Monday, 11 May 2009
11-05-2009
i don't want to have any instant message or message sending contact for a moment
A nostalgic smelli cant write that good word, i hope i can write it out one day
flutters in the wind
even though you burned out
and are no longer here.
Since then, my heart has been
an eternal white Arctic night.
I cannot love anyone like that.
Loneliness together with loneliness--
a traveler and a traveler.
The momentary midsummer
that enveloped we two.
Even now, in my hands
your weight and warmth sighs...
I wish I could have given you life.
But why is it that I alone am alive like this?
Look down, please, from somewhere in
the sky, on this way of life
that does not embarrass you.
Loneliness together with loneliness--
a traveler and a traveler.
It was a parting we could see
from the time we first met.
Believing in the day when we can meet,
far off in time,
I wander in the white Arctic night.
11-05-2009 broken wing
today is my sister birthday, i don't feel anything and i cant feel anything. yesterday my father get some Singapore dollar from European and he is so happy and excited about it. money is my father eye is so high and important to him, he rather use money that can support me study for gamble. i don't what is he thinking, he born in 1966 and the age he is having now, suppose to be very mature and know how to think. i wonder, how do he rare me grown up with a thinking that he is having. okay now, last night my father buy a present for my sister in KFC, it is a happy meal but i cant feel any happy things flowing around. my father even bought a cake last night, i am so damn shy and don't dare to go near. what so shy? my father is so busy today? why must he buy a cake that early and his mind and thinking is (cheap and delicious cake, especially small) i don't mind if he want to safe money or celebrate it with simple way but he don't seen like knowing anything about birthday celebration. i am not going to celebrate my birthday forever with them, birthday is not happy and nice to me anymore, it is a nightmare because a birthday that don't have any feel of birthday, it is something like faster end the process of blowing candle and singing song. i hate birthday and i don't like birthday. to my sister, i feel so pity and sad to her because she have this kind of father, i can sure in future, my father will be the type that hate by every human on heart. he cant understand a things and he cant accept a things. last night before i went out to cheras with friend, my father get mad because my mother say "so late already why still let my sister hang around and letting her sleep" my father straight away fly of the newspaper and say bad word and more, he say "it is not my responsibility and how i know that she need to sleep? this small things also want to say me" my father is damn stupid useless and i hate him so much
last night my Thomas asked me to go out, he say he will be going to cheras at 10pm so i wait him in house. charging my phone and sms with bird, bird mood is not good yesterday.. why.. don't know. i waited my friend from 10pm and they arrived at 12am. actually i already dont want to go and want to get ready to sleep but i dont have work to do, if they ask me out at anytime also, i think it will be fine and alright plus i dont want to be left out anymore. they arrived at 12am and asked me to wait from 11.30pm. last night i think a lots of thing in half hours time of waiting before 12am.. things that i think is.. never mind then, it is nothing that important to blog it out. last night, the time from 11.30pm to 12am i am waiting my friend at downstair, there area lots of wild dog wondering around and barking and searching for food, those dog are quite fierce, luckily then dont care me because i just look at them. thomas is the one that fetches four people to cheras, he is a driver for last night, max speed is until 160km/h is it fast? i still cant feel it yet because he drive auto gear car. his driving skill is quite dangerous and i can die with them if the lorry didnt give him way last night. elric, thomas, mark, bryan and andy, five people went out, four of us go to meet bryan that stay in cheras, we are a very good friend since from form2, two of the friend is from standard4 i guess. we walked to a place to drink tea, thomas order big watermelon juice and roti telur add bawang, bryan order orange juice and roti kosong, mark order roti kosong and big orange juice, me and andy drink lime water. we talk quite lots last night, much of it is about me of course, i am the most useless among all of them. in four of the friend there, my subject is the most greatest and coollest of course, two credit for english and science. how do i say it to start, we all start our conversation by asking what are we doing now. thomas is doing his own lorry delivering business, mark work as store manager in dont know what company and he is currently studying about computer with bryan. andy is studying about hotel management. me? eat and sleep in home of course, at first i let them nag and scold for awhile, it is impossible that a friend will dont dare a friend staying in house and doing nothing. i slowly telled them that i cant study or get a work in the moment. study is quite impossible to me because there are a human on earth that call father to me. i believe that no one can console him and make him understand because he just cant accept the true about the important of studying, he is a bullshit. none of my friend believe what have i say about my father, there are no paren on earth that dont want its own child to study, i hate my father and i want to kill him a lot, stabbed him with a knife with my own hand, it feel so relief and nice but what for? i killed him doesnt mean that i can study, it only will worsen my image and life. all of my friend last night tolded me and asked me to study and dont waste my time and i am not type that cant study. it is quite hard to talk with them last night because normal human will think, if i want to study, who can stop me but i really have been blocked and begged for dont study. mark say, dont