MSN

this morning msn plus make meso hard i download those script, it make my msn luan. i online from morning.. do things until night, got some chat alsowatching those friend sign in chat with me, watching then sign outi am stupid or what. i got uninstall msn and reinstall new one, msn 9.0, very very nice!! so perfect and new, got friend want to download it but i must let her friend confirm that is it save or it can be bugged. ahbii msn got problem before, dont know because of what, later i will know.
today sobut is okay la
i want to share new msn here, MSN 9.0, i give u warning o, this msn not safe so please dont download it first. i got some screenshot of it^^

the download link is at the word, got ahbii de blog link too, visit if you read this

no mood to post a lot

Nennensaisai

not easy to get the video

please, onegai!! hope you all can spare sometime on it

really hoping it^^

T_T

lyric, song and video + some detail

very good liao o

spare sometime for my hard work

remember to give comment^^

actually my meaning of life not a lot liao lu

got few only

enough la, please

listen

will create one more blog so please visit

new blog about my horrible experience

i am 18 sure got a lot story

read blog in daylight time yo

Lyrics: Yo Hitoto
Composition: Takebe Satoshi
Performed by Yo Hitoto

daidai no yuu na sora
yawarakana oya no ryoute
nozoi tara ureshi gao
itsunomani koboreta no ka
naminami wo koeta kara
yururi kamu nama akubi
akuru asa hitorigoto
senobi take imada tsubomi
.
omae omou omoi
yumeura no kanata he
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
hama otome kuchidukete
shirasuna wo otosu made
tsumuji kaze oya to shite
matsu iede karedo utae ya
.
tsutoni omou omoi
makuragoto no youni
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai boku no tame
umarete kinasai
.
omae omou omoi
shanshan kotoduke
.
nennensaisai nennen nasai anshinshite te
nennensaisai aisarete boku wo hanarete mo
nennensaisai aisarete
umarete kinasai
.

Life

i saw shinigami, a shinigami name momo

she say i am going to die, not going to live long

what can i do, if she say the day i am having going to end soon

life is like nothing, is there any reason actually

.

.

shinigami is a death god, bring away soul or someone

momo is a girl that, bring away our soul

she have a pet name daniel, a black cat

the bell on daniel neck, represent dead

.

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anime is my life, not going to end it

reason of life is, collecting all anime on earth

impossible but, try my best

it is impossible but, i will do the best i can

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.

despairing future, kill my reason of living

only dead can cure, is momo really want my soul

should i give her my soul, should i just give up

living is nothing, no reason

.

.

from pass, tears what make me feel sorrow

tears stop, only me and my bed

a wet blanket, a wet pillow

no one ask, no one care

.

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now and pass, future and now

changes creating nothing, nothing creating dead

end is the ending, finish is no more

thanks you, sanQ

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xD i am not that good after all

IC

• time to make new IC
• make it too late liao, forget
• suppose to make after 18
• now pass so many day
• my IC got a bit spoil, hope no punishment
• my IC will add anime logo
• special than other

• i got burner program but only got one DVD drive
• i can save the CD file then burn it but
• the file error
• not all, some
• whats the problem?
• anyone can help me?

• kwan yan!!
• whats ur online time har
• i wake up early everytime

• just now go out buy washing machine
• my father say this and that made in china
• he stubborn with saying made in china
• he dont even know with one from malaysia
• expensive no buy, cheap, suspect from china
• boss say here no china thing
• he china this and that

• didnt renew IC today, so many people larr

really very no mood

Abit

short post today
busy with anti virus
computer thing all very complicated!!
work whole day for it already
learn everything by ownself
my kaspersky inactive already, mean no protection
hope it is okay, later only fix
must gaudim it and give Raven upload, ganbate!!

went to cousin house

cousin sister baby grown up to 5 years old

youngster one 2 years old

didnt see before

oldest one see when first born

omg, change to PS1 pro

Return

i am back to home now, huh, so many thing want to say and tell, slow slow tell la.

reach bidor see ah leks, he back with his father, his mother and sister not coming because got work

later sky appear unknown things, video on bottom, snap a lot of photo in friendster

a shen, yi ling, bin bin reach, bin bin change to lansi jai, the two still got talk but no manners liao

ah shen like to fight with my brother, video on bottom

ah lek and bin bin always bring girl go out, i discover hotel near only, got one night no come back

dont care this all, enjoy my video only la^^ gogogo

Supernatural

sky appear a weird things like northern light, colour change every minute and second
turning brighter and more brighter
a things like flying sources, big and round

a game between cousin
fighting and laughing
pain and happy
scream and shouting

a useless lamb
watching other lamb so good
all the lamb can be shave except mine
a useless lamb that can't give a nice wool to other, where got use de, keep only waste money on feeding

short post today
Raven is bird so i am a Lamb^^ my name, yang

CNY

 

sleep late last night again

wake up very early from sleeping late again, i will be  or i really will be one after dead

where all my friend go this chinese new year, leaving me alone.. 

