from nicole, a staff that work one day a week

she is do part time job

age 2x marry liao and got kid

live office up there only

he give mazauki, the driver angpau too

mazauki got 4 kid

cool hor..

valentine day is next week

it is a shit day for single

and it is a very sad day for some people that in love

for me, lalala

i will work hard for my new blog oo

link http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com/

check it out, very very nice, chatbox linked with other

i manage few blog my own o

please give some comment for my new blog, please

comment it at chatbox

Raven cut hair

wuahahaha, cant wait to see

must be very leng

visit her blog to know how's her hair, visit her friendster too

http://birdking5.blogspot.com/

http://profiles.friendster.com/53091255

^^dont forget

Repeat

same like always, i am readying a new post for my new blog, hoo yik yang memorial. you all can test visit but it is empty and nothing, i will make a brand new and nice blog. today i forget to charge my phone, cant sms a lot or play or a lot.  didnt really do a lot things today. today count as wasted day. nothing special. short post, same like always, wait my new blog..

Memorial

my new blog will on air soon, i will combine it to my daily blog
i hope i can finish up my blog soon, my first new blog post will be more than 20 i guess
my new blog will reveal everything of me from year 1990 to the current date
must wait o, haih, hard also la, so many story, i am old liao lor
my story will be a scroll that long
today in office a bit stupid la
nothing special to post today

Sheep

Must visit Raven blog and give comment.. Last night i am so tired.. Faint when sms.. Next morning wake up very late too. Feel so sad about Raven.. Visitor that read this compulsory must visit Raven blog, the link of her blog is on her name. Her parent push too hard on studying.. My parent never care about my studying when i am born to now because they don't even know how or what to care. Their studying level is only at primary level, study in village area too. It is not their fault that i am this weak in studying, if god let me restart my life i think the ending is still same. Sometime i will feel very.. Think about my grade only, from .. turn hopeless.. Despair!! Don't care this, i hate his feeling. I am going to start my new blog call HOO YIK YANG memorial, this blog will use proper english and it will start from 08121990 to the current date then this blog will be vanish and i will continue my blog at there. For now i will managing few blog. I am very stupid.. I forget the day that i first time sms with Raven again.. I will try my way to think back :( fourteen february is near, everyone know what day is it, if i got any female friend, surely i will try to make chocolate or buy one for her. Guy also can receive chocolate from guy but xp i don't want to give Ron, wuahahahaha. Still got a long day, ganbate yo. http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com my memorial blog xD still very new. Who want my blog layout please tell me your email or msn or ym or anything, i can teach you modify it if you don't want the blog to be 100 % same like mine. It is a bit hard to advertise blog.. If a site can be advertise that easily, online business will be very great.

 

this photo that i take is suck, not the word or drawing skill but the success that the kid imagine, i have this book.. Go to hell.. Early post today. Happy and smile always, twink..

Black Sheep

Again

Last night sleep a bit late, i am not praying, just online. Last night Raven off early, Ron off early for dinner. I already ask Ron sleep first and don't need to online but he still online at very late. This kid really naughty.. If i am not online, i also don't know this guy online. Sleep early wake late only good.. Reader must sleep early too. I hate sleepyt.. In chinese new year week, xD online full time everyday when in home.. Chatting with friend and more.. Time and day pass so fast or it is because of not special day.. today a bit .. dont care.. lunch not enough!! i am going to enlarge myself, clear of my virus at face xD.

i love my friend, i am stupid

today in office is damn sleep and .. going to make a blog call HOO YIK YANG MEMORIAL, please support yo. a man like me manage so many blog, haih. my memorial is very very interesting, checkout everytime for new update. i will make bulletin in friendster..

short blog, endto!!

MSN

this morning msn plus make meso hard i download those script, it make my msn luan. i online from morning.. do things until night, got some chat alsowatching those friend sign in chat with me, watching then sign outi am stupid or what. i got uninstall msn and reinstall new one, msn 9.0, very very nice!! so perfect and new, got friend want to download it but i must let her friend confirm that is it save or it can be bugged. ahbii msn got problem before, dont know because of what, later i will know.
today sobut is okay la
i want to share new msn here, MSN 9.0, i give u warning o, this msn not safe so please dont download it first. i got some screenshot of it^^

the download link is at the word, got ahbii de blog link too, visit if you read this

no mood to post a lot

Nennensaisai

not easy to get the video

please, onegai!! hope you all can spare sometime on it

really hoping it^^

T_T

lyric, song and video + some detail

very good liao o

spare sometime for my hard work

remember to give comment^^

actually my meaning of life not a lot liao lu

got few only

enough la, please

listen

will create one more blog so please visit

new blog about my horrible experience

i am 18 sure got a lot story

read blog in daylight time yo

Lyrics: Yo Hitoto
Composition: Takebe Satoshi
Performed by Yo Hitoto

daidai no yuu na sora
yawarakana oya no ryoute
nozoi tara ureshi gao
itsunomani koboreta no ka
naminami wo koeta kara
yururi kamu nama akubi
akuru asa hitorigoto
senobi take imada tsubomi
.
omae omou omoi
yumeura no kanata he
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
hama otome kuchidukete
shirasuna wo otosu made
tsumuji kaze oya to shite
matsu iede karedo utae ya
.
tsutoni omou omoi
makuragoto no youni
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
omae omou omoi
shanshan kotoduke
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai aisarete boku wo hanarete mo
nennensaisai aisarete
umarete kinasai
.

