13-02-2009 important night

happy valentine day to all human on earth

actually i got a lots of thing to post today but

i got some problem posting it here

whats wrong with me?

tell you all what i can then

i fall from my bed today because of the stupid arrangement

i hurt my head

shoulder and knee's

my knee's is okay but my arm and dead head not

my arm bleed and i think my head bleed too

]i cant see the wound on head so i dont care

i will know how is my head when i back

if i cant feel with water, i will try hot water or just washed my head

last night one of my friend is requesting a song to me

did she request me to get it?

who is her? you know?

yes, you are right, she is 鸟王·Raven, try click her name

you will see her blog

her blog is very nice and great

got so many interesting post too

xD promoting

鸟王·Raven say she like a song from twilight movie

i am a bit regret last night because of sleeping early or i can get what she want

yes, i did get those tracks but it is not the one she want

this movie contain two album for song

this is the soundtrack

Track listing
"Supermassive Black Hole" (Muse) – 3:29
"Decode" (Paramore) – 4:22
"Full Moon" (The Black Ghosts) – 3:50
"Leave Out All the Rest" (Linkin Park) – 3:20
"Spotlight" (Twilight Mix) (Mute Math) – 3:20
"Go All the Way (Into the Twilight)" (Daniel Newman and Perry Farrell) – 3:27
"Tremble for My Beloved" (Collective Soul) – 3:53
"I Caught Myself" (Paramore) – 3:55
"Eyes On Fire" (Blue Foundation) – 5:01
"Never Think" (Robert Pattinson) – 4:29
"Flightless Bird, American Mouth" (Iron & Wine) – 4:00
"Bella's Lullaby" (Carter Burwell) – 2:19

this is what i get for her

i know there are more

here is the original soundtrack

Track listing
"How I Would Die" – 1:53
"Who Are They?" – 3:26
"Treaty" – 1:58
"Phascination Phase" – 2:04
"Humans Are Predators Too" – 2:04
"I Dreamt of Edward" – 1:06
"I Know What You Are" – 2:40
"The Most Dangerous Predator" – 2:19
"The Skin of a Killer" – 2:58
"The Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb" – 3:10
"Complications" – 1:12
"Dinner with His Family" – 0:38
"I Would Be the Meal" – 1:24
"Bella's Lullaby" – 2:18
"Nomads" – 3:51
"Stuck Here Like Mom" – 1:40
"Bella Is Part of the Family" – 1:24
"Tracking" – 2:19
"In Place of Someone You Love" – 1:46
"Showdown in the Ballet Studio" – 4:59
"Edward at Her Bed" – 0:56

i am really regret!!

sleep too early, just think to have rest

what the!!

feel like want to torture myself

"Let Me Sign" (Robert Pattinson)
"La Traviata" (composed by Giuseppe Verdi, performed by the The Royal Philharmonic Orchestra)
"Clair de Lune" (composed by Claude Debussy, performed by The APM Orchestra)

this is the another one i know

i really got get those information for it but

too late

i want to get it for 鸟王·Raven

know why?

it will make her think of my sweat of find and tagging it when she listen

i am bad, hahahaha

鸟王·Raven is not telling me any good stuff anymore

she scare i will fall down on bed like crazy

i tell her it fall is a punishment because of breaking promise say that i will rest early

pain!! head and hand!!

my head really got wound, i scratch it

so pain!!

鸟王·Raven dont worrya about me!!

i am okay, i can fall for it everytime just for you

i will hold my tongue and not calling pain!!

what the, feel like saving what 鸟王·Raven send me on sms

she make me feel so .. today

just like smiling whole day

almost let my boss caught me smile

really cant hold

鸟王·Raven make me smile from morning to now

smile is not like those joke type

try guess how

cannot show to tell

last night

are you asking me purchasing online item?

dont care, i want to try

oh my god!! i lost the web!!

i will never lost it

get it back from Rachel blog

almost cry because i lost it, i will act and ask her in sms say that i need the site

dont tell her

i want to see what she respon, i will say

i need it because i want to buy

lets see what is her sms reply later

i got a lots of thing to post today but

i got some problem posting it here

whats wrong with me?

end post with spamming!!

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besure you check and view her blog

hahahahahaha, i like those word so much, guess who write it

the first one will get highest mark

12-02-2009 eye's

Yesterday night sleep after 1am because i accompany Joey do homework, copying one page of text in text book without liquid paper, she say she scare she will write wrong but she is finish it at last. Raven very good yesterday, she sleep early but she don't let me be the last one that send her sms before she off phone! Please let me be the last one sending you message before you off your phone.. This morning i done my work well, boss have nothing to be blame or school too. Sometime i just follow what he say also will get scold. My eye? It is okay, i just need to sleep early from today, before twelve must get into bed. My eye will turn worse if i don't do that, i already can see some red things on my eye. For the one that read, help me secret it, the eye that pain, see thing blur already. Is okay, it will heal with my early sleep, maybe i am too heat.. Thanks for people that caring. Try guess what i bring to work today.. It is a things to feed my tummy when i am hungry^^ it is essence of chicken with ren xin. Yes! I get 鸟护 this chinese word already. Thanks to that Raven.. Now i get this name similar to her. Is 鸟护 word weird actually? I don't know chinese so i don't know but not weird for me.

Raven!! Headache go rest, i know how painfull is it if headache without rest because i think i never rest when headache. You want your head turn big? Then rest.

Joey!! Last night sleep late? Sorry for not accompanying you.. I need rest even if i don't want.

Ron!! You i didn't catch you last night, good boy. Make some post, i will help you jia you!

Elric!! 鸟护 Wuahahahaha go to hell la you.

