ELRIC unchangeable

the first day of chinese new year, i went to bidor. my mother side de family.. i thought my mother side one will be boring because i like my father side de, all very close.. actually not.. not as close as i think anymore.. my father side de all seem very reality and.. haih, hate them. but okay la, chinese new year.

my first two day of chinese new year, only having stress. thinking.. how to get back on time at 16FEB.. everything plan well, she will be very unhappy if i cant fulfill her wishes. ask who coming back kl today.. dont have.. i am getting insane and just about to fed up, i cut off the phone and set offline when i cant stand it anymore.

to me, actually it is quite unbelievable and i think i should stop making those stupid prediction stuff anymore. actually what i think in the mind is, Carmen will be very angry on me because i cant back on time. her thinking in this age is type that is very stubborn plus i cant blame every thing on her, i am so happy that she can at least not getting very mad.

sunway that day.. having low pressure because of not enough sleep and eat.. actually i am not suppose to play those thing but to accompany them.. sacrifice a bit. feeling very dizzy and unbalance, huh? feel very guilty? just like all my wrong and i am not suppose be that way.. it is fine already.

this is a present from carmen, i feel very shock and touches because she give me this T_T i make carmen feel unhappy every time but she making this to me..

inside that box contain a cute little puppy >_< i love it so much, carmen give me de first doll. i didnt even give her anything on valentine, till now..

jia wen, sorry.. zhen de so sorry.. one time one time de make you bu kai xin, always make dao you angry. zai this world na li hui got nan peng you hui rang zi ji de nv peng you cry then ne wo jiu mei ci rang dao ni hen shang xin de shuo chu fen shou. wo bu ying gai make dao ni zhe yang de. wo mei ci zai think ni hai xiao, bu hui think but wo jiu bu hui zhen yang gei ni ming bai, only hui chong fu de make dao ni zhe yang. all dou shi wo make dao ni zhe yang de. sunway na yi tian ru guo wo you take care hao lai jiu bu hui like that le, bu hui make ni bu kai xin and cry. ru guo me got think hao lai jiu bu hui got problem le. me so happy ke yi shou dao ni de li wu, got one small de gou gou, wo hen xi huan, ru guo wo bu bao dou hao, wo hui always bring zhe de. shi ni gei wo de gou gou, hui yong yuan de pei wo. ni de email got gan dong dao wo hen duo. wo zhen de mei you xiang dao ni hui like that gei wo thing de. hai hui make power point gei wo. zhen de hen xie xie ni. wo hui hen 赞赏 ni dui wo de ai. ni shi di yi ge zui ai wo de girl. ni shi wo zui ai de girl. jia wen ni yi ding yao shi wo zui ai de girl, yong yuan de gen wo xing fu de zai yi qi, bu ke yi li kai wo, bu li shen me shi dou hao, wo men shi yong yuan de, wo bu yao gen other people zai yi qi. gei ren zhi dao wo hui dui yi ge 1995 de girl zai yi qi, hui hen qi guai, ying wei ni tai xiao le. ni hui shi wo wei yi ge zui xing fu de lao po, wo zui xi huan, zui ai de girl. i love you o