waste my result and go for study, dont quarrel with my father and slowly console and tell him, i can swear that my father will never understand even if i jump of from building now, i hate him so much and i will never forgive him even if he really changed completely to a good person. in future, parent will be my enemy of life, i will try my best to move out, live alone. i tell my friend my father dont understand about studying and the important of a cert, sometime he act, if want to study then go to those cheap place and get a cert, i dont mind about getting a cert at anywhere but next day, "study is useless, when come out to work, salary will be very few and it will raise very slow, if can get approve to work, will waste this and that" his mind is 100% negative and on bad way of thinking, i am so damn angry when i talk with him, he cant get what human say because he is a shit. i already so speechless to this piece of shit and i already give up of it, i want to get a job quick, safe enough money for my life. he is a shit. at last, my friend still dont really helped me but i must thanks them a lot because of giving me such an affection to my life and future.
meadow, can you tell me what to do next? i am really losing my direction in life, i dont know what to do. i will not be able to do anything if i continue stucking like this, online 15hours a day, i can crazy if i continue my life this way for more than a month. i cant do anything if i dont have my own transport, i dont put a hope on my parent anymore because they are totally hopeless and useless. by the way, i am not sure that whether, have toy read what i reply you on blog? i dont know what am i after to.. speechless
last night my Thomas asked me to go out, he say he will be going to cheras at 10pm so i wait him in house. charging my phone and sms with bird, bird mood is not good yesterday.. why.. don't know. i waited my friend from 10pm and they arrived at 12am. actually i already dont want to go and want to get ready to sleep but i dont have work to do, if they ask me out at anytime also, i think it will be fine and alright plus i dont want to be left out anymore. they arrived at 12am and asked me to wait from 11.30pm. last night i think a lots of thing in half hours time of waiting before 12am.. things that i think is.. never mind then, it is nothing that important to blog it out. last night, the time from 11.30pm to 12am i am waiting my friend at downstair, there area lots of wild dog wondering around and barking and searching for food, those dog are quite fierce, luckily then dont care me because i just look at them. thomas is the one that fetches four people to cheras, he is a driver for last night, max speed is until 160km/h is it fast? i still cant feel it yet because he drive auto gear car. his driving skill is quite dangerous and i can die with them if the lorry didnt give him way last night. elric, thomas, mark, bryan and andy, five people went out, four of us go to meet bryan that stay in cheras, we are a very good friend since from form2, two of the friend is from standard4 i guess. we walked to a place to drink tea, thomas order big watermelon juice and roti telur add bawang, bryan order orange juice and roti kosong, mark order roti kosong and big orange juice, me and andy drink lime water. we talk quite lots last night, much of it is about me of course, i am the most useless among all of them. in four of the friend there, my subject is the most greatest and coollest of course, two credit for english and science. how do i say it to start, we all start our conversation by asking what are we doing now. thomas is doing his own lorry delivering business, mark work as store manager in dont know what company and he is currently studying about computer with bryan. andy is studying about hotel management. me? eat and sleep in home of course, at first i let them nag and scold for awhile, it is impossible that a friend will dont dare a friend staying in house and doing nothing. i slowly telled them that i cant study or get a work in the moment. study is quite impossible to me because there are a human on earth that call father to me. i believe that no one can console him and make him understand because he just cant accept the true about the important of studying, he is a bullshit. none of my friend believe what have i say about my father, there are no paren on earth that dont want its own child to study, i hate my father and i want to kill him a lot, stabbed him with a knife with my own hand, it feel so relief and nice but what for? i killed him doesnt mean that i can study, it only will worsen my image and life. all of my friend last night tolded me and asked me to study and dont waste my time and i am not type that cant study. it is quite hard to talk with them last night because normal human will think, if i want to study, who can stop me but i really have been blocked and begged for dont study. mark say, dont waste my result and go for study, dont quarrel with my father and slowly console and tell him, i can swear that my father will never understand even if i jump of from building now, i hate him so much and i will never forgive him even if he really changed completely to a good person. in future, parent will be my enemy of life, i will try my best to move out, live alone. i tell my friend my father dont understand about studying and the important of a cert, sometime he act, if want to study then go to those cheap place and get a cert, i dont mind about getting a cert at anywhere but next day, "study is useless, when come out to work, salary will be very few and it will raise very slow, if can get approve to work, will waste this and that" his mind is 100% negative and on bad way of thinking, i am so damn angry when i talk with him, he cant get what human say because he is a shit. i already so speechless to this piece of shit and i already give up of it, i want to get a job quick, safe enough money for my life. he is a shit. at last, my friend still dont really helped me but i must thanks them a lot because of giving me such an affection to my life and future.