11-02-2009 new life

Happy new year and happy chinese new year
it is only a month passed on this year
Last year i have meet quite lots of internet friend
the most close friend is Ron
if i don't ask him or got heart to know more about him
i think we will never know each other forever
Creating friendship, building it and getting more friend
Work in VK WONG ENTERPRISE already half year
nothing have change, i promise i must quit this job or go studying in this year
I will suicide if i don't or can't
One year not driving, actually i forget how to drive already. Memory and blog renew.
today sms a lot yo

2008 miss

Leave the school finally
no more homework and teachers
I start taking car licen after my birthday date and i own a P licen
I hope i can re-print or remake a new P licen photo..
Not nice, my parent still making me cut those nonsense hair
At first three month of the year i am sitting in home doing nothing
watching anime whole day, sleep and eat, very useless
of course i know i am useless
always wanted to get a job
I have asked few job before SPM result, no job accept me because they scare i will run and go studying
of course, surely i will continue study, this is the reason that i am working, get money to study
First interview fail
Actually i regret a lot about a job in factory, not suppose to write (call me within one month) this job is engineering type, only a SPM rank, they accept me without think, some even need to study but they don't mind. This job can go oversea, free for eat and everything, near my house too. I am regret, really regret
I have choose a job for my first job as a cashier in cyber
this job salary is super low and my salary will minus if the account closing amount incorrect
only stupid will choose the work but i have no choice
it is only the job that i can work now
only free internet surfing
I am quite happy that my friend come to accompany me when i am working, not few time but a lots of time..
I don't give then play for free, they pay for it and they never ask for free play
Sometime if they don't play also they will sit and talk with me until i finish my work then they will go home or drink tea with me
The more i work there, the more i feel angry, salary become more and more less by day and month so i start to cheat
Am i clever or what, i start my cashier job on april, know everythings on the month and start cheating on may
You know how much have i been cheat
it is a lots of hundred
I can earn more if i stay there but surely i will get caught one day
June, the last month that i am working if i am not from
i cheat it for last time and the amount is few hundred
What the fuck, i get caught on june when i am receiving my salary
They only caught me cheat on june but why?
The reason is salary reducing is only a number on computer, it can be edit
Actually my cheating quite successfull and i don't really lose any money but earning it a lot. The money that i earn is only the amount in computer
So what, i am stupid because i have quit such a relaxing job
my salary will never raise
i can get a free account to play in the cyber
everyone wish for that but i am not
I quit the job after i get a new job
Work in VK WONG ENTERPRISE work in either office or store, both also no problem
They choose me at first is for computer job, sooner later i do store job too
They choose me because i got qualification
My father say, get a work first later go study and i am okay with that
I will never choose work if i got choice to study
At first i think that all people here is good because all is rich people, huh, start to get scold slowly and give them blame. Don't care
I get my computer at my first salary, i am so happy
Actually my computer parts and more is all pack for games but now i play less already
The most angriest things is i need one month to use internet after registration.
Don't care
September i went to genting with friend, four people including me
each of us bring limited amount of money because we want to safe money to marry, joking..
Just save money
I am damn so happy, i am so sorry to Raven too because i didn't share this to her on the day
Me and my friend play a lots of game and it is my first time entering theme park
First time play roller coaster and more
I got play racing too..
It is something like F1, i am so cool at the day, very fun too, i am so lucky because i keep on getting the fastest car, too waste that i didn't after any girl that look at my race
I am a car driver, i got my skill on driving
Overtaking car is very fun
Try standing in front the bus when going to genting, it is COOL MAN!
Only staying there one night. I remember i can't sleep that night, thinking of sending Raven message but. The day in genting pass quite slow but it have end.

2006 gomenasai

A year that my grandfather pass away
the use to be a active old man after retired
walk more than us daily
everyday go out to flirt girl too, not lie, really
Before the death of my grandfather
he make our family so pain!!
He act he say he can't walk already
every night and day cough loudly
neighbour all complain, not real cough, he is making
My father got bring my grandfather see doctor before
doctor say he is nothing
he even got ability to raise up his leg but he say he can't walk
When he want to pee or poo
he can act he force to walk, all done very nicely
Actually we are already very good, do a lots of things for him already, at last we decided to send him to old people house to stay, no ability to take care
he pee and poo then lied on the floor, making me bring him up to sit then he slide down again F*CK!!
Everyone is already tired of him
Last time when he stay with me
he say want to buy me this and that
everytime bring him go out shopping together
hold my hand, go genting also got bring, got photo
Not very remember, i stop sms with Raven this year after world cup
regret forever
This year is a best year and it is also a very sad year
when a people is in bad luck
every bad things will gather
Actually my grandfather dead don't bring any tears of sadness
it is a relief
So let me tell you what great in this year
I got a good english teacher
he is a chinese, he treat chinese good only, he treat indian and malay special bad
We take our english lesson at computer lab
Can play internet and more
I start knowing friendster at that time
My first account is dead
current using is new
The english teacher is a bit dare to beat student and he don't scare to be complain by parent
He is a good friend with school head master
My school teacher all is a bit corrupt
All teacher not like teacher, treat student different by religion of course malay teacher hate chinese and treat us super rude and bad
All malay on earth wants chinese back to china, it is true and real
Even a very good malay also will think that
Stay less in class, when a teacher is absent
we can go lab to enjoy, only chinese allowed
we got pass from teacher
Sometime help teacher do work for whole day, don't need to stay in class
teacher even give let us play computer over time after recess
everything will be fine if we got permission pass from teacher
It is very great and fun
I like doing those computer work in school and don't need to go in class
It can be a secret hiding place too when our homework not done but sometime still got teacher will call us return to class when i am in lab
Form 4 teacher treat straight a bit because we're too lazy.