Life

i saw shinigami, a shinigami name momo

she say i am going to die, not going to live long

what can i do, if she say the day i am having going to end soon

life is like nothing, is there any reason actually

.

.

shinigami is a death god, bring away soul or someone

momo is a girl that, bring away our soul

she have a pet name daniel, a black cat

the bell on daniel neck, represent dead

.

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anime is my life, not going to end it

reason of life is, collecting all anime on earth

impossible but, try my best

it is impossible but, i will do the best i can

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despairing future, kill my reason of living

only dead can cure, is momo really want my soul

should i give her my soul, should i just give up

living is nothing, no reason

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from pass, tears what make me feel sorrow

tears stop, only me and my bed

a wet blanket, a wet pillow

no one ask, no one care

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now and pass, future and now

changes creating nothing, nothing creating dead

end is the ending, finish is no more

thanks you, sanQ

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xD i am not that good after all

IC

• time to make new IC
• make it too late liao, forget
• suppose to make after 18
• now pass so many day
• my IC got a bit spoil, hope no punishment
• my IC will add anime logo
• special than other

• i got burner program but only got one DVD drive
• i can save the CD file then burn it but
• the file error
• not all, some
• whats the problem?
• anyone can help me?

• kwan yan!!
• whats ur online time har
• i wake up early everytime

• just now go out buy washing machine
• my father say this and that made in china
• he stubborn with saying made in china
• he dont even know with one from malaysia
• expensive no buy, cheap, suspect from china
• boss say here no china thing
• he china this and that

• didnt renew IC today, so many people larr

really very no mood

Abit

short post today
busy with anti virus
computer thing all very complicated!!
work whole day for it already
learn everything by ownself
my kaspersky inactive already, mean no protection
hope it is okay, later only fix
must gaudim it and give Raven upload, ganbate!!

went to cousin house

cousin sister baby grown up to 5 years old

youngster one 2 years old

didnt see before

oldest one see when first born

omg, change to PS1 pro

Return

i am back to home now, huh, so many thing want to say and tell, slow slow tell la.

reach bidor see ah leks, he back with his father, his mother and sister not coming because got work

later sky appear unknown things, video on bottom, snap a lot of photo in friendster

a shen, yi ling, bin bin reach, bin bin change to lansi jai, the two still got talk but no manners liao

ah shen like to fight with my brother, video on bottom

ah lek and bin bin always bring girl go out, i discover hotel near only, got one night no come back

dont care this all, enjoy my video only la^^ gogogo

Supernatural

sky appear a weird things like northern light, colour change every minute and second
turning brighter and more brighter
a things like flying sources, big and round

a game between cousin
fighting and laughing
pain and happy
scream and shouting

a useless lamb
watching other lamb so good
all the lamb can be shave except mine
a useless lamb that can't give a nice wool to other, where got use de, keep only waste money on feeding

short post today
Raven is bird so i am a Lamb^^ my name, yang

CNY

 

sleep late last night again

wake up very early from sleeping late again, i will be  or i really will be one after dead

where all my friend go this chinese new year, leaving me alone.. 

this chinese new years is surely a very lone day for me, cousin all change already, i am older, ya, so what, all so no manners, i play when them last time when they are baby to grown up, dont care them la

friends!! please accompany me this chinese new year holiday time o, i am now working and this chance is very rare that we can chat. online long and full time too.

Raven, Bria, Kwan is my special now dont care anything la, who ask me no friend, actually i am thinking to ask my friend come out de, chance spoil because of a childish mind kid say (i dowan to see that fat pig already)

very no mood and boring de ohope you all happy and dont worry about me, i will find something to see and do 

no want accompany me in msn or anywhere my sister open concert, my brother play game, my father sleeping, my mother make thing never mind la~

think of playing ragnarok also feel like crying, my mate no on ma, the kwan yan, so strong and hard working de o

i will challenge and fight with him by using weak character, hope his character slot enough. i will kill him, make him lay on floor torture you badly, wuahahahahaha

thanks for visiting, happy new year, happy chinese new year, happy cow year, happy chinese cow year and more!!

Next

today

tomorrow is chinese new year already, what you all feel, what i feel? last night i am really having insomnia, really didnt sleep, i am very hot plus today got praying then burn those kimjuar/paper so hot and killing, xD i start those zorpia bebo icq already, thats mean game all will be less, anime time will increase. okay, back to last night, kwan yang lor, give me watch horror thing, wo par par so cannot sleep, wa scare.. true or fake, real or made, scare la. 

* is who ne?