meadow, can you tell me what to do next? i am really losing my direction in life, i dont know what to do. i will not be able to do anything if i continue stucking like this, online 15hours a day, i can crazy if i continue my life this way for more than a month. i cant do anything if i dont have my own transport, i dont put a hope on my parent anymore because they are totally hopeless and useless. by the way, i am not sure that whether, have toy read what i reply you on blog? i dont know what am i after to.. speechless
going to end my post, is this a long post? it is just some express and some of my story......................................................................... make more post later if i got something to write
Sunday, 10 May 2009
10-05-2009
[LINK] a post that cant be forget..
it wil be a short post i guess because i am having my dinner now and i have to go out later then come back and go out again.. thomas called me just now.. every sound that made by phone, i just cant.. it make me think of.. darn.. someone woked me up this morning :p i will revenge if i go the chance, i cant have a nice sleep last night because my phone is so noisy.. my phone will be automatically logged in to YM when i sign out so when got people IM me, i will receive sms.. i dont off my phone of set silent mode during my sleeping time.
i need some comment for my header in chatbox :) my new header..
today i start some answer in Y!AM already, i think i will slowly join and active there :) hope can make more friend but i feel like the place is a bit quite.. not much response and question..
it wil be a short post i guess because i am having my dinner now and i have to go out later then come back and go out again.. thomas called me just now.. every sound that made by phone, i just cant.. it make me think of.. darn.. someone woked me up this morning :p i will revenge if i go the chance, i cant have a nice sleep last night because my phone is so noisy.. my phone will be automatically logged in to YM when i sign out so when got people IM me, i will receive sms.. i dont off my phone of set silent mode during my sleeping time.
i need some comment for my header in chatbox :) my new header..
today i start some answer in Y!AM already, i think i will slowly join and active there :) hope can make more friend but i feel like the place is a bit quite.. not much response and question..
Raven's score: 87%
you are the one that i know can get 100% i am so disappointed, dont text me liao!! if you are facebook user, click on the link to try the question, it is not easy too..
you are the one that i know can get 100% i am so disappointed, dont text me liao!! if you are facebook user, click on the link to try the question, it is not easy too..
when day time's turn to nightit is a song lyric that i type my own because i cant get the original lyric.. okay then, i got to go, dinner is cold already.. have a nice day to ELRIC :( bye~ post end!!
when the moon, shine's bright
when you tught in tight
when everything's alright
sleep soflty to the place
when secret thought run free
there come face to face
who you want to be so
swim across the ocean blue
fly a rocket to the moon
you can change your eye
or you can change the world
make a change
dont be afraid
life, is your to live
take a change
and the the best is yet to go..
make a wish..
it's up to you
find a stream inside
then watch your dream come true
you can be a shooting star
but magic right there in your heart
close your eye
believe
and make a wish~
i always hope for happiness
it finally fullfill my wish
cause i just need, to see you smile~
Saturday, 9 May 2009
09-05-2009 stuck up post
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dont have much thing to blog but feel like want to blog..
it is a saturday again, today i am so boring, have a very weird dream too.. chatted with few people today, they are quite nice and telled me a lots of thing, thanks to them that i am feeling better now. dont know i cant just stop awhile on thinking something, it is driving me crazy. this blog post cant be forget.. hope that meadow will check it out..
simple normal daily post.. share you all some clips.. it is a very sad clips and nice song, i add the original mv with it too
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dont have much thing to blog but feel like want to blog..
it is a saturday again, today i am so boring, have a very weird dream too.. chatted with few people today, they are quite nice and telled me a lots of thing, thanks to them that i am feeling better now. dont know i cant just stop awhile on thinking something, it is driving me crazy. this blog post cant be forget.. hope that meadow will check it out..