2005 karasu

The date is Raven tell me
our first sms start at that day
I remember Raven is very cute at first
ask me a lots of question..
This year is the year that i turn good..
No lazy and more
I sit with a malay kid
I hate the malay kid and i wack him a lot!
He always sing those lame malay song, making me dizzy and can't concentrate, disturbing and copying my things!
So unlucky that i sit with him!
When teacher scold him
i will feel what the malay kid feel because the teacher is facing me!
I sit at front row at the year
everytime when teacher scold those kid behind
i will feel very scare
I never pass a test for maths
i never pass in mid year exam
but i pass in PMR
My mark for maths is suck
Form 1 and 2 is afternoon section
form 3 start morning section
I come to school very early normally because it is forced
the fierce of alone in school, less people and dark
i can't feel anything anymore
I even dare to go explore!
I remember i have two outdoor activity this year i guess
This year i join back prefect because of someone
hurt my leg because of someone
marching with a glass inside my shoe
The outdoor activity that i have when schooling is our prefect group do a gathering in other school
playing games and more, it is very happy and hard to be forget
The school is big and nice, the game there is best
Another activities is go to a stadium do statistic job
I am VIP in the stadium, staying in VIP room, very cool, i even meet some people there
I think i am going there for few day, not staying
Few day don't need to go to school
you know how best and fun is it!
Doing statistic job is a type of making some result for sport
Very nice and cool, in VIP room already very cold and best
Free food and drink.. Playing in room too..
I hope i can just return back one hour or thirty minute, very enough
I wrote note and put shirley table drawer every morning
She read it and reply, it is very lucky that afternoon section student don't throw the reply because i can see what she reply
At first she don't know who am i
Slowly i review myself
After she know who am i, we are still passing note like always and i am become more brave to pass her later by hand
I even give her a very heavy silver bracelet, she return to me and a fat indian guy took it [gilbert that take it] [2002]
I think it is at the end of the year when we pass note. Everythings just pass with memory now. The most important things for me is now.

2004 punish

i am still prefect until don't know which month
I quit becoming prefect and become cc boy
Go to cyber play game
Before i quit becoming prefect
i still got some memory
I remember a new guy join and steal my rank!
I suppose to be ketua, don't care~ the ketua is so lazy..
This is the year i meet thomas
Me and him turn close friend because sit together and talk a lot
My father side grandmother pass away in this year
she is a very healthy old women, very good too, take care me when i am small
she pass away after a sleep, heart beat stop
Before she pass away
it happen weird things to her, she say she saw something like ant on wall
In japan people call it mushi, a type of bug that a bit like soul
I forget i know dina in which day and year
i think it is on 2004
I know her in 8TV. I sms her a lot too..
If i am not wrong, she use DIGI at first or??
Forget, i remember i sms with her a lot..
This year i am quite bad, after my grandmother pass away i am still going to cyber
not thinking of becoming good
Everytime go early to school to play then come back school
when got a lot of money
i will skip school
I got owe cyber money before too
Everytime also got smoke smell on my body
in cyber got so many smoker
i didn't get caught in school
In home my mother don't know too
my parent is smoker, they can't identified
I remember i wear glasses at that year also because of cyber
Actually i still need to wear glasses
eye still weak
Walk at field
people playing football i am not joining
my school field very cheap
the goal post drop and knock my head, almost die [god say i cant die yet]
thats the day i start to turn very weak in memorizing things
Call out from class, give teacher punish
Naughty in class, teacher write our name to class control book, next day get punish
Skip class, skip school
Skip class go to basketball field play basketball, the next day, punish.

2003 batsu life

this year a bit same like standard one, just more better
this year suppose to be a very free year but it is very stressfull for me
I never lazy and don't do homework before
i really forget and it is my first time
i swear, all teacher on earth eat shit
they never believe
Kid that often lost their book actually some is real
can see from my sister
From my experience, i see from true eye, a naughty boy done his work
but his book lost and get punish
I got those experience too
it make me turn bad at form2
I join a prefect group at form1
i join with a friend
Thats the time i meet shirley and fall to her
Her laugh make me feel happy, her mad and sad make me feel weak
Prefect meeting, marching and some activities she is also with me
The homework i got, the friend i got, the feeling of alone i got..
I have a very serious insomnia every night for a very long time! I am still a kid at that year so very fast nothing.

2002 low lorr

standard six
i have a great form teacher
she teacher my younger brother before
She treat me special good, it make my friend jealous or hate me
They make me cry one time
There are one new student call gilbert, fat and big, best to bully
He is our class main toys
The things i like the most in standard six is when everyone gather in my table do homework, i hate being ignore and alone
i am not the type that will just let myself alone and being ignore
I have the greatest UPSR result
not A's but a result that make my teacher happy till cry
My parent don't care also
A girl that i like at standard five, finally it is the day then i am going to tell her that i love her..
She suddenly no come to school already, even when UPSR seat already ready for her, she also didn't attend
She work i guess
My heart fully dead in standard 6 holiday at november to december

2001 emo

my mother pregnant in this year
i remember her stomach is very small only
I forget, am i the one that tell my friend that my mother is pregnant or my teacher saw my mother stomach
I become a librarian in this year too, i like to be librarian a lot
it is fun, whole library is mine, i can go anywhere and read any book..
Do some arrangement. It is nice..
I get fired by teacher because he blame me and say i break the rules
He ask all librarian gather and tell them all i get fired but actually i already been fired
I just want to give some library card to my friend, who know the library card don't have school chop!
Why must shy me in a lots of people..
I get a letter from a girl that say about my sister
My first time receive letter from girl
hamburger is the first one that read
i hate him a lot!
he throw it to me after read when the girl is away, he say cheh
I will never forget my hatred at the day!
I will slap him if i can return to pass
My sister born in this year..
I am very happy that i have a younger sister
i take care her a lot when young
i remember my father ask my sister to remember how good am i but she forget already
If i got scanner, i will edit here and put her baby photo here
The girl that give me letter by hand, it is my first time, it make me fall to her
Me and her very close o
This is my first fall
When november holiday start, i always hope than we can meet in outside but no
live near only..

