Sunday, 10 May 2009

10-05-2009

[LINK] a post that cant be forget..

it wil be a short post i guess because i am having my dinner now and i have to go out later then come back and go out again.. thomas called me just now.. every sound that made by phone, i just cant.. it make me think of.. darn.. someone woked me up this morning :p i will revenge if i go the chance, i cant have a nice sleep last night because my phone is so noisy.. my phone will be automatically logged in to YM when i sign out so when got people IM me, i will receive sms.. i dont off my phone of set silent mode during my sleeping time.

i need some comment for my header in chatbox :) my new header..

today i start some answer in Y!AM already, i think i will slowly join and active there :) hope can make more friend but i feel like the place is a bit quite.. not much response and question..

Raven took the "How well do you know Hoo Yik Yang?" quiz.

Raven's score: 87%
you are the one that i know can get 100% i am so disappointed, dont text me liao!! if you are facebook user, click on the link to try the question, it is not easy too..

when day time's turn to night
when the moon, shine's bright
when you tught in tight
when everything's alright
sleep soflty to the place
when secret thought run free
there come face to face
who you want to be so
swim across the ocean blue
fly a rocket to the moon
you can change your eye
or you can change the world
make a change
dont be afraid
life, is your to live
take a change
and the the best is yet to go..
make a wish..
it's up to you
find a stream inside
then watch your dream come true
you can be a shooting star
but magic right there in your heart
close your eye
believe
and make a wish~

i always hope for happiness
it finally fullfill my wish
cause i just need, to see you smile~

it is a song lyric that i type my own because i cant get the original lyric.. okay then, i got to go, dinner is cold already.. have a nice day to ELRIC :( bye~ post end!!

Saturday, 9 May 2009

09-05-2009 stuck up post

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this is so damn stupid okay, the forum dont even contain the topic in it and why must they ban me? i am a loyal visitor in the forum okay? this world is really suck~ luckily the didnt ban my IP so it mean i can still break in and register a new account. i need the website to for my PC.
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dont have much thing to blog but feel like want to blog..

it is a saturday again, today i am so boring, have a very weird dream too.. chatted with few people today, they are quite nice and telled me a lots of thing, thanks to them that i am feeling better now. dont know i cant just stop awhile on thinking something, it is driving me crazy. this blog post cant be forget.. hope that meadow will check it out..

simple normal daily post.. share you all some clips.. it is a very sad clips and nice song, i add the original mv with it too

09-05-2009 dream

my dream for today, almost forget complete, still got few part

i got three adult video in my house
i didn't bought the video
the video contain different things when i buy
this dream is just like few week dream
so i take the disc to change at pasar malam
i choose very long
cant decide what to get
picked few anime to choose but didn't buy
at last, spended my money on junk food
on my way back
i saw my boss with his van, miss him i guess
i still can think of someone even i didn't see it in dream
so i have bought a junk food back
next part of dream went to school
i am a special student
i have been invited to a teacher conferences
they talk a lot but i cant hear what they say
suddenly got student interrupt, door is open
so many Indian student, i look at them fiercely but
Indian student don't scare me
when the door is open, i look outside, everywhere of it
hope that i can see her.. i didn't..
i cant see her doesn't mean i..
it can mean by i scare that i can see her so i cant see
saw few Chinese student but not her
so the class have start
all the student go to class..
in a short time, suddenly recess
i don't eat during recess but i am going to canteen
recess time too short..
when i back to class, everyone have their sits
i have to choose but to sit behind..
it is not my form5 class memory, it is new
got one insane teacher come it
i dont know why must i listen song on phone during class
it is quick loud..
the teacher found it and want to take my phone
i just like, shit!! if my phone is away from me!!
haih.. luckily i wake up, i never let my phone away from me, never!!

make new post when i got something to write.. :( today i didnt get to wake up by meadow!! my phone battery dry out.. it is okay and never mind, i am still waking up early. her brother is back today, i hope they can have a great time.. END POST

Friday, 8 May 2009

08-05-2009 daily post

it is another daily post of mine on blog, update everyday and done care if i am feeling not well or sick. i can feel like blogging every time and day but don't know why i just cant blog anything well. a reply to a blog honestly i don't really understand completely but i understand a bit, remember what have you told me before when you checked something on my blog, from that day start, i already tried my best to be fake and nothing, it just don't work, you might be feeling weird or don't understand why and how, :) just let time fade everything. and make it like normal. if i really want to struggle on you, (it mean i don't understand you) i don't really hold you tight and say i want you or anything. make it like normal. sorry if my writing here hurt your eye. just want to use small front on this. i am not that dumb as you think actually, i act a lot in front of a lot people, no one can really know what i want or think, EVEN that i cry in front of my parent, they just cant get what i mean and just make a mistake on me. actually i can into is not a very complicated things plus everyone will like someone without reason. you are a very strong and a very good girl, i found out that you are quite attractive on a lots of thing, can this be reason that i like you? click here to read more. i dont hope for anything and i cant force you on anything, do what you like and how you think. i don't think that i cant. i wake up a bit late today, no one wake me up.. feeling sick whole day but i cant sick!! must fight it to be strong. feeling very tired and weak for whole day. this afternoon i went out to a clinic with my brother, so many people are there to see doctor, weather is not good so a lot people fall to sick. my sister went to dentist today, her teeth broke inside her flesh.. so horrible.. the dentist say it is fine then fine.. huh..

meadow is sick today :( caught a cold i guess, sleep so late last night.. i hope she will be fine tomorrow, her chat are like nothing today but i know she is not feeling well. "take care yourself well, drink more water and have some rest" i already repeat saying this to you a lots of time because i cant see how are you or know how are you now :( please be fine and dont sick, jia you!!

post end..