simple normal daily post.. share you all some clips.. it is a very sad clips and nice song, i add the original mv with it too
09-05-2009 dream
my dream for today, almost forget complete, still got few part
- i got three adult video in my house
- i didn't bought the video
- the video contain different things when i buy
- this dream is just like few week dream
- so i take the disc to change at pasar malam
- i choose very long
- cant decide what to get
- picked few anime to choose but didn't buy
- at last, spended my money on junk food
- on my way back
- i saw my boss with his van, miss him i guess
- i still can think of someone even i didn't see it in dream
- so i have bought a junk food back
- next part of dream went to school
- i am a special student
- i have been invited to a teacher conferences
- they talk a lot but i cant hear what they say
- suddenly got student interrupt, door is open
- so many Indian student, i look at them fiercely but
- Indian student don't scare me
- when the door is open, i look outside, everywhere of it
- hope that i can see her.. i didn't..
- i cant see her doesn't mean i..
- it can mean by i scare that i can see her so i cant see
- saw few Chinese student but not her
- so the class have start
- all the student go to class..
- in a short time, suddenly recess
- i don't eat during recess but i am going to canteen
- recess time too short..
- when i back to class, everyone have their sits
- i have to choose but to sit behind..
- it is not my form5 class memory, it is new
- got one insane teacher come it
- i dont know why must i listen song on phone during class
- it is quick loud..
- the teacher found it and want to take my phone
- i just like, shit!! if my phone is away from me!!
- haih.. luckily i wake up, i never let my phone away from me, never!!
Friday, 8 May 2009
08-05-2009 daily post
it is another daily post of mine on blog, update everyday and done care if i am feeling not well or sick. i can feel like blogging every time and day but don't know why i just cant blog anything well. a reply to a blog honestly i don't really understand completely but i understand a bit, remember what have you told me before when you checked something on my blog, from that day start, i already tried my best to be fake and nothing, it just don't work, you might be feeling weird or don't understand why and how, :) just let time fade everything. and make it like normal. if i really want to struggle on you, (it mean i don't understand you) i don't really hold you tight and say i want you or anything. make it like normal. sorry if my writing here hurt your eye. just want to use small front on this. i am not that dumb as you think actually, i act a lot in front of a lot people, no one can really know what i want or think, EVEN that i cry in front of my parent, they just cant get what i mean and just make a mistake on me. actually i can into is not a very complicated things plus everyone will like someone without reason. you are a very strong and a very good girl, i found out that you are quite attractive on a lots of thing, can this be reason that i like you? click here to read more. i dont hope for anything and i cant force you on anything, do what you like and how you think. i don't think that i cant. i wake up a bit late today, no one wake me up.. feeling sick whole day but i cant sick!! must fight it to be strong. feeling very tired and weak for whole day. this afternoon i went out to a clinic with my brother, so many people are there to see doctor, weather is not good so a lot people fall to sick. my sister went to dentist today, her teeth broke inside her flesh.. so horrible.. the dentist say it is fine then fine.. huh..
meadow is sick today :( caught a cold i guess, sleep so late last night.. i hope she will be fine tomorrow, her chat are like nothing today but i know she is not feeling well. "take care yourself well, drink more water and have some rest" i already repeat saying this to you a lots of time because i cant see how are you or know how are you now :( please be fine and dont sick, jia you!!post end..
Thursday, 7 May 2009
07-06-2009
it is my drawing again, it is a pen drawing so it don't look nice.. pity.. actually i can sharpen my skill by training my drawing skill more but i don't really have the mood or feeling to draw. i like drawing a lot, it is very much.. sketching is my favorite and it is also my weakest way on drawing. there are someone that i am very proud with her drawing, didn't see much of it because she only displayed few. actually there are skill and technique in drawing too so it is not that easy.
i think i should stop everything and make it on next time or chance, it cant be now or after this so just hold it awhile for a moment. i am mind on what i think when i think of it. i know myself don't have ability and i will not have ability for now. it is not right at all. from all the people i know in online world, people than online in house, when i think of myself, i feel like i am the most unique one among all of them. i am not rich and i am not suppose to be the type that can online that long time, even a friend of mine always say he is poor but from what i see, he don't feel that poor to me other than a lucky one.