2000 best ever

Surely noone will believe what i say
my standard four life is the greatest in the whole world
80% of the day that i estimate is playing day in class
making noisy and more
SKTK school is suck..
Separate with my standard three friend
no more meeting or talking when them
Standard four friend is new and the best
Locking friend in cupboard, running around the class and more
Do you believe a friend of mine cry because of loosing ten sen?
I am the one that stopping his tears by using my pocket money say that i found it
he is hamburger thats lost his money
i think this is the reason that he always say we are best friend
I meet a lots of friend in this year and some of it still can be see
Daniel a rich kid that don't know how to speak chinese stick to us and become very fluent..
Get a rank that call bad word master second
Got one friend felt from roof
he is a naughty kid, felt because he want to pick up the shuttle cock that hang in the roof drain
He is lucky that still survive but he lose his left arm
He use to be a very active kid, running around like monkey, smile and laugh, remind me of him a lot when i watch chibi maruko chan, in the anime got one character look like my friend
My friend is not rich but he live in a big banglo
Never go his house before but always pass by his house when go out
His leg got so many scar
I remember my first fall that i don't cry, bleeding o..
I think skin drop too but i didn't cry
The wound create a brown spot things after heal because i eat soy sauce
My father say cannot eat soy sauce if got wound
after heal will got a brown things
My friend from normal turn like those disable kid, so pity..
I got go to see doctor about my eye in this year, got dirty things, not those ghost things, just got some dirty things. I rub a lot o.

1999 lovely

Standard three
this year happen a lots of things also
Spoil and throw card that dentist need to check teeth
Sit with girl, like her so much, talk a lot, very friendly
I got a lots of friend too
I like them so much, no one is bad
Meet weird teacher that ask us give those malay greeting everytime when class dismiss, malay greeting is hold the hand and kiss
This year is my first time knowing something about nose bleeding
i saw a classmate, a girl, her nose is bleeding and i am weird, why will bleed so i look at her then teacher only notice
This year got one teacher that i hate and don't like, she leave the school or count as retired
I suppose to be happy but when i see my friend cry, suddenly my tears flow out
One of my classmate in this year live behind my block, a girl, after standard three, relationship turn weird because no more talking but we are still meeting each other

1998 shuffle to random

Move to very sudden kepong, i dont even know everything
Standard two life starts here in SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN TAMAN KEPONG SKTK
This year is really very greater than last year standard one
You are right, i am studying in malay school but who say chinese is not allowed to study there
it is not few but quite lots of chinese
Get high mark in exam
parent don't care
this make me think why must i get high mark if i can't get anythings special
Fail, don't care, pass, forget what they promise
I forget when is my mother side grandfather pass away day and year already so i will make it this year
i am only a young kid, i don't even know about my grandfather
I don't talk or see him much, normally i play just around
Something i feel like he is weird
This character is a bit weird in my memory and i don't have much of his image
The time when i move to the house in kepong, i feel very weird, why i am here? Cool.. New house
I don't even know a things when they are moving to new house, don't think kid are kid, this only make children turn dumb, must tell them everything!!

1997 sadness and sorrow

I move to a new house
still in cheras
I love this house so much but only live one year
This is a year that make me cry the most
It is my standard one life
I cry in my first day of schooling
Got one classmate same kindergarten with me, same class too
he is a useless friend
In standard one, i don't have any friend
Get bully a lot
Tears that flow from my eye, no one can feel how sad is it
I remember my mother promise me to come everytime when recess
I remember she say that she stay in school and wait me go home
My mother lying, this making me feel pain and zcare
I run out of class to find my mother, search everywhere
A kid start stealing when someone lies
I steal a things from school and get caught
One of the recess
my mother bring camera to school
she even buy me a watches
This watches is a spiderman watches
can open and close, got cover
when open it, inside got a toy that stick there
Actually that watch is a bit extra
i don't even know how to see the time
I just know it is my mother present and i look at it every moment it school waiting school time finish
The toy fell off in class, forget why, remember i make the whole class turn upside down because i am searching it
I cry like hell. Read this, i am not a quiet kid, you see me write that i get bully a lot? Actually not very much
Gum on hair, wood ruler that i love the most, newly buy give people spoil it, cry!!
Until now i still like long wood ruler
i like but i don't dare anymore, i hate to see it break
My mother give me one dollar
malay kid take it and say i steal it
i follow them and ask them give back to school field
At last when the bell ring, my mother don't know how to speak malay also help me get back
I know how to talk with them already lorr
Skip class, skip school, go somewhere else, play ant, collect red bean, sitting at a place waiting bell ring, this is my life, pain in class

