feeling sad today.. sorry nicole..

Realized I lost my heart to you that doesn't care.. and found it crying in the corner

this morning, when i was walking to work.. you suddenly call me.. then.. haha.. i told you i was walking and you requesting to fetch me. you know, i feel so happy.. but lack of thing to talk with you..

you know actually you treat me very bad or different.. i feel like you hate me or dislike me.. i am so sorry.. just tell me what to do to make you feel better.. you know today you yell at me and ask me go away.. i so guai go away.. but i feel so bad.. ha..

today whole day you go in production o.. but i keep find a chance to go back office do work.. haha.. but you not around outside >< never mind la..

then fang gong de time.. wo deng ni fang gong.. i so scare you wont fetch me or ma huan dao liew liew.. am i acting very obvious? i will feel so sorry if i really annoy you for letting you ask me for fetching.. [just send a sms give you for telling you that i will tell you if i walk to work, so you dont need to call me and ask me xP haha] stupid me zz

you know.. i feel so suffering.. i feel like smoking because i am so stress.. i dont want to stuck everything in heart.. i want to blow it