what i still remember is..
i dream that, everyone is still working in old factory, then, not yet shift to new factory de.. then got few time.. lunch break, you leave quick and early without waiting me.. you just leave without caring me.. i feel like.. where are you.. i want to go.. please allowed me to follow.. the first time you went out, i ask and find you after you leave, but the second time.. i being interrupt by albert..
i think i do really miss you but.. "i can see you everyday, telling that i miss you, this is fucking stupid and idiot right?" maybe you feel annoy and i am so sorry.. this blog i believe i will show you one day in right time.. or maybe not.. or i just keep it forever as a memory of my heart to you.. hm..?
ya, another thing is.. you know why i keep evade or feel shy to you? do you know that i have a very complicated stuff in my life? i dont want to cause any trouble before solving a trouble.. this make me feel stuck.. plus.. i am so so afraid of you.. i scare that you will treat relationship same as liew do.. then i will be like oh shit.. prank me?
i wonder.. am i really love you or what? i really scare to admit this but i dare to say i like you, thats all.. i dont want to make you feel uneasy or same like evade me in work.. feel so sorry because of my shyness and more.. i really nervous while i see you.. i will be brave, i cant be the one that shy.. YOU should shy in front of me, and not me
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