this chinese new years is surely a very lone day for me, cousin all change already, i am older, ya, so what, all so no manners, i play when them last time when they are baby to grown up, dont care them la

friends!! please accompany me this chinese new year holiday time o, i am now working and this chance is very rare that we can chat. online long and full time too.

Raven, Bria, Kwan is my special now dont care anything la, who ask me no friend, actually i am thinking to ask my friend come out de, chance spoil because of a childish mind kid say (i dowan to see that fat pig already)

very no mood and boring de ohope you all happy and dont worry about me, i will find something to see and do 

no want accompany me in msn or anywhere my sister open concert, my brother play game, my father sleeping, my mother make thing never mind la~

think of playing ragnarok also feel like crying, my mate no on ma, the kwan yan, so strong and hard working de o

i will challenge and fight with him by using weak character, hope his character slot enough. i will kill him, make him lay on floor torture you badly, wuahahahahaha

thanks for visiting, happy new year, happy chinese new year, happy cow year, happy chinese cow year and more!!

Next

today

tomorrow is chinese new year already, what you all feel, what i feel? last night i am really having insomnia, really didnt sleep, i am very hot plus today got praying then burn those kimjuar/paper so hot and killing, xD i start those zorpia bebo icq already, thats mean game all will be less, anime time will increase. okay, back to last night, kwan yang lor, give me watch horror thing, wo par par so cannot sleep, wa scare.. true or fake, real or made, scare la. 

* is who ne?

* is in my friendster, cincai la, review a bit, i put it in feature friend de, beside birdking, important ma. xD she is really very cute de o, try chat with her la, will make you happy. to know more about her, add her in friendster by viewing mine^^

i want to die liao

i feeling like leaving my memory because hell is  summoning me, if i really die, please dont forget me, view my friendster blog or other anytime, if i am still survive, ignore me~

early post

today make post a bit early, if got more things, i will add later

CNY

my cousin brother sister all turn lansi already, will never think to play/trick with them or what la, all so baka

anime

malaysia show de anime all so cheap, last time still got midnight anime, example hell girl and other la, now they. . . go to eat shit la, langsung nothing good in malaysia

pray

morning pray is so hot, just awhile la, still dont like. make my eye sour

kamen rider, ultraman, power ranger

who know a lot about it? they are not improving a lot, all same, monster with human de style, where nice de

will edit if got thing to add

Help

[blog start writing time 02xx]
I am having a very weird feeling, i need someone to tell me why and make me feel better. Last week if i am not wrong, i meet * in * and we become friend, * is a very happy person as i know. I like * so much but don't know whyi i feel like i don't have the qualification of becoming a friend with * so i have to stop contacting * or what? * is very young, only * years old. Of course, it is impossible that i can * with * we only meet in * and see photo only plus we live very far, impossible can turn possible but i really don't have the qualification! There will be more people that can be qualified, i am only an extra character on life. I hope * can be happy always, any problem must tell me. Only two people will know who is * here, huh, tears. Don't worry, i will never hide myself from this problem, just let me be extra. Good night at my current time.
[blog end writing time 0230 ]

[wake up]
Not enough sleep.. Almost forget today got work, luckily i wake up early so many people start holiday already. Company owned by none chinese also not start already, damn, five hour hard to pass. I know i should take leave but only work half day.. Hope it pass soon.

New Blog Layout
Actually it is still not fully been edited, it is not easy too but i got my own special way to edit it. Three column is very hard to edit, hope i don't spoil it.

Will Be Tired In Work
Sleep so late last night, it is already lucky that i can sleep because got something bugging my mind. Just hope boss don't give me paper or computer work, do some store work, i will be energetic. Go to work first.

[kadaima]
Back from work, not bad, quite best, got free soft drink, malaizai buy de. A bit moomoodydy la. 

