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It is a very cold morning
The time when i open my eye, i see everything is in dark, i start to think, am i blind?
So i sit up and look around carefully
I try to close my eye with both hand and try to see whether is it any different, no.
My brain start to flash some image of Raven, i am blind.
So i lied back on bed and think
I am blind
Actually i got reason to be blind, my relatives always say i will blind, but why?
I feel like damn, stupid eye!
If i am blind, will my parent send me to those blind school?
Not bad, i can study a last.
So then, i try to make my last test about my eye, i know where my phone location is when i am blind, what to do?
I send a sms to Raven.
Thanks for god because of not blinding me, i see some light out from phone.
I really feel very scare, anything can happen if i am blind.
Current time 7am, yes, i am writing my blog post on phone.
After waking up at 6am, i don't feel like going back to sleep. I am scare, i am very scare.
Current time, 7.45pm, i am on computer
wa!! today so boring and no mood ah!! today saturday sit home feel sien~ heh, i wake up very early in the morning today~ today nothing to do in office, day pass so slow!! ya i know it pass already but i still feel like i am in office waiting myself to be free!! didnt show up my junk food, today so lazy lorr!!
FRIEND
Ron > woi baka, dont feel so low sia la you, me and you also got a lot same actually >_<>
Joey > kakakaka, this few day sleep very late.. draw a lot of nice thing too, yihahahaha, you got talent and very good la, no show Ron ma?
Soon > wei, sorry for anything la, i know i nauhty a bit la.. tonight sing yo, dress nice nice sing nice nice, record video post up
Kenny > wuahahahaha, new sms mate, this guy not bad and funny ;p proud to be virgin, wuakakakaka good luck on driving
Elric > go to die^^,
RAVEN
[text spoil] when you study so that you can 100% absorb and memorize. i know you can do well!! last year, 2009!! make it the best!! so what's the plan after those paper? you know what, i am going to er.. i mean i am coming to er.. =_= you will know, wuahahahahahaha.. by the way, where you steal that from? today i steal a pack of super ring, a pack of chocolate bean, a pack of sweet, a box of chicken rice, a few slice or bread.. huh, not a lot.. not sharing to anyone~ my mother say i will go toilet plant boom.. she say that because she want to eat chocolate bean only ma, so big pack surely she can eat one or two de la~ yeehaw!! tonight Raven house hosting break fast for dinner!! got meat ball too, hehehehe JIALI also got, curry!! Raven house curry is returning, surely super hot and yummy!! T_T i cant eat but never mind la~ tell me whats the taste and dont try to explain me the yummy feeling only yo..
yo wassup.. my blog is changing, wuahahahaha, new post to suit new blog, wuahahahaha~ i dont believe myself can edit a blog that easy~ this blog original is dont know what country, those HTML is not in english form so it is so hard but nothing can stop me.. yea.. there my lunch, not dinner.. lei cha, wuahahahaha so small plate la..
today i wake up early, dont know why this few day i feel like wanted to wake up early.. it make me feel very tired after waking up, of course i will continue my sleep if it is too early. sometime 4, 5, 6 am.. wake up early..
this few day, driver is a bit lazy or he really sick, this make me happy because he is making my boss busy and not available.. wuahahahaha, i am so happy. see the image there, i make it when i am too free or this is what i wanted to make always ;p Raven viewed it
nice or not? wuahahahahahahaha it is actually a sticker o.. can stick but boss will kill me so i arrange the name and heart out. hehehehe
SOON drawing!!
you know what, i dont feel any jealous or it is because i cant draw well.. her drawing is so pro and great, i believe she can go japan to draw her manga and she can be manga artist too. her facebook got more, only choose two to put here.. this sha po good at drawing =_=
short post, thanks for viewing




tonightToday, my girlfriend told me she couldn't hang out with me because she felt really sick. I went to his house anyway to surprise her with homemade soup. I walk in to her room only to find him hooking up with my sister. She can't drive, our mom drove her there.
I decided to spend a night of love with **
so I arranged to meet ** in a very classy **
gave ** the ** number and waited in a super-** outfit
There was a knock at the **
so I opened it enticingly, convinced it was **
It was ** service
ble~ cannot write la.. i copy from somewhere




