truth of the confesion

love with feel, touch with love

case 01 (night without greeting)
count tonight as the first night that she didn't greet me good night. honestly,  i am very mind about it, i dislike this kind of thing. reason because of tired? how tired are you? whatever, i don't want to argue this, just hope that tomorrow, after sleep, i will be fine. i hate listening to sorry now. if you know that you will say sorry, why you still want to do it? i hope, no next time, okay?

case 02 (admire or love)
my friend, tell me he have a feel that, actually.. i just admire her. don't really like her. when i think back, is this true? i start getting confuse about this. first, i love her in feel. in real life, it might be different. i can love her. can she love me? by the way, ignore this case and jump to the third one. it might have something about this. my feel to her is real, this is what i know.

case 03 (want to go or not)
i don't like to give people say that i got so many reason. yes, i wanted to meet ruii. so please dont say i make reason because i dont want to meet her. i will list out the problem for meeting her. it is very head aching.

1. take one day leave or half day? (friend recommend one day leave)
2. should i let my parent know that i am going to klang again? (it must be very silly)
3. going there, just for awhile. from kl, to klang, from klang, back to kl.. it is worth meeting you but it is waste in other thing (working salary, money and time)
4. from klang back to kl, the time when i am on my back.. it is time when everyone finish their work. surely it will have a lot people
5. okay then, the part 1-4 i can ignore, just went there to meet you.. i will spent a lots of money even if i dont eat or drink.. lets count.. 
• one day salary RM30 spend for taking leave
• RM5 fees for going ktm
• from KTM segambut to KTM klang ticket, pergi balik two way RM10
• from KTM klang to hin hua RM10
• from hin hua to KTM klang RM10
• RM5 fess for going back home from KTM segambut
6.  the problem is, i just go there AWHILE, why dont i save more time and money, meet next time, find a time that we can have more time

i hope you can understand.. so.. i ask you.. should i go this tuesday? do you want me to go this tuesday? or we will meet other day?

case 04 (problem communication)
i cant blame you only because i am having the same problem from myself to you. i cant make myself be normall to you, i scare you will dislike.. i want to get crazy and sampat with you, i want to get close with you too.. can i? and you are treating me a bit too cold and "gan ga" please dont..