Think of *

* got school on chinese new year second day, * is from * and * is different with chinese, * is not a * too, just study in chinese too, can speak and write well. Don't know why last night will think of * xD sleep so late also

Boring Day In Home

blog, friennster, plurk and other

end ~ bored, tonight will go out pek yau xD

Many

it is friday, tomorrow still got work, go to hell la, so lazy and can't wait for holiday liao, today lunch time so late.. Sohai boss, leave me alone in office writing blog in phone! F*ck you!

The time when i am on my way back to lunch, the wind is so damn comfortable..

Off

The day i am having now, is it good? Do i feel happy with it? What problem that i am having now? Am i feeling sad, why?

Feel

Like suicide. Been abandon. Left aside. Fouled. Been forgotten. Like crying. Alone. Invisible.

Kind

Fake! Why! Is it natural! Good to enemy! Good to someone i want to kill! Treat them good! Treat everyone good! (sometime it is more happy if i see someone happy)

Happy

Is it true if someone happy i will be happy? Even if i am sad, if they happy, i can be happy too? I get a very low grade for result, am i happy if i see other people result better than me?

Shy

Singing? Asking unknown number face by face? Making friend with unknown just wanted to be friend? Dancing? Showing my look and style?

Emotion

Moody, angry, shouting out, no manners to someone older than me, beat people, bang table or chair, throw things, sad, crying without anyone knowing xD (will be impossible to me for telling it when and why) wanted someone to accompany, just with me

Love

BAN KENG GIAM not pervert like shit, TAN KOK SIONG don't so lansi, TEH KWOK WENG remember me after becoming rich, LOO YONG CHIEN remember to backup me, CHAN KOK HOW mature a bit, ANG JIE YONG be smarter, CHIN SIEW MAY don't forget me, HENG GUAN HUA hope we are still friend, LEE BOON SHIANG change attitude, TEO SIEW LAN please don't make me feel angry, CHIN SOOK KWAN never forget me, CHER PUI FONG must remember me, EE YU JIN do you remember me, FIRST AND SECOND YEAR KINDERGARTEN MATE don't forget me, YAP SUI LING teach me more, STANDARD THREE CLASSMATE please think of me, SOHAI WENG admit your face look like a bread, CHEAM TONG YEE you are so sohai, CHU SWEE YEE never forget the moment when we are chatting using paper under the table, LIM SOO SENG give me play computer please, MISS LOW get a boyfriend and marry la, MISS SOO so shit lansi, DINA you ask me not to message you so i hope you will message me, RAVEN be the most happiest little girl xD (i will be sad if you are not happy) TAN KWAN YAN get a girlfriend early than me, BRIA love your voice and your sister voice and your friend voice, TONYZAI you are cute (don't forget me and be lansi) HOO POH KEONG don't be so hot head, HO YON CHIN leave me alone, HOO YIK WANG be mature, HOO PUI YEE don't cry liao la! PEOPLE THAT READING + TO YOUR BELOVED ONE AND FRIEND wei. give comment la, happy always^^ CHRISTINE YO be more and more cute, ADZ FAMILY smile always, PEOPLE THAT LINKED TO ME don't forget me PEOPLE THAT I CAN'T THINK BACK sorry, PEOPLE THAT I DIDN'T MENTION OR DIDN'T READ THIS go to hell immediatly please if you don't smile to me^^ WONG VOON KONG FAMILY weird, MAZAUKI be taxi driver la HOO YIK YANG you belong to death

Anime

Awesome, cool, make me happy, make me laugh, make me sad, make me cry, teach me things, show me things, professional voice actor from japan and hong kong, thanks

Manga

Anime parent, cool, nice, excited, page by page, great story, a lots of comic fans

Sleep

Hope that i can sleep forever but it waste time and i don't like it, sleep don't think a shit, no pain or sadness, just a rest

Blog

What it mean? Is it page? xD

HUNTER

I hope i can become an archeology hunter, mean a people and dig out and discover the pass and history + protecting it by people that want to own it. Hahahaha, hunter got a lots of type de, just want to be in dream la, i want to watch anime more..

