20-02-2009 KMP for now

http://www.kmp.edu.my

nah~ they are not replying my message and i am not going to spam them
i dont believe i cant fight with my fate
i dont believe i am that hopeless
jia you!!

20-02-2009 dead coming

It is february now
I am regret that i don't struggle on studying at first
But i never hope for returning to pass to change it
Never hope for returning to pass because the moment we are having now is the most perfect
Always hope i can back to pass so that
I can change a lots of things but from now on
I will never think it anymore
Thinking it mean regret and giving up
For now, the most important is study
I have send a mail to KMP asking for some advice and help
Metro prima college
It is the only hope i get for now
Waiting some email reply
I hate my parent for asking me work
I hate them for asking me not to study
I hate myself for wasting so much time
I hate everything of me
Life is not perfect, not lucky and despair
Want to have a car, want to have a house
I hope i am lucky and got talent for something but i don't
I believe everyone got its own talent
I believe i got my own talent but what talent?
It must be a useless talent of course
Things that i like, no talent on it
I am 18years old now
I don't want to waste anytime
I want fast and now
I feel despair when a new day come
Nothing change a lot in my life
Everyday and time is same
I am just like wasting my time
My parent don't even care a damn
So what, i am only a moron
Now only rush on this problem
Elric, do you know it is a bit late for now?
I don't care anything now
Must fast!!
Any advice?
Morning and early post
Short post

19-02-2009 baka's

it is a lazy post for today
dont know why
it is a short post for today
this morning
i pack all thing very good
ready for the driver to deliver
my boss check before sent out
he go say me wrong
yeah yeah yeah, he is right, i dont care
all school get not complete item
driver angry with me
so hard only i good back with him
think of begging him help for bankin
now what to do.. so i have to think of my way
study.. choose marketing okay ma?
i got a bit hope now
i want the house so much
can get before age25?
hope la, so easy then good lorr
who know what the picture mean at bottom
Elric and Raven

wuahahahaha, no one will know what it mean i guess, try you best la
it is not a drawing and i dont even really know what it mean
i know i like that^^

four stamp only, anyone can give some suggestion what to post out?
each post used 2 stamp
post to Raven
herm.. what to post
i want her to show what i post on photo!!
show the stamp too
herm, what to post then
let me think
i got a lot to post
letter will be like tissue roll
haih.. give me suggestion^^
shh.. a bit ahbi things here
what also hide me meh, dowan tell people also dont hide
you hide you more hard
er.. do i hide anything..
forget lu
ahbi, talk to the wall^^
just tell your problem to yourself and discuss with yourself
gau dim lorr
me everyday talk in Raven in heart, no problem ak
she dont hear u dont care

video!! just want to keep it here.. lag? dont view la!!
low quality also, geli only got!!
WARNING already.. Raven cannot watch if don't want geli!!

18-02-2009 my ipod shuffle and other

heh, only photo?
dont believe i have one?



why am i showing it?
got any fishy thing?
am i showing off?
reason is a bit secret?
this ipod suppose to the in throwed
why?
i dont know..
i found it so it is mine..
i like to do what i like^^
just want to tell that i just found a ipod in home
and i just owned it

who say i am scare xp
honestly, i scare to dead
it is very horrible
clown is the most!!
i hate the manderin word of clown!!
no more clown!!
i scare cockroach so much!!
it is my first time touching it, a dead cockroach
this small thing also scare
why i am so dare to tell her ne?
i jumped up and uwah when the cockroach fall to ground xp
heh, i am dare to touch
you dare?
i make it as first time o
xp i dare but still not yet really dare
i will try until i really no more no feeling with it



see what, never see house before?
the house that open is my house
the house that closed is also my house but in future
i will try my best to get the house
everyone that want to move to my future house
i tell them it is haunted
all will leave
i dreamed and always targeting the house
i will be very sad if the house got people live
help me jia you!!
i will get the house for sure!!
i will haunt them away if got people dare to take my house!!
it is mine!!

short post, thanks you..

17-02-2009 finally said, done now

LOL please dont read this silly post!!