1996 new place

This is the year that i move to cheras
it is a very hard year of it too
So many things happen in one year
it pass very slow
The place i am staying is in my mother sister house
The house is very big and got a lots of room and it already become part of my house
I live there with my younger cousin.. Bin Bin, boy, Ah Shen, boy and Yi Ling, a girl.. Yi Ling is still a baby at that age^^
my brother leg get twisted, wrapped, all people say it is my fault but i don't even know whats wrong
Ah Shen and my brother is very friend because they are same age, ah shen got push my brother drop to drain before too, hurt not very badly, bleed a lot
Every chinese new year, same like others, back to hometown
I love my mother hometown a lot because it happen a lots of happy things
Ghost story, visiting temple and more
A lots of cousin gather and talk, joke, play kite and fire cracker
Got playstation too, i fall to playstation at the day, make me think of my dead playstation, i wonder why Raven know i feel pain about the dead
My second year kindergarten
actually it is a not very happy year for kindergarten
I get bite by friend, secret it until now, i cry alone
I remember i take back a toys, from kindergarten, don't know who put it back to my beg then i get caught
Recess time teacher force all kid to pee then only can eat
i run one big round to other side to escape because i don't want to pee
One night, i hear some glass cracking sound at upstairs
when i go upstair
i saw blood..
My mother trying to suicide
From this day start, my thinking to my father change.
cry no stop

1995 first school

this is my last year staying together with my grandmother and grandfather
it is also my first year and first time studying in kindergarten
I really learn and know how to communicate with people using malay from young age
I don't know how to talk but i am still bla bla bla with them
i don't care because i am not shy or scare for it
I remember that kindergarten got give me biscuit, thats what i like
Forget around which age, i am not pervert..
I just want to disturb and see only.. Last time i don't know anything.. I crawl under my cousin sister leg and see her..
At that time she is wearing short pants.. x(
i think the year that my mother bring me and my brother run out from house and go to macdonald
i am so happy^^ playing indoor playground..
I got some photo too
I remember my mother ask me to keep secret that she bring us here
My mother don't know any other language except chinese
how come she can bring me and my brother go so far?
She know how to order drinks too, xD how hard she also must because she can't communicate
The kindergarten year that i am having don't need to wear uniform.. Nice right
Some part of memory that i forget will be added to the nearest year. I like my father village a lot, i like my mother village a lot, both also like.

1994 new life

I think everythings start to change in this year
Everyone that at age 4 is already grown up
my parent have to take care more for my one years old brother
I born in hospital of course, live in village area when i am young
Everyone know village kid is wild and naughty because their parent don't care where day go or do
I am a bit like that. My attitude start change to stubborn and don't like to hear everyone's word
I hate porridge from small time because it is very creamy..
I remember i got pour all soy sauce in porridge and get wack by my mother
It is a tasteless porridge.. Please..
I like soy sauce after that day to now
I like to go in my grandfather room when i am small because the room got a lots of stuff
My grandfather work alone as a carpenter or those people that make or do steel
He work in big company o, salary very high too
My grandfather like me so much xD he bring me on motor from long way to KL, i sit at front
He work in KL.

04-01-93 brother born

This is the year and day that my brother come to this world
Actually last time i am very good
everythings change after the birth of my brother
My parent treat my brother too good until his attitude now like baby
For me, age 3 already must take care a brother, you know what, impossible..
The time when my mothers in hospital giving birth to my brother, i don't know everything, i just know i crawl under the chair and cry very hardly
My mother is thin and small size, even she pregnant till month number 8
she still look like just pregnant
Same like my sister, i am still a bit blur when my mother is pregnant
I think this is a year that my birthday been forgotten. The first two year still got cake. Later on, my birthday fully been forgotten by everyone till someday
Birthday start celebrate back like always after i go secondary school, it is all family member celebration

1992 wo hen kawaii

It is my second year in human life at the year of 1992
everythings is still fine and i still get the love from everyone
Do you know that i am very cute when i am small, the amount of people that kissed me or hugged me is countless
my face even get pulled by a lots of people
They like to make me cry and laugh too
The memory i have is really not a lot
i think all of you is same, buahaha -_- it is wuahahahaha
I forget when is the day i learn clapping hand so i will make it this year
this memory really great, i like to clap hand
I am still clapping my hand like silly guy daily in home
Ask me for the picture after i get a scanner
a picture of my first discovery about clapping hand
Wuahahahaha
I think i start to hate milk and stop drinking it at this age
i don't suck pacifier also, so disgusting, i remember i throw my own pacifier with my own hand xD cool?

1991 my first year old

From the photo i got
I am a bit confuse about the memory i have when i am young to now
Actually my memory about pass is not very clear already
I am a bit scare that i miss out some part of my memory too
Don't really remember what's going on in 1991 day for me
If i know how to stand or walk at that age i think it have a great day at that year
It is my first birthday celebration, i remember i have one of those memory
A table full with kentucky fried chicken bucket, got a very big and round cake white creamy cake
I remember my older cousin sister is there celebrating with me too, she back from school with her uniform
I am very happy
I got some photo of it
The day when i am young and it is only me
before my younger brother and sister was born
my father bring me to a lots of place before
i got a lot of photo of my pass too
My father always make me smile and laugh because it is my weakness
i am the type that smile and laugh easily if get disturb, can laugh very hard too
until now my mother is still disturbing me and making me laugh..
In japan got a type of punishment game call don't laugh, surely i will be dead if i join the game, my ass will burnout

08-12-1990 my birth

It is a day that a born
First son from my parent
It is a very special and a happy day for my father, mother and more other people
I use be the love one to anyone after my birth, don't know when it start, everythings have change
My name is HOO YIK YANG, this name given by my grandfather
Of course, i am very happy with this unique name
The day that i born, i give a lots of sweet memory to my father, mother and more.
and do you think it is my baby photo? no it is not, just to suit this post.