Memories

Piece by piece, page by page, part by part, all going to be lost or turn, how do i store

Streamyx

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid line so stupid slow

Otaku

I am more like an anime collector than a watcher, from few description of an anime, i can know almost the whole story. Actually i can have maximum time to watch anime even that i am working, didn't interrupt me a lot. Otaku, if i am not wrong, it is a fans meaning, not those (jai nan) it mean otaku anime.. or something like anime fans. Actually it is no different with other people, it is same. If i don't show or tell anyone, it is impossible that people will know i am a big or number one fans of anime.. I don't even put anime themes or wallpaper xD maybe will put. I am a very inactive type of otaku with computer, staying home more than having a big anime harvest.. I don't buy anime many time but i buy a lot in one time. About inactive otaku, i hope that i am active type.. Example like going out with friend, not whole day home with anime. Do anyone ever get touch by anime story? Lets give studio ghibli anime movie to be your first start to become anime lover. Anime this word is a type of japanese short form reading style from anima-tion japanese english is very special and i like it so much.. Not those fluent type. So anyone there want to ship anime or go out with me xD see luck la, i will go anywhere if i got my own car with gas tank. Car.. huh, i can't wait to test a maximum speed xD joking, heart think enough.. Japanese Drama, how many one of you have watch? How many series? In japan, they say dorama seriese.. I like japanese drama a lots too.. Now i am thinking of downloading things on cyber using pen drive, who agree with this? It will be fast i guess, what is the internet speed in cyber? I got so many download link that going to expired.. Must find a day to download! The me in VK WONG ENTERPRISE will be show at the bottom of this blog. My blog text format got a bit problem.. Don't know how to set, never mind that, i will get a new layout soon.. Today make early post^^

Okay

This morning is hell, huh, my boss blame me do wrong things, wuahahahaha, i don't care, i know it is not my mistake.. All the item in VK WONG ENTERPRISE controlled by me, there are no way that got mistake. He order less things then say me pack wrongly. Don't care him la, old already ma, forgive him lorr, wuahahahaha don't know why no sad feeling when get scold. After lunch, huh, no stop working, package, rearranging and more, got air conditioner.. Huh, my arrangement item for office here is better than my anime arrangement. Now i remember who that call me yesterday, it must be Cindy, not Candy.. It is Cindy, a very pretty girl that older than me one year, she always call me last time, talk talk ma, too sad that i can't after her xD.. I forget Cindy completely already, i just know she is short and cute and pretty, thats all.. Hope i am not wrong. Cindy is a girl that i meet in my school.. Don't know why so dare to talk to her and get her number, so unbelievable.. Malaizai get three month bonus, huh, lucky zai, me only got half month, i work so hard, got free them too, must get more! Unfair la.. 

SanQ

Yo! It is an another day of life, so how are you guys, my daily life is a bit like repeating. Last night a girl called me.. I forget who is her.. She say she know me and we meet normally, huh.. I don't meet a lots of people normally. She can even say my name, wonder who is her.. I hear she say book room number 8, damn, what she mean. Is my memory weaker or what? I can't even have a flash of her memory, sound don't even familiar.. Shit. Really can't figure out, wuah! Stupid Elric.. So sleepy today.. Can't do computer work or paper work, i will knock my head on table then sleep.. So sleepy.. I am going to make a new look for my blog, got some problem with it, i will edit a more nicer one. MSN hyikyang@yahoo.com i will put one sets of nicer emotion key, i will add more others sets too, can't wait to use it, old one will be delete. Chinese new years, very happy with anime.. Why anime don't have chinese new year version de.. I believe in future will got. Christine Yo, so sorry o.. You know what, i never forget you, just sometime i don't have a things to chat with you.. But it is okay la, it is enough that we are still friend^^ Thomas, thanks a lots of giving me alone, not asking me to go out at midnight anymore, actually i never feel like shit when we stay until midnight, i enjoy it. Hamburger, huh, how good that if we are still friend, i wonder whats your email for MSN, can't be friend in real life but in net world still can be except. Actually my blog very easy to be search and discover by friend, don't know why.. Maybe later i guess, this blog just got few week old after reborn. Try imagine how is me, talkative, quiet, playfull or disturber.. It is all in one. How many secret that i got? How are needle stab in my heart? How many wound are there? How many scar that you can count? xD care this also no use, smile always, give out happiness is the most important, sharing is great too. Boss give me half salary bonus, it is cool, work half month only.. Thanks to malaizai lorr.. Hate also must thanks a bit la. Boss also a bit kiamsiap.. Give so few.. better than dont have. 

Ragnarok

I discover one new website that i can download a lots song, it is original soundtrack type so it will be a lots of track other than song, something like speech. Going to spend a long time for downloading those, contain a lots from # to z, love it so much. Huh, my hand is okay, no musle ache, oh my god, how come i can't feel anything(read previous post to know what happen to my hand)? New year bonus this week, malaizai help me ask, nice liao. This new year will got a lots of anime in my phone, it will be very best.. Anime no chinese new year. Huh, ragnarok online, what so nice about it? Here is some photo that i take with TAN KWAN YAN in ragnarok online. Nice and rare equipment, hehehehe.