nobody knows who i really am, i never felt this empty before, and if i ever need someone to come along, who is going comfort me and keep me strong? we are all rowing the boat of fate, the waves keep on coming and we can't escape, but if we ever get lost on our way, the waves would guide you through another day. far away, i am breathing, as if i were transparent, it would seem i was in the dark, but i was only blindfolded. i give a prayer as i wait for the new day. shining vividly up to the edge of that sea. nobody knows who I really am, maybe they just don't give a damn, but if I ever need someone to come along, i know you would follow me, and keep me strong. People hearts change and sneak away from them, the moon in its new cycle leads the boats again. and every time i see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart, you make me want to strain at the oars, and soon, i can see the shore. i can see the shore, when will u see the shore? i want you to know who I really am, i never thought i will feel this way towards you, and if you ever need someone to come along, i will follow you and keep you strong. and still the journey continues on quiet days as well, the moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again. i give a prayer as i wait for the new day, shining vividly up to the edge of that sea. and every time i see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart, you make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon, i can see the shore. we are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us, but it is not that still a wonderful journey? are they any of them a wonderful journey?
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
06-05-2009 horrible sister
1st video
my sister cant hear what i say when i ask her to come in the room and do homework, you see she hide something under the table then take it out back right, she scare i will steal it to drink, it is only 40second because my phone got error when i record, it got more and funny part.. sorry for my voice in video
2nd video
sorry for my voice in video again, listen carefully what she say, (write the answer first)
3rd video
i am so so sorry for my voice in video and the way i talk, it sound so old and lame plus rough right, i already feel so shy for that so dont comment about my voice, can you? see how my sister get mad and please ignore me in video!! i am so stupid and i am so shy!! better dont watch!! my sister so~
4th video
please dont watch :) please!! i keep this as my memory in public but i dont hope for any comment for it!! shy like hell!! you can comment about my sister but please dont comment about me, forget my living on video, thanks
i take a very long time on this video upload, i am so damn tired and hope that i can have a sleep!! publish it now, good night
my sister cant hear what i say when i ask her to come in the room and do homework, you see she hide something under the table then take it out back right, she scare i will steal it to drink, it is only 40second because my phone got error when i record, it got more and funny part.. sorry for my voice in video
2nd video
sorry for my voice in video again, listen carefully what she say, (write the answer first)
3rd video
i am so so sorry for my voice in video and the way i talk, it sound so old and lame plus rough right, i already feel so shy for that so dont comment about my voice, can you? see how my sister get mad and please ignore me in video!! i am so stupid and i am so shy!! better dont watch!! my sister so~
4th video
please dont watch :) please!! i keep this as my memory in public but i dont hope for any comment for it!! shy like hell!! you can comment about my sister but please dont comment about me, forget my living on video, thanks
i take a very long time on this video upload, i am so damn tired and hope that i can have a sleep!! publish it now, good night
06-05-2009
All my life so many times
I have dreamed that I could fly
Like a bird so proud and free
Where there are no boundaries
Soaring through the endless blue
If dreams came true
I would spread my wings out wide
Let the wind song lift me high
Feel the breeze as it caressed my face
And my cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I know
I have been there once before
Close my eyes and in a moment's time
I would find the joy I knew
If dreams came true
Far above the world I'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last I'm free
Oh, how gracefully I'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true
Gazing at the distant sky
Have you dreamed that you could fly
Felt the breeze as it caressed your face
And your cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I see
This was always meant to be
Close your eyes and with your hand in mine
I would fly away with you
If dreams came true
Far above the world we'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last we're free
Oh, how gracefully we'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true
I have dreamed that I could fly
Like a bird so proud and free
Where there are no boundaries
Soaring through the endless blue
If dreams came true
I would spread my wings out wide
Let the wind song lift me high
Feel the breeze as it caressed my face
And my cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I know
I have been there once before
Close my eyes and in a moment's time
I would find the joy I knew
If dreams came true
Far above the world I'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last I'm free
Oh, how gracefully I'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true
Gazing at the distant sky
Have you dreamed that you could fly
Felt the breeze as it caressed your face
And your cares just drifted away
In my heart of hearts I see
This was always meant to be
Close your eyes and with your hand in mine
I would fly away with you
If dreams came true