Time

do you think i really need to move a new blog?

dowan to write a lot T_T

Other

today post at new blog

http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com/

it is a video and i will delete it, it is too lan le

stupid me

Change

i hope i can move this blog soon to the memorial blog

i need to ready some post before starting it, 1990 to 2009

my first post will be a lot

i cant wait for my new blog

hope got a lot visitor

haih.. today working so boring and lazy..

no mood and tired

i get angpau from nicole, a staff that work one day a week

she is do part time job

age 2x marry liao and got kid

live office up there only

he give mazauki, the driver angpau too

mazauki got 4 kid

cool hor..

valentine day is next week

it is a shit day for single

and it is a very sad day for some people that in love

for me, lalala

i will work hard for my new blog oo

link http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com/

check it out, very very nice, chatbox linked with other

i manage few blog my own o

please give some comment for my new blog, please

comment it at chatbox

Raven cut hair

wuahahaha, cant wait to see

must be very leng

visit her blog to know how's her hair, visit her friendster too

http://birdking5.blogspot.com/

http://profiles.friendster.com/53091255

^^dont forget

Repeat

same like always, i am readying a new post for my new blog, hoo yik yang memorial. you all can test visit but it is empty and nothing, i will make a brand new and nice blog. today i forget to charge my phone, cant sms a lot or play or a lot.  didnt really do a lot things today. today count as wasted day. nothing special. short post, same like always, wait my new blog..

Memorial

my new blog will on air soon, i will combine it to my daily blog
i hope i can finish up my blog soon, my first new blog post will be more than 20 i guess
my new blog will reveal everything of me from year 1990 to the current date
must wait o, haih, hard also la, so many story, i am old liao lor
my story will be a scroll that long
today in office a bit stupid la
nothing special to post today

Sheep

Must visit Raven blog and give comment.. Last night i am so tired.. Faint when sms.. Next morning wake up very late too. Feel so sad about Raven.. Visitor that read this compulsory must visit Raven blog, the link of her blog is on her name. Her parent push too hard on studying.. My parent never care about my studying when i am born to now because they don't even know how or what to care. Their studying level is only at primary level, study in village area too. It is not their fault that i am this weak in studying, if god let me restart my life i think the ending is still same. Sometime i will feel very.. Think about my grade only, from .. turn hopeless.. Despair!! Don't care this, i hate his feeling. I am going to start my new blog call HOO YIK YANG memorial, this blog will use proper english and it will start from 08121990 to the current date then this blog will be vanish and i will continue my blog at there. For now i will managing few blog. I am very stupid.. I forget the day that i first time sms with Raven again.. I will try my way to think back :( fourteen february is near, everyone know what day is it, if i got any female friend, surely i will try to make chocolate or buy one for her. Guy also can receive chocolate from guy but xp i don't want to give Ron, wuahahahaha. Still got a long day, ganbate yo. http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com my memorial blog xD still very new. Who want my blog layout please tell me your email or msn or ym or anything, i can teach you modify it if you don't want the blog to be 100 % same like mine. It is a bit hard to advertise blog.. If a site can be advertise that easily, online business will be very great.

 

this photo that i take is suck, not the word or drawing skill but the success that the kid imagine, i have this book.. Go to hell.. Early post today. Happy and smile always, twink..

Black Sheep

Again

Last night sleep a bit late, i am not praying, just online. Last night Raven off early, Ron off early for dinner. I already ask Ron sleep first and don't need to online but he still online at very late. This kid really naughty.. If i am not online, i also don't know this guy online. Sleep early wake late only good.. Reader must sleep early too. I hate sleepyt.. In chinese new year week, xD online full time everyday when in home.. Chatting with friend and more.. Time and day pass so fast or it is because of not special day.. today a bit .. dont care.. lunch not enough!! i am going to enlarge myself, clear of my virus at face xD.

i love my friend, i am stupid

today in office is damn sleep and .. going to make a blog call HOO YIK YANG MEMORIAL, please support yo. a man like me manage so many blog, haih. my memorial is very very interesting, checkout everytime for new update. i will make bulletin in friendster..

short blog, endto!!

MSN

this morning msn plus make meso hard i download those script, it make my msn luan. i online from morning.. do things until night, got some chat alsowatching those friend sign in chat with me, watching then sign outi am stupid or what. i got uninstall msn and reinstall new one, msn 9.0, very very nice!! so perfect and new, got friend want to download it but i must let her friend confirm that is it save or it can be bugged. ahbii msn got problem before, dont know because of what, later i will know.
today sobut is okay la
i want to share new msn here, MSN 9.0, i give u warning o, this msn not safe so please dont download it first. i got some screenshot of it^^

the download link is at the word, got ahbii de blog link too, visit if you read this

no mood to post a lot

Nennensaisai

not easy to get the video

please, onegai!! hope you all can spare sometime on it

really hoping it^^

T_T

lyric, song and video + some detail

very good liao o

spare sometime for my hard work

remember to give comment^^

actually my meaning of life not a lot liao lu

got few only

enough la, please

listen

will create one more blog so please visit

new blog about my horrible experience

i am 18 sure got a lot story

read blog in daylight time yo

Lyrics: Yo Hitoto
Composition: Takebe Satoshi
Performed by Yo Hitoto

daidai no yuu na sora
yawarakana oya no ryoute
nozoi tara ureshi gao
itsunomani koboreta no ka
naminami wo koeta kara
yururi kamu nama akubi
akuru asa hitorigoto
senobi take imada tsubomi
.
omae omou omoi
yumeura no kanata he
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
hama otome kuchidukete
shirasuna wo otosu made
tsumuji kaze oya to shite
matsu iede karedo utae ya
.
tsutoni omou omoi
makuragoto no youni
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
omae omou omoi
shanshan kotoduke
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai aisarete boku wo hanarete mo
nennensaisai aisarete
umarete kinasai
.