Arm

yo, what's up guys, today i am so sleepy!! wake up so early~ online very long oo, streamyx so sohai.. disconnecting me whole day, what the ** do they want me to feel.. dont care this la..

tonight a shopping complex near my house [bream mall] got 988 and 8tv people open concert, so best and a lots of people, i hug up my sister and try to make her the highest, i am not high also, can give her full view la. huh, i bring her up on my shoulder for 70% for the whole concert, you know what, my arm energy is zero! whole arm no energy, how do i work tomorrow? there got free hongpau too, all just discount ticket and some lucky number only x(

my hand feel like dead, my sister how easy neh?? 20+ kg or more? is that heavy? huh, 70% of whole concert!! damn.. i cant even watch properly, trying to balance it and give 100% safe on my shoulder..

end x(

Why

why so i have this type of shit attitude, this attitude are bad or what! this type of attitude is very weak and bad, can suicide if cant hold but it is okay for me. what wrong with me, not telling x( dont care la..

this morning so angry, i set alarm on my phone for perfect rest but my mother so make me wake up early, she do that for what?

this morning boss forget to bring key to work, suddenly it dont took a long time for waiting, add up my temperature.

whole day facing computer coding in new books, you know what, it is sleepy!! hundreds of book!!

human true face will reveal if together long, good, bad, we will see.

anime and me, our relationship is a bit crack because of computer, i hope anime and me will be normal back like always x(

endto

Can't

yo guys, it is friday, friday is quite special actually because tomorrow is saturday. today work make my mucle growth big xD you know what, i am strong now, strong in physical. why! i am a bit type like wu suo wei, everything is never mind, actually i am still that weak ;( end, no comment for this

huh, how to be strong, damn

Proud

today malaizai, the driver not working today. he born in year 1966 same like my parent, he more more than three children. olders children is standard six in this year, youngest one just born. dont know why he still staying in vk wong enterprise, he can become a taxi driver. do you know, there are a lots or taxi driver can marry and buy how and.. dont know how to explain, here i am example, i got three sibling, my mother never work, only my father drive taxi can keep us alive, what so bad about it? malaizai should think about it, he say his wife not allowed because, his wife is clever, she know malaizai is pervert, she scare his husband will go sleep with.. handsome and cool o that malaizai. he is pity, salary is low, wonder how he.. any job recommend for him?

Disaster

 In the years of 1999 , it suppose to be a year that end every living things on earth. So many year before the years of 1999 a guy predict that everything will end on the year but why nothing happen? It passed 10 years from the day that the guy predict. Actually it do have a disaster at 1999 , i think, no one can remember it. If you are a diary writer, please checkout some pages at 1999 , surely you will see some missed pages, thats the day that the earth encounter a very big disaster. I am 9 years old at that year, it is very weird, all people memory of that day have been disappear except me. It is a nightmare, just like a dream but it is true. Not earthquake, volcano explode or else, this disaster make a lots of human turn hopeless, the sky is just like 7 o'clock morning and the wind blow softly.. You can't see any light from moon or feel any heat sun. No night time or morning, everytime is the same, no rain too. Temperature is under 25' huh, it is cold too. All the human start sleep all the time, don't even think of work, all tv program time have change too, 9pm only got show to watch, close at 12am mean nothing to watch. Ya, my story quite silly but wait me finish it. Day after day, week after week, human start to sleep more, it mean can sleep one day. Human appetite have lost, all people become thin, even my friend Thomas is more thin than me. For me, just having some insomnia and no appetite. In my room, i got write down how many day have pass on the wall, you know what, it is already a year. How human can survive that long? Huh, all human sleeps is just like hibernating itself, sleep more that always, they are not dead but sleep like dead. For people that not get infected, much of it is kid. For kid like me on that age, to survive, i have to learn cooking or STEALING food. Wild animal start to disappear, where they go? I am very sad, very very sad. God is just like a rule or living things for human. Two year have pass, plant stop growing, a lots of human already not waking up, you know what i mean. My body health is getting weaker, a bit like leaving this world. I see a lots of kid hunger to dead, sitting at road side, there already already nothing that can be eat. Year 2001 , it is the day that i am going to die. And i have no more idea for this story. Stop it, making nonsense is wasting time, ^^more nonsense next time, i wonder how many of you all have readed. I use about half or one hours for it. Actually i am going to make the story turn back to normal but i am dizzy and silly.. Damn sleepy and tired. Darn, not going to sleep early.. Post end..