Far above the world we'd fly
Shining wings against the sky
Where the air is fresh and sweet
And at last we're free
Oh, how gracefully we'd climb
Through the clouds into the light
To a place that's bright and new
If dreams came true
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
06-05-2009 use emotion icon to write a blog post
i am so sorry for my the post today
dont you ever make me angry in comment
some post word is just to suit the emotion so don't take it so serious
by the way, it is a bit shock this morning
nothing that shock actually, there are something about
i wonder will it be successfull or not
so why dont we pray for it, mabye it can success right
i hope that everything will be fine to both of my friend
actually i am listening music right now while writing post, sing a bit
my mood is a bit nice today, wake up by ownself
i wake up a bit too early this morning, how good if i can sleep late and let someone wake me up by phone, it will be a very fun
there are two friend of mind are having some guy problem, i hope they will solve thier pending answer quick, both of them are waiting reply or trying too, keep up
i dont really helped them a lot because i got limit on my ability
please forgive me if i cant help, i will try my best to help my friend
think about last time, i am a bit blur too
i help any people and friend without caring my own willing, am i a bit dumb
it is nothing wrong for helping right, helping is always the greatest thing in our life and of course i will always help people when they need me
i think i want to offline awhile after updating this post, go to bath and online back later
this emotion icon stun
suppose to be this
sorry
okay now, i want to say something about me
to all people please dont went
what post about me that i shoud make? this is actually a public blog
so now ELRIC will start his post
dont just sit and read, why dont you all stand up and walk awhile, drink some water and continue reading
i have a question, a question that only answer by me
this is always a very complicated question and answer will always hidden, only ownself can answer
it is nothing actually, everything went quite fine
by the way, when is my last outing with friend, go out and drink tea
it is quite a long time, remember i say there are a couple? both of them is so talkative
that time actually they are quite sweet
it is not easy to make a post with animetion icon, so what mail box can do if we can only put in letter? actually we can throw rubbish in it too
feeling a bit dizzy and confuse
it is not easy to use emotion for writing
you know what make me angry, those emotion icon turn and become stun
just like the one beside this
dont care about those stun image then, lets write what i want
why
why what? nothing
lets make our life happy and positive
can i
did i tell you all that i see a comet before? if i see one, i will hope for a people happiness
my post, there are something wrong already
dont care whats wrong, lets quickly done all this emotion post
i think i never been to a party before
what so nice about fighting or quarrel
simple post, done
dont you ever make me angry in comment
some post word is just to suit the emotion so don't take it so serious
by the way, it is a bit shock this morning
nothing that shock actually, there are something about
i wonder will it be successfull or not
so why dont we pray for it, mabye it can success right
i hope that everything will be fine to both of my friend
actually i am listening music right now while writing post, sing a bit
my mood is a bit nice today, wake up by ownself
i wake up a bit too early this morning, how good if i can sleep late and let someone wake me up by phone, it will be a very fun
there are two friend of mind are having some guy problem, i hope they will solve thier pending answer quick, both of them are waiting reply or trying too, keep up
i dont really helped them a lot because i got limit on my ability
please forgive me if i cant help, i will try my best to help my friend
think about last time, i am a bit blur too
i help any people and friend without caring my own willing, am i a bit dumb
it is nothing wrong for helping right, helping is always the greatest thing in our life and of course i will always help people when they need me
i think i want to offline awhile after updating this post, go to bath and online back later
this emotion icon stun
suppose to be this
sorry
okay now, i want to say something about me
to all people please dont went
what post about me that i shoud make? this is actually a public blog
so now ELRIC will start his post
dont just sit and read, why dont you all stand up and walk awhile, drink some water and continue reading
i have a question, a question that only answer by me
this is always a very complicated question and answer will always hidden, only ownself can answer
it is nothing actually, everything went quite fine
by the way, when is my last outing with friend, go out and drink tea
it is quite a long time, remember i say there are a couple? both of them is so talkative
that time actually they are quite sweet
it is not easy to make a post with animetion icon, so what mail box can do if we can only put in letter? actually we can throw rubbish in it too
feeling a bit dizzy and confuse
it is not easy to use emotion for writing
you know what make me angry, those emotion icon turn and become stun
just like the one beside this
dont care about those stun image then, lets write what i want
why
why what? nothing
lets make our life happy and positive
can i
did i tell you all that i see a comet before? if i see one, i will hope for a people happiness
my post, there are something wrong already
dont care whats wrong, lets quickly done all this emotion post
i think i never been to a party before
what so nice about fighting or quarrel
simple post, done
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