know, or dont know?

LOL i have mistaken that this week is not a school week :p it is a holiday week.. i always hope to know at least a bit thing about my dear, dont need all, i just wanted her to tell me a bit of some daily life stuff. example i forget it is a holiday week, my dear never really tell me much about her school life. so i never know, i always hope to ask, how is her how is him but.. nah..

last night raven suddenly come to find me in msn, pop-up and say "oi babi are u busy again" because i am setting my status to online.. i am a but opposite.. busy de time set online, online de time set busy =o= wtf.. i dont like to be feel alone when i am busy, like being kacau, thats all.. so sien de if busy de time busy alone..
haha, got one new friend tell me, she want to know more about me but i think next life ba.. no one really know about me, even myself.. even raven start to get far from my thinking already, maybe i have change? or no change? .. i hope someone can really understand me..

carmen, my girlfriend, my beloved one~ in ranking, she is only someone that i love the most, and someone that love me the most, doesnt stack with someone paling understand me or know me. i always feel like she didnt think of my feel me at all for what she wanted me to fulfill de, but i always think of her, hoping her to get the best. current situation, i am very afraid that i cant do dao. okay la~ if i say, i will try my best, if i try my best also, if i fail it, still same..

see the photo? it show a girl scolding a boy, girl look very huge and the boy is tiny, in my mind, carmen and me is like that

i always feel like .. this is us.. very problematic de, sometime if i get fed up..

see? i fed up, this is what it will be like.. mostly, it will same like the first picture de la.. this is my image of we both now.. i never know when will we have peace.. we all have de.. someday..

lala~ i copy something give you see

elric:	must find girl go give me kao kao
Raven:	no need la... u are very into carmen dy. dun pretend la..
elric:	xD so confirm
Raven:	for now, yes. but in the future, dont know.

haha.. so funny =o= she say i pretend because she know i very into carmen liao wont find others LOL recently SDO have a lot but i ignore, i dont into any girl except .. who else? carmen la of course, kakaz

whatever la, i hope she can rasa my post and i dont hope she can rasa ... zzz