hello to all reader, it is march and do you all know something? yes, my working day already got 216days. i am still wasting time, i cant do anything to myself but just staying alive as long as i can.
my parent? whats wrong with them, dont even give support and they are not hoping me to have good future, trying anything to let me stay working. i promise i will make them regret for what they do to me.
my main photo for today, i snap it this morning, attach with one anime photo that i like the most. you know what it mean when i do that? it mean i am watching your love heart, everyone have a love heart and it seperate to few type and level. for love, it got three heart colour, orange, pink and red. orange mean fresh crush, pink mean crushed and red mean very deep. i can see my heart, try guess what colour of heart that i have.. pink or red.. impossible if it is orange. red colour is a very serious colour.
i can see a lots of pink nowadays, for me, i have a very weak pink i guess, weak pink not mean that my love it weak or will lost, it is something like need more action. what i need now is [close, see, pass and stick] only me can understand what i write. making morning post really feeling stupid.
do you think my photo is that [not shy?] the me in real life can be super shy, the way i talk can be hanging or mute. cantonese hokkien can talk very well, manderin? nicole say i can speak well and it is very good, not sure.. i want to talk with Raven^^, wonder what will she react if see my talking way x( will she close her mouth and laugh? or will sh turn back or laugh or will she just look and me and laugh like crazy? i think my talking way is okay, just can talk correct way or what.
i cant care, i cant do, i cant change, everything control by parent, i hate them and dont know what they think, my father say yesterday, [get a new work and quit current one] know what it mean? asking me to work, what i want is study!! i almost say [chau ji b*i] [lann j*ao] [bo siao eng e lau pe] he is very useless and killing. this type of parent scare own child to study. i feel like he want me to take over the family. i can die
i am not a bad child in liu family or actually i am really [bo siao eng] i feel like die is the most happiest and better than hurting myself. i use to make wound on myself when i am young, pinching and punching the wall. no people know this. last year i hurt my leg when i kid very hard on a steel, i am so stupid!! what for i make myself that way but i can just end it? right?
actually die can be very easy and i got few tips, i can be arrested if my blog contain this suicide tips stuff, but dont care la~ last night want to sms with Raven and go to bed, didnt think or putting my body to .. to where? let me show you the photo^^,

you know what, i feel so excited and cant wait to end it, sorry, no tips for suiciding easily here. i put my body very hear there just now, i feel like wow, great, argh, just jump off then everything will be fine or i will make all my parent down with me? nah~ i want them to feel bad and want to see thier tears without brain^^, wuahahahahaha. i can be crazy if my parent continue like this, i dont know what thier mind think, i dont how to be human. not everything is because we are grown up then can understand. so lets see how near is my dead

you know what, this high will really cool, i will feel very great in few second and feel very pain for 2 or less than 1 second^^, my parent will kill me if my put my body out so near, i better just jump off. i can be famous in newspaper or newspaper have nothing to write to write? can my blog be famous after dead? i cant wait. my blog name suit me more after dead, it is my memorial.. lets see more closer dead photo okay? please dont scold me because of putting my body near to outside, i scare nothing^^,

will i die very ugly or cool, falling from that height 100% can die, drop by any way is also same.. i feel like the photo is summoning me.. wuahahahahahahaha dont worry, i will be there one day i guess.. i hope i can die very nicely^^, erm.. die with what style? i am imagining myself self falling.. thats feel ouch a bit but it is only a second of pain and everything can end, yay.. not thinking of reborn.. actually i quite like being me.. dont like my life..
is there any rich people want to accept me? i an change my surname and name to yours.. i can be your anyone and i will pay back you everything in future, what i want is a happy life, just support me.. [wa bo living meaning^^,] =_= i am so angry, wuahahahahahahaha i will leave my family and go far far from it and dont care anything, reason [e lang si har mi laupe laubu]
LOL my hair falling, wuahahahahahahah

can see the hair on the ground? click and see^^, can be clear, found it around my computer table.. my mother sweep the floor everytime and i drop my hair everytime too? lets see how my hair turn to monk, i will add six dot on it^^,
current time 10.40am Raven sleeping, feel like want to look at her sleeping face x) help her cover her body with blanket.. brush her head and wish her sleep well and have a sleep dream. wuahahahahaha, so nice^^, then steal her glasses to play, hide it and dont let her wear^^, wuahahahahhahahahaha. ble.. she will kick me if i keep it..
shh, secret
who dare to challenge me to list 100 or more? do you think i can write? if take a long time but i can list a lot.. there is some simple list only. it can be countless and listless because it is everything. ble.. Elric [bo siao eng]
current time is 11.05am in the morning, hope i can make a post again that night. how is my post for today? nice? leng? sui? mei? kawaii? liang? i like today post so much, it is special and nice^^, got a lot of >> ^^, smile too.. normally i try to make post long time with [shift + enter] this way of post okay? nice?
ble~ will publish before 12pm so try my best to write more first.. Raven oh Raven, you are my xD wuakakakakakaka funny ;p not dont want to write or what.. it is very lame, lets make it modern way but can i?? lets see.. ;p dont want.. who like my post format and way!! Raven!! my post way nice? i cant make it everyday and post that way..
lets see my breakfast and can be say as early dinner, i can be eating nothing at lunch if i stay in home but i usually stay in home, try to give you all some photo that i am going out okay? a zai nan go out and snap photo? this is not zai nan at all lorr.. hope the weather is not too hot, i hate sun that make my eye closed, i cant see anything.. who can sponser me a super dark glasses, cool man..