* is in my friendster, cincai la, review a bit, i put it in feature friend de, beside birdking, important ma. xD she is really very cute de o, try chat with her la, will make you happy. to know more about her, add her in friendster by viewing mine^^

i want to die liao

i feeling like leaving my memory because hell is  summoning me, if i really die, please dont forget me, view my friendster blog or other anytime, if i am still survive, ignore me~

early post

today make post a bit early, if got more things, i will add later

CNY

my cousin brother sister all turn lansi already, will never think to play/trick with them or what la, all so baka

anime

malaysia show de anime all so cheap, last time still got midnight anime, example hell girl and other la, now they. . . go to eat shit la, langsung nothing good in malaysia

pray

morning pray is so hot, just awhile la, still dont like. make my eye sour

kamen rider, ultraman, power ranger

who know a lot about it? they are not improving a lot, all same, monster with human de style, where nice de

will edit if got thing to add

Help

[blog start writing time 02xx]
I am having a very weird feeling, i need someone to tell me why and make me feel better. Last week if i am not wrong, i meet * in * and we become friend, * is a very happy person as i know. I like * so much but don't know whyi i feel like i don't have the qualification of becoming a friend with * so i have to stop contacting * or what? * is very young, only * years old. Of course, it is impossible that i can * with * we only meet in * and see photo only plus we live very far, impossible can turn possible but i really don't have the qualification! There will be more people that can be qualified, i am only an extra character on life. I hope * can be happy always, any problem must tell me. Only two people will know who is * here, huh, tears. Don't worry, i will never hide myself from this problem, just let me be extra. Good night at my current time.
[blog end writing time 0230 ]

[wake up]
Not enough sleep.. Almost forget today got work, luckily i wake up early so many people start holiday already. Company owned by none chinese also not start already, damn, five hour hard to pass. I know i should take leave but only work half day.. Hope it pass soon.

New Blog Layout
Actually it is still not fully been edited, it is not easy too but i got my own special way to edit it. Three column is very hard to edit, hope i don't spoil it.

Will Be Tired In Work
Sleep so late last night, it is already lucky that i can sleep because got something bugging my mind. Just hope boss don't give me paper or computer work, do some store work, i will be energetic. Go to work first.

[kadaima]
Back from work, not bad, quite best, got free soft drink, malaizai buy de. A bit moomoodydy la. 

Think of *

* got school on chinese new year second day, * is from * and * is different with chinese, * is not a * too, just study in chinese too, can speak and write well. Don't know why last night will think of * xD sleep so late also

Boring Day In Home

blog, friennster, plurk and other

end ~ bored, tonight will go out pek yau xD

Many

it is friday, tomorrow still got work, go to hell la, so lazy and can't wait for holiday liao, today lunch time so late.. Sohai boss, leave me alone in office writing blog in phone! F*ck you!

The time when i am on my way back to lunch, the wind is so damn comfortable..

Off

The day i am having now, is it good? Do i feel happy with it? What problem that i am having now? Am i feeling sad, why?

Feel

Like suicide. Been abandon. Left aside. Fouled. Been forgotten. Like crying. Alone. Invisible.

Kind

Fake! Why! Is it natural! Good to enemy! Good to someone i want to kill! Treat them good! Treat everyone good! (sometime it is more happy if i see someone happy)

Happy

Is it true if someone happy i will be happy? Even if i am sad, if they happy, i can be happy too? I get a very low grade for result, am i happy if i see other people result better than me?

Shy

Singing? Asking unknown number face by face? Making friend with unknown just wanted to be friend? Dancing? Showing my look and style?

Emotion

Moody, angry, shouting out, no manners to someone older than me, beat people, bang table or chair, throw things, sad, crying without anyone knowing xD (will be impossible to me for telling it when and why) wanted someone to accompany, just with me

Love

BAN KENG GIAM not pervert like shit, TAN KOK SIONG don't so lansi, TEH KWOK WENG remember me after becoming rich, LOO YONG CHIEN remember to backup me, CHAN KOK HOW mature a bit, ANG JIE YONG be smarter, CHIN SIEW MAY don't forget me, HENG GUAN HUA hope we are still friend, LEE BOON SHIANG change attitude, TEO SIEW LAN please don't make me feel angry, CHIN SOOK KWAN never forget me, CHER PUI FONG must remember me, EE YU JIN do you remember me, FIRST AND SECOND YEAR KINDERGARTEN MATE don't forget me, YAP SUI LING teach me more, STANDARD THREE CLASSMATE please think of me, SOHAI WENG admit your face look like a bread, CHEAM TONG YEE you are so sohai, CHU SWEE YEE never forget the moment when we are chatting using paper under the table, LIM SOO SENG give me play computer please, MISS LOW get a boyfriend and marry la, MISS SOO so shit lansi, DINA you ask me not to message you so i hope you will message me, RAVEN be the most happiest little girl xD (i will be sad if you are not happy) TAN KWAN YAN get a girlfriend early than me, BRIA love your voice and your sister voice and your friend voice, TONYZAI you are cute (don't forget me and be lansi) HOO POH KEONG don't be so hot head, HO YON CHIN leave me alone, HOO YIK WANG be mature, HOO PUI YEE don't cry liao la! PEOPLE THAT READING + TO YOUR BELOVED ONE AND FRIEND wei. give comment la, happy always^^ CHRISTINE YO be more and more cute, ADZ FAMILY smile always, PEOPLE THAT LINKED TO ME don't forget me PEOPLE THAT I CAN'T THINK BACK sorry, PEOPLE THAT I DIDN'T MENTION OR DIDN'T READ THIS go to hell immediatly please if you don't smile to me^^ WONG VOON KONG FAMILY weird, MAZAUKI be taxi driver la HOO YIK YANG you belong to death