Life

i saw shinigami, a shinigami name momo

she say i am going to die, not going to live long

what can i do, if she say the day i am having going to end soon

life is like nothing, is there any reason actually

.

.

shinigami is a death god, bring away soul or someone

momo is a girl that, bring away our soul

she have a pet name daniel, a black cat

the bell on daniel neck, represent dead

.

.

anime is my life, not going to end it

reason of life is, collecting all anime on earth

impossible but, try my best

it is impossible but, i will do the best i can

.

.

despairing future, kill my reason of living

only dead can cure, is momo really want my soul

should i give her my soul, should i just give up

living is nothing, no reason

.

.

from pass, tears what make me feel sorrow

tears stop, only me and my bed

a wet blanket, a wet pillow

no one ask, no one care

.

.

now and pass, future and now

changes creating nothing, nothing creating dead

end is the ending, finish is no more

thanks you, sanQ

.

.

xD i am not that good after all

IC

• time to make new IC
• make it too late liao, forget
• suppose to make after 18
• now pass so many day
• my IC got a bit spoil, hope no punishment
• my IC will add anime logo
• special than other

• i got burner program but only got one DVD drive
• i can save the CD file then burn it but
• the file error
• not all, some
• whats the problem?
• anyone can help me?

• kwan yan!!
• whats ur online time har
• i wake up early everytime

• just now go out buy washing machine
• my father say this and that made in china
• he stubborn with saying made in china
• he dont even know with one from malaysia
• expensive no buy, cheap, suspect from china
• boss say here no china thing
• he china this and that

• didnt renew IC today, so many people larr

really very no mood

Abit

short post today
busy with anti virus
computer thing all very complicated!!
work whole day for it already
learn everything by ownself
my kaspersky inactive already, mean no protection
hope it is okay, later only fix
must gaudim it and give Raven upload, ganbate!!

went to cousin house

cousin sister baby grown up to 5 years old

youngster one 2 years old

didnt see before

oldest one see when first born

omg, change to PS1 pro

Return

i am back to home now, huh, so many thing want to say and tell, slow slow tell la.

reach bidor see ah leks, he back with his father, his mother and sister not coming because got work

later sky appear unknown things, video on bottom, snap a lot of photo in friendster

a shen, yi ling, bin bin reach, bin bin change to lansi jai, the two still got talk but no manners liao

ah shen like to fight with my brother, video on bottom

ah lek and bin bin always bring girl go out, i discover hotel near only, got one night no come back

dont care this all, enjoy my video only la^^ gogogo

Supernatural

sky appear a weird things like northern light, colour change every minute and second
turning brighter and more brighter
a things like flying sources, big and round

a game between cousin
fighting and laughing
pain and happy
scream and shouting

a useless lamb
watching other lamb so good
all the lamb can be shave except mine
a useless lamb that can't give a nice wool to other, where got use de, keep only waste money on feeding

short post today
Raven is bird so i am a Lamb^^ my name, yang

CNY

 

sleep late last night again

wake up very early from sleeping late again, i will be  or i really will be one after dead

where all my friend go this chinese new year, leaving me alone.. 

this chinese new years is surely a very lone day for me, cousin all change already, i am older, ya, so what, all so no manners, i play when them last time when they are baby to grown up, dont care them la

friends!! please accompany me this chinese new year holiday time o, i am now working and this chance is very rare that we can chat. online long and full time too.

Raven, Bria, Kwan is my special now dont care anything la, who ask me no friend, actually i am thinking to ask my friend come out de, chance spoil because of a childish mind kid say (i dowan to see that fat pig already)

very no mood and boring de ohope you all happy and dont worry about me, i will find something to see and do 

no want accompany me in msn or anywhere my sister open concert, my brother play game, my father sleeping, my mother make thing never mind la~

think of playing ragnarok also feel like crying, my mate no on ma, the kwan yan, so strong and hard working de o

i will challenge and fight with him by using weak character, hope his character slot enough. i will kill him, make him lay on floor torture you badly, wuahahahahaha

thanks for visiting, happy new year, happy chinese new year, happy cow year, happy chinese cow year and more!!

Next

today

tomorrow is chinese new year already, what you all feel, what i feel? last night i am really having insomnia, really didnt sleep, i am very hot plus today got praying then burn those kimjuar/paper so hot and killing, xD i start those zorpia bebo icq already, thats mean game all will be less, anime time will increase. okay, back to last night, kwan yang lor, give me watch horror thing, wo par par so cannot sleep, wa scare.. true or fake, real or made, scare la. 

* is who ne?

* is in my friendster, cincai la, review a bit, i put it in feature friend de, beside birdking, important ma. xD she is really very cute de o, try chat with her la, will make you happy. to know more about her, add her in friendster by viewing mine^^

i want to die liao

i feeling like leaving my memory because hell is  summoning me, if i really die, please dont forget me, view my friendster blog or other anytime, if i am still survive, ignore me~

early post

today make post a bit early, if got more things, i will add later

CNY

my cousin brother sister all turn lansi already, will never think to play/trick with them or what la, all so baka

anime

malaysia show de anime all so cheap, last time still got midnight anime, example hell girl and other la, now they. . . go to eat shit la, langsung nothing good in malaysia

pray

morning pray is so hot, just awhile la, still dont like. make my eye sour

kamen rider, ultraman, power ranger

who know a lot about it? they are not improving a lot, all same, monster with human de style, where nice de

will edit if got thing to add

Help

[blog start writing time 02xx]
I am having a very weird feeling, i need someone to tell me why and make me feel better. Last week if i am not wrong, i meet * in * and we become friend, * is a very happy person as i know. I like * so much but don't know whyi i feel like i don't have the qualification of becoming a friend with * so i have to stop contacting * or what? * is very young, only * years old. Of course, it is impossible that i can * with * we only meet in * and see photo only plus we live very far, impossible can turn possible but i really don't have the qualification! There will be more people that can be qualified, i am only an extra character on life. I hope * can be happy always, any problem must tell me. Only two people will know who is * here, huh, tears. Don't worry, i will never hide myself from this problem, just let me be extra. Good night at my current time.
[blog end writing time 0230 ]