my stupid hot salty noodle, it is very hot.. oh my god.. i dont use chopstick.. wuahahahahahaha i am still kid ma.. it got reason why, ask Raven then you know why no chopstick on there with spoon, i mean fork, wuahahahahahahahaha spoon with noodle.. ops.. you see my anime disc? it is very great anime, not yet watch and just put there to key in anime list.. i love my anime, i love Raven ;p Raven help me hu mian o..
who want to see me with glasses!! there.. Raven want to laugh? then try, wuahahahahahahahahaha, be honest

so how is my stupid head and face? wuahahahaha Raven do i look that shit? i feel like wearing it sometime but not keeing it. Raven, i will wear it when i go out with you.. want? wuahahahahaha i surely blur blur and dizzy, lets take of the glasses together.. ehihihihi
wuahahahahahahahahaha, sunglasses i got one but it is not very good, i dont even have luck and chance to wear it, everytime fail to wear and didnt wear out before.. i like sunglasses because i hate bright^^ not because of nice yo, remember yo, so now see my sunglasses look^^,

wuahahahahahahahaha sei so hai~ sorry.. checkout my friendster, facebook and bebo to see all and more yo..
say that i am going to make post before 12pm but i am late!! my PC turned off suddenly and want to cry!! Raven, T_T ble..
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
Raven^^,
like you so much^^,

When I'm troubled, I don't say a thing,
even though I want to talk to you, and want to hear your voice
My heart's confused
Vapor trails in the blue sky...
Power welling up from my hand in yours...
I feel like I can go anywhere,
riding the wind...
Isn't it wonderfully strange, how even insignificant pebbles
can change into gems?
When we're together, just looking...
makes everything shine.
The number of "top secret" moments I just love, love, love,
keeps growing and growing,
becoming very small, small, small seeds.
I just know that somewhere in my heart,
they're beginning to bloom into big flowers.
Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!
And then the world will open...
It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's all right.
Miracles can happen.
Here we go Here we go! Here we go! Here we go!
Spread your wings.
I'm sure something, something, is out there somewhere,
just waiting for us to find it.
Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!
And then the door will open...
※It's all right 大丈夫 ダイジョウブ だいじょうぶ
奇跡だって起こせる
Here we go 行こうよ 行こうよ 行こうよ 翼拡げ
きっと 何かが 何かが どこかで 出会える日を待ってる
DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING!
そして扉がひらくよ…
イザとなると 何も言えない しゃべりたいのに
声も聴きたくて
こころがね あわててる
青い空に飛行機雲 繋いだ手に沸いてくる POWER
どこだってゆけそうだよ 風に乗って…
なんでもない 小石でさえ 不思議だよね 宝石に変わる
一緒にね 見てるだけで… みんな光る
Top secret 大好きな ダイスキな だいすきな
瞬間が増えてゆく
とっても小さな チイサナ ちいさな種になって
きっと こころのどこかで大きな花が咲き始めてる
DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING!
そして世界はひらく
It's all right 大丈夫 ダイジョウブ だいじょうぶ
奇跡だって起こせる
Here we go 行こうよ 行こうよ 行こうよ 翼拡げ
きっと 何かが 何かが どこかで 出会える日を待ってる
DO! DO! DO! DREAMING! DREAMING!
そして扉がひらくよ…

dont care that thing la, i got a lots of time. ya, that photo i snap today, it is fresh and new but not hot. i wake up with this hair style, look normal? no it is not like always but i think you all cant feel the different, dont need to use water brush before work, late also never mind, sui and easy.. =_= sui? say about [never mind, i got a lots of time] =_= i want to die.. you know what -_- what i care so much, just jump off from my house, just die and everything will be end. right now i can even turn back, just jump off. before i jump off, i will make my parent regret forever =_= you know what. i think i can have a better life with running out from house, can search for it. more hope, i starved to dead is not bad i guess, better than staying in home, day by day, work like no meaning at all. ble~ hell is summoning me.. go or dont go? i dont see any light or other way for me. herm.. lets he.. zetsubo~ i hate them so much yo^^, if i see anyone support my dead, i will thanks it a lot and give it fa cai 发财 wuahahahahaha, it is real.. i will make it rich until its dead after 100, life will be long^^, nah~ i try to jump off tonight, shh
finish la~ ^^ i will try tonight, please support