Anime

Awesome, cool, make me happy, make me laugh, make me sad, make me cry, teach me things, show me things, professional voice actor from japan and hong kong, thanks

Manga

Anime parent, cool, nice, excited, page by page, great story, a lots of comic fans

Sleep

Hope that i can sleep forever but it waste time and i don't like it, sleep don't think a shit, no pain or sadness, just a rest

Blog

What it mean? Is it page? xD

HUNTER

I hope i can become an archeology hunter, mean a people and dig out and discover the pass and history + protecting it by people that want to own it. Hahahaha, hunter got a lots of type de, just want to be in dream la, i want to watch anime more..

Memories

Piece by piece, page by page, part by part, all going to be lost or turn, how do i store

Streamyx

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid line so stupid slow

Otaku

I am more like an anime collector than a watcher, from few description of an anime, i can know almost the whole story. Actually i can have maximum time to watch anime even that i am working, didn't interrupt me a lot. Otaku, if i am not wrong, it is a fans meaning, not those (jai nan) it mean otaku anime.. or something like anime fans. Actually it is no different with other people, it is same. If i don't show or tell anyone, it is impossible that people will know i am a big or number one fans of anime.. I don't even put anime themes or wallpaper xD maybe will put. I am a very inactive type of otaku with computer, staying home more than having a big anime harvest.. I don't buy anime many time but i buy a lot in one time. About inactive otaku, i hope that i am active type.. Example like going out with friend, not whole day home with anime. Do anyone ever get touch by anime story? Lets give studio ghibli anime movie to be your first start to become anime lover. Anime this word is a type of japanese short form reading style from anima-tion japanese english is very special and i like it so much.. Not those fluent type. So anyone there want to ship anime or go out with me xD see luck la, i will go anywhere if i got my own car with gas tank. Car.. huh, i can't wait to test a maximum speed xD joking, heart think enough.. Japanese Drama, how many one of you have watch? How many series? In japan, they say dorama seriese.. I like japanese drama a lots too.. Now i am thinking of downloading things on cyber using pen drive, who agree with this? It will be fast i guess, what is the internet speed in cyber? I got so many download link that going to expired.. Must find a day to download! The me in VK WONG ENTERPRISE will be show at the bottom of this blog. My blog text format got a bit problem.. Don't know how to set, never mind that, i will get a new layout soon.. Today make early post^^

Okay

This morning is hell, huh, my boss blame me do wrong things, wuahahahaha, i don't care, i know it is not my mistake.. All the item in VK WONG ENTERPRISE controlled by me, there are no way that got mistake. He order less things then say me pack wrongly. Don't care him la, old already ma, forgive him lorr, wuahahahaha don't know why no sad feeling when get scold. After lunch, huh, no stop working, package, rearranging and more, got air conditioner.. Huh, my arrangement item for office here is better than my anime arrangement. Now i remember who that call me yesterday, it must be Cindy, not Candy.. It is Cindy, a very pretty girl that older than me one year, she always call me last time, talk talk ma, too sad that i can't after her xD.. I forget Cindy completely already, i just know she is short and cute and pretty, thats all.. Hope i am not wrong. Cindy is a girl that i meet in my school.. Don't know why so dare to talk to her and get her number, so unbelievable.. Malaizai get three month bonus, huh, lucky zai, me only got half month, i work so hard, got free them too, must get more! Unfair la.. 

SanQ

Yo! It is an another day of life, so how are you guys, my daily life is a bit like repeating. Last night a girl called me.. I forget who is her.. She say she know me and we meet normally, huh.. I don't meet a lots of people normally. She can even say my name, wonder who is her.. I hear she say book room number 8, damn, what she mean. Is my memory weaker or what? I can't even have a flash of her memory, sound don't even familiar.. Shit. Really can't figure out, wuah! Stupid Elric.. So sleepy today.. Can't do computer work or paper work, i will knock my head on table then sleep.. So sleepy.. I am going to make a new look for my blog, got some problem with it, i will edit a more nicer one. MSN hyikyang@yahoo.com i will put one sets of nicer emotion key, i will add more others sets too, can't wait to use it, old one will be delete. Chinese new years, very happy with anime.. Why anime don't have chinese new year version de.. I believe in future will got. Christine Yo, so sorry o.. You know what, i never forget you, just sometime i don't have a things to chat with you.. But it is okay la, it is enough that we are still friend^^ Thomas, thanks a lots of giving me alone, not asking me to go out at midnight anymore, actually i never feel like shit when we stay until midnight, i enjoy it. Hamburger, huh, how good that if we are still friend, i wonder whats your email for MSN, can't be friend in real life but in net world still can be except. Actually my blog very easy to be search and discover by friend, don't know why.. Maybe later i guess, this blog just got few week old after reborn. Try imagine how is me, talkative, quiet, playfull or disturber.. It is all in one. How many secret that i got? How are needle stab in my heart? How many wound are there? How many scar that you can count? xD care this also no use, smile always, give out happiness is the most important, sharing is great too. Boss give me half salary bonus, it is cool, work half month only.. Thanks to malaizai lorr.. Hate also must thanks a bit la. Boss also a bit kiamsiap.. Give so few.. better than dont have. 