Last night sleep a bit late
Morning wake up a bit early
Online one hour in the morning
Feeling so tired, sleepy and weak when i am in house at morning
Boss reach office a bit late
Boss ask me to take all library book each to office
Boss ask me to write a delivery order form ACCORDING to publisher
All the book mess up
Mixed and can't separate
Total 78 books wanted
He ask me to take ALL new book on 2009
I take all out
He say this book is for primary chinese school, why take those book that I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO TAKE
I take more that x00 out
All the book mixed
Boss scold me like i don't have mother give birth
I am okay, too low to care what he say
Later when time it is not enough time
I think of an idea to choose and pick out all those book
Done in half hours, re-pick
Get scold again
He say, why you take so long time
But whats my fault?
I am doing what the tell me
Breakfast skipped
Just waked up no appetite in the morning
Plan to eat in office
Not enough time
I am hungry
Stomach is growling
What can i do
It is too late for me to eat when i am free
I can't eat my lunch if i eat my breakfast at the time
I will never enlarge my weight if continue like this
I will be thin and weak :(
Yesterday night on MSN
Elric, Raven, Ron and Joey is chatting
we are a msn group friend hyikyang@hotmail.com or hyikyang@yahoo.com
add me if want to join
Ron and Joey want to have a name for this group
cant think of anime name
Try guess who is the one that create this group
Last week before valentine
It is just like a dream
I feel so happy, great and sweet when i sms with Raven
Her sms can make me smile whole day
It is super sweet
It is my first time receiving those sweet sms from her
She is just like different from last time or always
Her sms is very sweet
She make me feel so happy
Suddenly i feel like
I am in love with her
At first i am really not sure
We didn't meet before
Actually we don't really talk before too
Just have a very short talk at year 2005 on call
I remember she say before that she don't believe someone that never meet or talk will in love by chatting
So am i really loving her or actually i am not?
Of course i am sure that i love her
I got discuss something about my feeling to Joey and Ron after i think i fall to Raven
They are giving me full confirmation that actually i really love her
I don't even dare to tell myself that i love her
I didn't even directly tell them i like Raven or i love Raven
Yesterday night
Joey suddenly say
Raven, i think Elric love you
Raven reply like a bit weird or i see wrong
At that time
I suddenly feel like i don't want to hide it anymore
Yes i admit, i love her
I am searching my phone like crazy
Trying to call her and say Raven i love you
I know she is accompanying her mother
Thats what she tell me
I have asked few time permission, can i call you
She is making me more nervous to call
At last i have decide to tell her by sms that i love her
It is my first time, telling girl that i like, i love you
I never dare to tell a girl i like her or love her
Making this post make me feel so nervous
I don't even believe what have i post or what have i tell Raven..
Not like me at all.. am Elric Hoo or Edward Elric
thats all

attention the picture at bottom is true tears but i am not crying!!
the tears is from my acting skill
flow with real feeling, drop with acting skill
tears can drop in one minute xp
i try to drop a lot my tears before
my eye will feel so sour if too much fake tears have been made
believe it or not?


what a long post with short word
whew~
;P

EDITED [comment open]

16-02-2009 purple shop item for Raven^^

Purples-shop Online Beauty Care
click the link if you want to know about purples-shop
uwah!! Raven say she is coming to kepong next month!!
actually i am planning to give by hand
now this is a chance!!
what chance?

LOL do you think i will tell the readers why?

of course i will tell why.. get what i mean?

you know what, this post really make me take a very long time to post it x(
okay now, make it easy and fast
show you what am i going to give Raven

SHILLS 五合一 EGF 防禦還白C水粉底|SHILLS 5 in 1 EGF Whitening Q10 Foudation Spray

有 ”保養””隔離”、”粉底” 、”遮瑕”、”蜜粉”五合一效果!
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DOT.DOT SMOKY EYE SHADOW - DOT.DOT黑耀時尚烟熏眼彩盒
超显色、服貼質地 眼影+眼線+打亮 一盒完成

營造深邃烟熏黑瞳，創造驚艷時尚立体色澤，結合艳紫及湛綠2色突显眼窩輪廓，黑耀眼線能加深勾勒煙燻魅眼線條，明亮色-銀白打造光澤感，恣意堆疊深淺high light，編織出深邃烟熏渾圓大眼。

秋季彩妝：
1. 眼影、眼線雙用描繪漸層。
2. 眼窩凹處增添陰影色，強調立體感。
3. 局部打亮，加強眉下及眼窩明亮度，眼妝更顯立體明亮有神。

how is it? nice ma? and Raven^^ is it the want you want? i will re-edit this post if wrong
hope you will like it and i will give by my hand
LOL nervous until want to fainted already
dont want to write a lot :p

16-02-2009 showing myself

I really can't believe why i make this post
Or actually i want to show off?
Actually i just don't want to be in thin categories!
Everyone say i am thin
This make me feel like, wa!! I am not!!
No people will like me de le if say me thin
;( Raven surely will laugh to de*d [cannot say] when she see this x(

see my thin stomach? so is it that thin?

see my arm, i got mucsle, nice ma? small but more better than other lorr, look so horrible

So now say i am not thin in comment^^
give me some comment about my hand and stomach too^^
er.. Raven ar, you.. dont make [laugh word] in comment Y_Y