[wake up]
Not enough sleep.. Almost forget today got work, luckily i wake up early so many people start holiday already. Company owned by none chinese also not start already, damn, five hour hard to pass. I know i should take leave but only work half day.. Hope it pass soon.

New Blog Layout
Actually it is still not fully been edited, it is not easy too but i got my own special way to edit it. Three column is very hard to edit, hope i don't spoil it.

Will Be Tired In Work
Sleep so late last night, it is already lucky that i can sleep because got something bugging my mind. Just hope boss don't give me paper or computer work, do some store work, i will be energetic. Go to work first.

[kadaima]
Back from work, not bad, quite best, got free soft drink, malaizai buy de. A bit moomoodydy la. 

Think of *

* got school on chinese new year second day, * is from * and * is different with chinese, * is not a * too, just study in chinese too, can speak and write well. Don't know why last night will think of * xD sleep so late also

Boring Day In Home

blog, friennster, plurk and other

end ~ bored, tonight will go out pek yau xD

Many

it is friday, tomorrow still got work, go to hell la, so lazy and can't wait for holiday liao, today lunch time so late.. Sohai boss, leave me alone in office writing blog in phone! F*ck you!

The time when i am on my way back to lunch, the wind is so damn comfortable..

Off

The day i am having now, is it good? Do i feel happy with it? What problem that i am having now? Am i feeling sad, why?

Feel

Like suicide. Been abandon. Left aside. Fouled. Been forgotten. Like crying. Alone. Invisible.

Kind

Fake! Why! Is it natural! Good to enemy! Good to someone i want to kill! Treat them good! Treat everyone good! (sometime it is more happy if i see someone happy)

Happy

Is it true if someone happy i will be happy? Even if i am sad, if they happy, i can be happy too? I get a very low grade for result, am i happy if i see other people result better than me?

Shy

Singing? Asking unknown number face by face? Making friend with unknown just wanted to be friend? Dancing? Showing my look and style?

Emotion

Moody, angry, shouting out, no manners to someone older than me, beat people, bang table or chair, throw things, sad, crying without anyone knowing xD (will be impossible to me for telling it when and why) wanted someone to accompany, just with me

Love

BAN KENG GIAM not pervert like shit, TAN KOK SIONG don't so lansi, TEH KWOK WENG remember me after becoming rich, LOO YONG CHIEN remember to backup me, CHAN KOK HOW mature a bit, ANG JIE YONG be smarter, CHIN SIEW MAY don't forget me, HENG GUAN HUA hope we are still friend, LEE BOON SHIANG change attitude, TEO SIEW LAN please don't make me feel angry, CHIN SOOK KWAN never forget me, CHER PUI FONG must remember me, EE YU JIN do you remember me, FIRST AND SECOND YEAR KINDERGARTEN MATE don't forget me, YAP SUI LING teach me more, STANDARD THREE CLASSMATE please think of me, SOHAI WENG admit your face look like a bread, CHEAM TONG YEE you are so sohai, CHU SWEE YEE never forget the moment when we are chatting using paper under the table, LIM SOO SENG give me play computer please, MISS LOW get a boyfriend and marry la, MISS SOO so shit lansi, DINA you ask me not to message you so i hope you will message me, RAVEN be the most happiest little girl xD (i will be sad if you are not happy) TAN KWAN YAN get a girlfriend early than me, BRIA love your voice and your sister voice and your friend voice, TONYZAI you are cute (don't forget me and be lansi) HOO POH KEONG don't be so hot head, HO YON CHIN leave me alone, HOO YIK WANG be mature, HOO PUI YEE don't cry liao la! PEOPLE THAT READING + TO YOUR BELOVED ONE AND FRIEND wei. give comment la, happy always^^ CHRISTINE YO be more and more cute, ADZ FAMILY smile always, PEOPLE THAT LINKED TO ME don't forget me PEOPLE THAT I CAN'T THINK BACK sorry, PEOPLE THAT I DIDN'T MENTION OR DIDN'T READ THIS go to hell immediatly please if you don't smile to me^^ WONG VOON KONG FAMILY weird, MAZAUKI be taxi driver la HOO YIK YANG you belong to death

Anime

Awesome, cool, make me happy, make me laugh, make me sad, make me cry, teach me things, show me things, professional voice actor from japan and hong kong, thanks

Manga

Anime parent, cool, nice, excited, page by page, great story, a lots of comic fans

Sleep

Hope that i can sleep forever but it waste time and i don't like it, sleep don't think a shit, no pain or sadness, just a rest

Blog

What it mean? Is it page? xD

HUNTER

I hope i can become an archeology hunter, mean a people and dig out and discover the pass and history + protecting it by people that want to own it. Hahahaha, hunter got a lots of type de, just want to be in dream la, i want to watch anime more..

Memories

Piece by piece, page by page, part by part, all going to be lost or turn, how do i store

Streamyx

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid line so stupid slow