Ragnarok

I discover one new website that i can download a lots song, it is original soundtrack type so it will be a lots of track other than song, something like speech. Going to spend a long time for downloading those, contain a lots from # to z, love it so much. Huh, my hand is okay, no musle ache, oh my god, how come i can't feel anything(read previous post to know what happen to my hand)? New year bonus this week, malaizai help me ask, nice liao. This new year will got a lots of anime in my phone, it will be very best.. Anime no chinese new year. Huh, ragnarok online, what so nice about it? Here is some photo that i take with TAN KWAN YAN in ragnarok online. Nice and rare equipment, hehehehe.

Arm

yo, what's up guys, today i am so sleepy!! wake up so early~ online very long oo, streamyx so sohai.. disconnecting me whole day, what the ** do they want me to feel.. dont care this la..

tonight a shopping complex near my house [bream mall] got 988 and 8tv people open concert, so best and a lots of people, i hug up my sister and try to make her the highest, i am not high also, can give her full view la. huh, i bring her up on my shoulder for 70% for the whole concert, you know what, my arm energy is zero! whole arm no energy, how do i work tomorrow? there got free hongpau too, all just discount ticket and some lucky number only x(

my hand feel like dead, my sister how easy neh?? 20+ kg or more? is that heavy? huh, 70% of whole concert!! damn.. i cant even watch properly, trying to balance it and give 100% safe on my shoulder..

end x(

Why

why so i have this type of shit attitude, this attitude are bad or what! this type of attitude is very weak and bad, can suicide if cant hold but it is okay for me. what wrong with me, not telling x( dont care la..

this morning so angry, i set alarm on my phone for perfect rest but my mother so make me wake up early, she do that for what?

this morning boss forget to bring key to work, suddenly it dont took a long time for waiting, add up my temperature.

whole day facing computer coding in new books, you know what, it is sleepy!! hundreds of book!!

human true face will reveal if together long, good, bad, we will see.

anime and me, our relationship is a bit crack because of computer, i hope anime and me will be normal back like always x(

endto

Can't

yo guys, it is friday, friday is quite special actually because tomorrow is saturday. today work make my mucle growth big xD you know what, i am strong now, strong in physical. why! i am a bit type like wu suo wei, everything is never mind, actually i am still that weak ;( end, no comment for this

huh, how to be strong, damn

Proud

today malaizai, the driver not working today. he born in year 1966 same like my parent, he more more than three children. olders children is standard six in this year, youngest one just born. dont know why he still staying in vk wong enterprise, he can become a taxi driver. do you know, there are a lots or taxi driver can marry and buy how and.. dont know how to explain, here i am example, i got three sibling, my mother never work, only my father drive taxi can keep us alive, what so bad about it? malaizai should think about it, he say his wife not allowed because, his wife is clever, she know malaizai is pervert, she scare his husband will go sleep with.. handsome and cool o that malaizai. he is pity, salary is low, wonder how he.. any job recommend for him?

Disaster

 In the years of 1999 , it suppose to be a year that end every living things on earth. So many year before the years of 1999 a guy predict that everything will end on the year but why nothing happen? It passed 10 years from the day that the guy predict. Actually it do have a disaster at 1999 , i think, no one can remember it. If you are a diary writer, please checkout some pages at 1999 , surely you will see some missed pages, thats the day that the earth encounter a very big disaster. I am 9 years old at that year, it is very weird, all people memory of that day have been disappear except me. It is a nightmare, just like a dream but it is true. Not earthquake, volcano explode or else, this disaster make a lots of human turn hopeless, the sky is just like 7 o'clock morning and the wind blow softly.. You can't see any light from moon or feel any heat sun. No night time or morning, everytime is the same, no rain too. Temperature is under 25' huh, it is cold too. All the human start sleep all the time, don't even think of work, all tv program time have change too, 9pm only got show to watch, close at 12am mean nothing to watch. Ya, my story quite silly but wait me finish it. Day after day, week after week, human start to sleep more, it mean can sleep one day. Human appetite have lost, all people become thin, even my friend Thomas is more thin than me. For me, just having some insomnia and no appetite. In my room, i got write down how many day have pass on the wall, you know what, it is already a year. How human can survive that long? Huh, all human sleeps is just like hibernating itself, sleep more that always, they are not dead but sleep like dead. For people that not get infected, much of it is kid. For kid like me on that age, to survive, i have to learn cooking or STEALING food. Wild animal start to disappear, where they go? I am very sad, very very sad. God is just like a rule or living things for human. Two year have pass, plant stop growing, a lots of human already not waking up, you know what i mean. My body health is getting weaker, a bit like leaving this world. I see a lots of kid hunger to dead, sitting at road side, there already already nothing that can be eat. Year 2001 , it is the day that i am going to die. And i have no more idea for this story. Stop it, making nonsense is wasting time, ^^more nonsense next time, i wonder how many of you all have readed. I use about half or one hours for it. Actually i am going to make the story turn back to normal but i am dizzy and silly.. Damn sleepy and tired. Darn, not going to sleep early.. Post end..

