Last day being Jobless

Doing something for a people, do you think it is worth? Being loyal "like a dog" listen what people ask you do to, is it fine to you? For me, working is a part of living. I enjoy my life and i want my life to be the best, but of course.. nothing is perfect.

losing my job, is it an accident or i really have problem? actually so many thing happen.. i cant work there anymore because i feel not worthing and no earning.. wasting time.. but i have a lots of memory there. if i dont have that kind of boss, i will continue work there.

today is my last day enjoy my stress life for being jobless and it will be my new day for "mian qing-ing" life.. i tell myself to stay strong and fight more my new job. aeon credit service de people!! one month at least 30 people, i think i can do it, i must jia you chiong!!

She have return.. or back to life? She have been dead in my memory for a long time but now.. I feel like she is back. "jian qiang yi dian" this is what she told me.. the last word. She make me feel like she is grown up already. Actually i am wrong.. (ai de tai shen, hen de yue shen, chen jing hen ai guo yi gen ren, hui bian chen hen hen na ge ren)  Loving someone too deep will make yourself hate someone very deep too. I am so agree with this.. I wish to have some short ending conversation with xx. lala

Dont feel like writing already, delay too long no mood liao