我没有信心 it is so down

i think i am going to put my heart on this girl now.. full heart on her.. love her with couragethis morning, i suddenly feel jealous and not happy.. i heard that, she is playing with a guy name xing ye.. oh my god, i am really a pro chi cu guy. but whatever.. past liao =( actually no big deal playing with guy, i am fine, but, at least i can get a confidence "example" that guy and me is nothing or just normal. seriously i am so worry and scare that she will be stolen. i only want to own her in life.

short post right now, going back to work, lunch time finish..

• ah wei going to quit his job, before that, please work for one more month (teach me how to drive)
• company staff, everyone is looking me so damn now, i am so sad

bye~