Nightmare

do you believe that nightmare create by boring ghost? not those ghost type of dream, it is a dream that is very horrible, sometime you cant get up too, i mean cant get up after a shock. a nightmare is a dream which causes a strong unpleasant emotional response from the sleeper, typically fear or horror, being in situations of extreme danger, or the sensations of pain, falling, drowning or death. such dreams can be related to physical causes such as a high fever, turned faced down on a pillow during sleep most often in the case of drowning nightmares, or psychological ones such as psychological trauma or stress in the sleeper's life, or can have no apparent cause. if a person has experienced a psychologically traumatic situation in life for example, a person who may have been captured and tortured the experience may come back to haunt them in their nightmares. Sleepers may waken in a state of distress and be unable to get back to sleep for some time. Eating before bed, which triggers an increase in the body's metabolism and brain activity, is another potential stimulus for nightmares. i am really very scare that i will get a nightmare. very little post at very late ;(

Dream

Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.

this morning i have a dream, the dream start at school. what!! i am back to school, i miss my school a lot, yesterday pass by my school, thats why i have that dream, so happy best, get nag by teacher again, yahoo.. happy xD o meet back some friend with school uniform too, cool!! not cool also, me more cool x( cheat ownself mieh, i want japanese school uniform :D nice x)

The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle.

dream symbolize something, herm, i believe it but i always forget what i dream, important to see future also i dont know. believe me, sometime things that i do, i will feel like do it before, a bit like repeat, only few second flash, can predict a bit o. huh, true..

In life, many thoughts are born in the course of a moment, an hour, a day. Some are dreams, some visions. Often, we are unable to distinguish between them. To some, they are the same; however, not all dreams are visions. Much energy is lost in fanciful dreams that never bear fruit. But visions are messages from the Great Spirit, each for a different purpose in life. Consequently, one person's vision may not be that of another. To have a vision, one must be prepared to receive it, and when it comes, to accept it. Thus when these inner urges become reality, only then can visions be fulfilled. The spiritual side of life knows everyone's heart and who to trust. How could a vision ever be given to someone to harbor if that person could not be trusted to carry it out. The message is simple: commitment precedes vision.

end, brain empty

Night

;) saturday sunday make late post, not busy, time a bit spoil. today i wake up at 12pm, damn sleeping, it is too crazy, sleep so late every night, sacrifice for ANIME, can la, never mind. wearing pajamas after wake then chat until get scold only change clothe x( you know.. i got a lot anime download link, still got a lot no download. must add oil to download, save more money for more anime. last week i buy dash bell anime, not complete but i burned it, 100chapters oo, i change six DVD, more worth, all movie version, ^^ love it so much, anime ma. argh, want more not using money for anime oo, just return and change. little post today, oyasuminasai. my new daily word

do not beat tortoise

word to say with sibling, learn from anime^^

Late

i dont have work today but must accept delivery from supplier for few minute, today just spend time on computer a lot, make a late post today ;( give you see some photo that i snap la, short late post

Mix

End

form 4, actually me and my friend going to choose what class we like, we naughty but got think too. And actually i am joining art class, my life will change a lot if i am in art class, possibility that i will be with Shirley is very high, or maybe it is no different. Why am i saying this. Pass thing, don't want to mention la, tell only when got people ask. Haiya, if give me chance to back to pass also, i will never like her back. Back to standard 6, save more money then, anime!! Thats what i want xp.

Tears

I am the oldest in the famous, taking care of brother and sister is my job, teaching them to be good, showing them a good example of a brother. (you know what, i feel geli) The way i show my love to them is by my inner heart, example i worry about my sister, i will never say it out, i will nag, thats my way. Becoming a brother must be strong, can't always ask for help. Actually, i am not a strong person, mean those easy to get hurt, something like feeling, serious will cry but it will never happen. No one can see how soft is my heart, my friend feel sad or moody, i will absorb few percent of his sadness. This morning my boss say to that malay driver (semakin lama, kamu semakin lambat, saya tak suka kamu macam ini) mean do thing slow and late to work. Mazauki is the driver name, i hate malay like hell but i can't treat him my hate way. In game, ragnarok online, malay kid all around the screen, i never scold back then even a pukima even if they say me stupid or what, feel very shit but what can i do. I know give people say then say la but, huh. That driver quite pity, he is a father of few kid, salary not a lot, work as driver, everyday deliver things to far area.. Then he just want to rest but that boss.. Can't understand workers feeling, i can't continue my studying so i have to work, my salary now is impossible for me to do business in future. My heart will feel not well if i think about my future, it is hopeless, zetsubou!! Few post a day, not bad xD this blog a bit spoil

Despair

i don't think i will got a good future, i don't even want to imagine it. There are lot me people can become success like my grade, do you think i can do that too? I don't have experiences on everything, do i? Working in cyber already feel very despair, staying in here i feel like more despair, ya this work is great but i can't stay here!! The more i stay, the more i can't leave because this company need me, without me, a lots of thing will be abandon until the new worker come. Why i care so much, thats my way :( Same like i can't just quit the job in cyber, feel a bit not responsibility. Despair.. Don't care la, go suicide, crazy only go to hell.