Thursday, 7 May 2009

07-06-2009

it is my drawing again, it is a pen drawing so it don't look nice.. pity.. actually i can sharpen my skill by training my drawing skill more but i don't really have the mood or feeling to draw. i like drawing a lot, it is very much.. sketching is my favorite and it is also my weakest way on drawing. there are someone that i am very proud with her drawing, didn't see much of it because she only displayed few. actually there are skill and technique in drawing too so it is not that easy.

i think i should stop everything and make it on next time or chance, it cant be now or after this so just hold it awhile for a moment. i am mind on what i think when i think of it. i know myself don't have ability and i will not have ability for now. it is not right at all. from all the people i know in online world, people than online in house, when i think of myself, i feel like i am the most unique one among all of them. i am not rich and i am not suppose to be the type that can online that long time, even a friend of mine always say he is poor but from what i see, he don't feel that poor to me other than a lucky one.

nobody knows who i really am, i never felt this empty before, and if i ever need someone to come along, who is going comfort me and keep me strong? we are all rowing the boat of fate, the waves keep on coming and we can't escape, but if we ever get lost on our way, the waves would guide you through another day. far away, i am breathing, as if i were transparent, it would seem i was in the dark, but i was only blindfolded. i give a prayer as i wait for the new day. shining vividly up to the edge of that sea. nobody knows who I really am, maybe they just don't give a damn, but if I ever need someone to come along, i know you would follow me, and keep me strong. People hearts change and sneak away from them, the moon in its new cycle leads the boats again. and every time i see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart, you make me want to strain at the oars, and soon, i can see the shore. i can see the shore, when will u see the shore? i want you to know who I really am, i never thought i will feel this way towards you, and if you ever need someone to come along, i will follow you and keep you strong. and still the journey continues on quiet days as well, the moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again. i give a prayer as i wait for the new day, shining vividly up to the edge of that sea. and every time i see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart, you make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon, i can see the shore. we are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us, but it is not that still a wonderful journey? are they any of them a wonderful journey?

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

06-05-2009 horrible sister

1st video
my sister cant hear what i say when i ask her to come in the room and do homework, you see she hide something under the table then take it out back right, she scare i will steal it to drink, it is only 40second because my phone got error when i record, it got more and funny part.. sorry for my voice in video
2nd video
sorry for my voice in video again, listen carefully what she say, (write the answer first)
3rd video
i am so so sorry for my voice in video and the way i talk, it sound so old and lame plus rough right, i already feel so shy for that so dont comment about my voice, can you? see how my sister get mad and please ignore me in video!! i am so stupid and i am so shy!! better dont watch!! my sister so~
4th video
please dont watch :) please!! i keep this as my memory in public but i dont hope for any comment for it!! shy like hell!! you can comment about my sister but please dont comment about me, forget my living on video, thanks

i take a very long time on this video upload, i am so damn tired and hope that i can have a sleep!! publish it now, good night

06-05-2009

try guess where i snap the photo from?

06-05-2009

All my life so many times
I have dreamed that I could fly
Like a bird so proud and free
Where there are no boundaries
Soaring through the endless blue
If dreams came true

I would spread my wings out wide
Let the wind song lift me high
Feel the breeze as it caressed my face
And my cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I know
I have been there once before
Close my eyes and in a moment's time
I would find the joy I knew
If dreams came true

Far above the world I'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last I'm free
Oh, how gracefully I'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true

Gazing at the distant sky
Have you dreamed that you could fly
Felt the breeze as it caressed your face
And your cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I see
This was always meant to be
Close your eyes and with your hand in mine
I would fly away with you
If dreams came true

Far above the world we'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last we're free
Oh, how gracefully we'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true

Tuesday, 5 May 2009

06-05-2009 use emotion icon to write a blog post

i am so sorry for my the post today

dont you ever make me angry in comment

some post word is just to suit the emotion so don't take it so serious

by the way, it is a bit shock this morning

nothing that shock actually, there are something about

i wonder will it be successfull or not

so why dont we pray for it, mabye it can success right

i hope that everything will be fine to both of my friend

actually i am listening music right now while writing post, sing a bit

my mood is a bit nice today, wake up by ownself

i wake up a bit too early this morning, how good if i can sleep late and let someone wake me up by phone, it will be a very fun

there are two friend of mind are having some guy problem, i hope they will solve thier pending answer quick, both of them are waiting reply or trying too, keep up