Tiredness

Sleep very late last night, try to guess how sleepy am i. My favourite eye also got, those black color one. Huh, luckily i am damn sleepy last like or i will get insomnia because, some problem in heart, must solve it o. A death is just like a sleep. We die, it mean we sleep forever.. Got dream, of course no, brain not active liao ma, mana uh dream ne? I forget something that i want to post, important o.. Shit. Actually making few post a day is better then writing a long list of scroll. Today my song for share is Tobira o Akete by (Anza)

Today blog type in my phone

Pass

 Do you believe i still remember the time when i am just born to now? Okay then, i born in hospital besar kuala lumpur. Live in a place call sentul pasar from age that i was born to 5 if i am not wrong. I live with my grandfather, grandmother, father, mother, my father brother and.. more la xp Living in sentul pasar is the most happiest ever, so many cousin together, the temperature is always cold de because it is a village house made by wood, my grandfather build i guess. My father ground up there too, do you believe, it is only a very short moment. I remember i take care i wild cat before, a cat that is very free, can go anywhere it like. Don't know why suddenly forget the cat and it because nothing, huh. I remember there got some chicken too, fat and big is for sell, small one is for play xD I still remember the first time i learn clapping, age 2 or 3, i will never forget that.. And put whole tins of soy sauce to porridge, yuck. Before age 4, mean before my brother born, huh, those memory quite blur.. I stop drinking milk and using bottle very early.. I don't like and hate. In memory, i cant see any baby moment of my brother, reason is. My mother take care my brother, grandmother take care of me. Herm. I got a red mickey plastic balloo toys, it stay with me quite long. Actually i don't have much toys when i am small, do i? I got play toy in a table, the table got a lots of toys, thats what i remember. Jump to kindergarten first year, that time my brother age is 2. My first year kindergarten not bad, very happy and nice, got free biscuit, only one piece a day.. Age 6, second year kindergarten, at that time i move to cheras, live there one year. The kindergarten there very horrible, give me nightmare a lot, memory erase. In cheras, i live with my mother sister, her house so big and nice, there got two little cousin brother and a baby cousin sister, i am the oldest. That cousin sister very big already lorr, last time when she is baby, we bath together xD now can't. After kindergarten life in cheras, my father move to new house, still in cheras. There start my primary school life. Making me headache flashing back those. Do you believe, i start to skip class and school at standard one.. No friend, get bully very badly, teachers all no brain. Standard 1 unforgettable bully (glue on hair, girl put de) (long wood ruler, give friend separate to two part, that ruler is my favourite, my mother buy it) (spiderman watches, expensive, give friend . . . make spoil it, cry like hell in class, that watch buy from my mother, newly buy, recess time give, ruin by malay after recess) (my first one dollar for school, malay take it, say me steal, my mother gei wo de) i start to talk malay with malay kid at standard one, huh, special? I got malay best friend, scam my money too. The time when i skip class, i like to hang around at a place, don't know where already, i always go pick up those (red bean) drop from tree. I hate standard one, i hate those moment, nothing good, forced to can talk malay x( people that i didn't mention thier religion, it is chinese. I don't remember all face of the human in standard one. My father move to kepong when i am going to standard two, life change a bit. No more getting bully and others. Study time not bad to, exam and test all got high mark but standard too life is very bored, i remember i get scam by indian girl, she is a new student that sit beside me at standard two, until form 5 she is still around. Standard 3, i got a lot me girl friend.. I stick with a lots of girl, they all is still around until form 5, the day when i am with them is so happy, only in class we together la.. 5 or 6 of them, xp not telling you all what name. One of them live near me, until now still here, so many year lorr. Sit in bus, the driver always ask us to sit together, shy la.. I stop mixing them at standard 4, different class already ma, thats the year i meet a lot of rubbish friend, hamburger Lee Boon Shiang and more, got two people still meet sometime, i start hating hamburger from the first time i meet and befriend with him, is he remember that he lost his ten cents and cry like hell? I am the one that use my ten cents to act that i found it.. -_- He quite popular, short and small, thatst why a lot people like, he almost kill me for few time by choking my neck, no brain or what. He always say we are best friend by itself, i never say ya or yes. I meet Daniel too, he don't know how to speak cantonese de, he know after mixing us. My true friend that i like the most is Hoh Yong Leong o. He is a bit naughty but good friend. Daniel not bad too, cool. Standard four, memories of studying very less, play a lot, lock people in cupboard, run around, bring toys and more la. I remember got one friend ask me to keep his toy, until now i am still keeping, should i return? Standard 5, i get hired and be a librarian, i like this job so much. Got rank de o.. I am a very lazy senior, wearing tie only. Get fired because stupid teacher no brain, say i know the rule but i break it. Damn. Back to standard four awhile, forget something, i got one very normal friend drop from his house roof and turn disable.. At that time i am very sad and form four time we like to bully one indian kid, he is so pity because he give school suspend, my friend lorr. Standard six, last year in school, pearly yap is my form teacher, she teach my brother before too, she treat me special good, make all my friend jealous.. That year is a very happy year.. Separate class and form 1. Standard 6, can remember a lot special moment, just the result taking day get very nice result, pearly yap so happy. Form 1 jorr, grown up already, meet a lots of new friend. I start becoming a prefect at that year, fall in love with Shirley too, pass story.. Love her in dream then turn real life love, so stupid. In dream also can fall in love. TRUE. You watch drama or movie before? When you want to say i love you, you will i i i right.. I try before, mute and stun a lot. Back to standard five, my sister born at standard five year if i am not wrong, at that time a girl give me an envelope.. I straight away fall to her.. That envelop is about my sister or to my sister.. I hate hamburger..! He take the letter and be the first one that read it.. Got one day i buy two anime, one of the anime i like a lot call tactics, about mystical detective la, he beg also don't have, just take and say borrow. So angry, it is okay and never mind, when he return, he say, the anime suck. I say i love one girl in standard five because i receive a letter right, it is a hand by hand letter. The girl attitude rough rough de.. Standard six time, when i want to tell her i love her, pearly yap say she quit her standard six life already. Moody for few week then ba~ form 1, do activities together with shirley is the most happiest. Forget about it, form 1 i am a prefect, got rank at very early years because not enough senior member, so headache so i quit at form 2. Form 2 is Elric bad side years, ponteng and skip class a lot, i even ponteng alone before, cyber cafe lorr stupid. Bad word a lot. Form two year just know i am very naughty, get called by disciplin teacher by a group, get wack. Form three is the most best and good. I love shirley only one year at form 1, fall back to her again at form 3. I join back and become prefect again, morning section prefect so best, (wear uniform only) it can count as a pass too, so free, can go anywhere i like.. No duty.. I mean ignore duty. They don't even care me a lot, don't attend meeting and all. A bit like extra. Ignore it, just tell you i wear uniform from form 3 to 5. I am a bit confuse with form 4 and 3, life is a bit same. If i am not wrong, i meet Raven (bird king) at from 3, Dina introduce gei wo de.. We sms a lot.. One month can reach thousand of sms.. think back also siao. 

(sorry, got to end now) i will write more next time, if got reader, part two will be create

song time

my soul for you

Little

today dont have much thing to write but dont know got a lot of thing to write or not, now it is not the momment for my one special post yet, find one day la. sure got a lot of things to ba~ like yang meh meh

day like always, today got hundred of book come again, haih~ so lazy. today i play a needle pin, i poke my finger, very deep oo, so pain, always scream.. boss around so must hold!! a pin board pin stabbed to my finger deeply and hardly. you know what i dont like, brother spying me write blog, damn, dont like + angry

same like always, going to put some song download link, my brother form4 jorr lorr why still so suck, not i look down on him la, i meet so much of young age people, it is 100% different, my brother so weak, those weak type, dont say i am a bad brother, my parent over manja him already

dont care him, care me. i will make post everynight, 100% everynight will my post new blog. if you cant see new blog post for one day, it mean something bad happen to me, time or pc.

post end, hope i can post my story from infant to now, song time...

Kutsuzure by (Ryouji Matsuda) 

Empty

today is a empty day, nothing special, day like normal, how come my day so bored today, i must make a day special every time, ha! mt blog dress very nice already, i will never maintain my blog look, will change a lot. edit html is too crazy, no one comment my blog yet, dont know nice or not, will it be very luan or not nice? my blog is not like normal blogspot already, hahahaha, or it still look like blogspot. my blog still got a bit problem, right side sometime cant load or see, hope you all dont have problem with it, i am using opera browser for internet.

how to advertise my blog, no idea at all, now i know i dont have much friend actually, now i have deleted all ragnarok file for a moment. i got a lot friend there de o, so many kid, all so childish, actually ragnarok now is not a game, people use to hang around, chatting or get friend, can marry and adopt baby too. -_- i cant get any wife, no girl play, all gay got la, act girl, see how they control only i will know. i will post some image that i am in game next time.

HOO YIK YANG or ELRIC, what should i do next, staying in VK WONG ENTERPRISE 100% hopeless, i got chance to be salesman there then so what, salesman very good mieh, i am not those talkative, be salesman? actually my company dont need those talkative specise salesman, just go to school promote then order, sell, very easy job. huh?

http://mp3.funcafe.web.id/Aishiteruze%20Baby/Nennen%20Saisai%20(Yo%20Hitoto).mp3 share you all a song here, Nennen Saisai by Yo Hitotocute right, hahahaha, my choice for song and singer very high quality de, xD i like all song dont care who sing, masami okui my favourite girl singer, or ai maeda, wada kouji my favourite male singer, he is the cloolest guy of all i see, he have a great voice and can singout a cool song. she look more like a hong kong artist or singer, yo hitoto? dont know about it. please download the song to hear oo. not easy to get those link, upload too waste time.

write more thing when i got mood^^ back from work where got mood ne, night time is anime time. please hear that song before posting comment if can, thanks~

http://mp3.funcafe.web.id/Aishiteruze%20Baby/Nennen%20Saisai%20(Yo%20Hitoto).mp3

no text checking so hope nothing write wrong

http://mp3.funcafe.web.id/Aishiteruze%20Baby/Nennen%20Saisai%20(Yo%20Hitoto).mp3