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Tuesday, 27 July 2010

FIND ar FIND ar FIND ar.. tak de..



i dont care eh eh eh eh eh @@
this song, nice leh.. everytime read my blog remember listen and read ><
today is a very very busy day, actually it is a very moody day too but whatever la.. i dont know whats into me recently.. today i have some talk with my friend about girls, he curious and ask, is girl very important? but why? got girl really nice? to me, i need a girl to accompany always, i want to talk everything with her, i am so lonely and empty. wahaha, my friend ask me, why use "kosong" to describe lonely, it feel very emptiness.. sometime like nothing, to me, it is really nothing. until now, i dont see any girl that will tell me anything about her, and i can tell anything to her. no and dont have. sharing is caring, jealous is caring, argue is caring. without this, it is not love.

i wonder, this world still got human that can let me be with or not, love her very much, wont ignore me, making me annoying and very love me. i need a girl to care and a girl to care me, mind about me and let me mind about her. lalala hate dislike.. hate those people that dont know what i feel and wants, hate those that make me mad when my mood is not good. hate.

love my current blogging feel, a very silent blog to my future girl >< will read de ma? maybe no =p argh.. sien de la think this, so fast dream ><

anything else miss liao forget want to write, hm..
yaya i remember now.. human selfish think own only, sometime do wrong thing only know ask for forgiveness, do wrong, do right back, sometime cannot return liao, then do again la, do a better one, dont fail anymore. sien sei, hate kena ignore, better dont choi me

Monday, 26 July 2010

stronger!! get more stronger!!



a very nice song that i have share >< haih~ no one will appreciate and listen ba.. today after lunch, i get a type of strength from.. MYSELF of course LOL sorry god, it is myself, i feel that i always show a very weak me to anyone. i wont get someone to admire me if i always get so weak.

i want to find a good girl, i want to find a girl to love, a true love that wont make me feel alone and lonely, can always make me feel that she is on my side >< i know i will find one but not now.. forever love not easy to find la, if easy find also wont  very good ba?

true love ar >< so sampat.. too lonely le ba, today only write this, i will become more stronger!!

Sunday, 25 July 2010

i am so lonely very 寂寞



everyone have its own life, everybody have own living and entertainment, i am so sleepy now.. actually i dont feel like writing blog already but whatever. i dont know what people think recently, they it is so damn selfish until they dont realize, obvious selfish and dont know actually it is upsetting me..

i say, no one will know what i feel "how you know i dont know your feel" dont act that you know me a lot. my heart is so empty, life is so lonely. i wont have anyone that can always on phone with me, online with me, on outing with me, on heart with me, wont have anymore..

sometime i dont get what my friend mean, sometime my friend dont get what i mean. my friend always say "you dont have girl can die?" not this meaning la..

sien.. write more next time

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

injuries

i can die because of suffering, i really cant take my breath when i am having this type of treatment, it is stressing me. i am so damn unhappy and sad for that. love at this age will not last, fuck you!! hate this word. i wont agree this type of thing, so fucking shit. nothing is perfect, even god is not perfect if it exist of course. create SINS? wa lan neh.. tonight i want to accompany Carmen for her project stuff, hope she done it quick and early. pity for me, no apology or thanks. of course i dont expect it but do you think it is a bit stupid? nah.. it is very stupid..

sometime there are no choice but to eliminate.. i hate it so i destroy it, i angry it so i kill it.

i love you, so love you

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

live is so unhappy

since that i dont know how to be a good boyfriend, i think i have no choice already.. i am not going to waste my time on her already. and i am not going to be in relationship anymore until i become perfect.

22june2010
i have decide, i dont want to let myself suffer in hurt anymore. since that i can make my own girlfriend listen to me, i will let go of her and set her free. i believe in future she will have a greater boyfriend or guy that can treat her well, it wont be me anymore, i choose  to surrender..

living like this is very suffering, i dont know whats going onto her at all, and she is not feeling like telling me. relationship is just like.. we are having a net between us. there are still something that we cant share although we together for almost half year or one year.

i hope she will read this someday, to understand what i feel. i cant imagine if i am her, what does she feel. my feeling is so bad now.. she wont know what i feel, never know...

when i feel sad, she will only angry me if i show her i am sad now
if i am angry, she wont ask why and she dont want to know the reason, she only will angry me
everytime when i mood is down, she will only angry me back
she got ask why but just ask, then, nothing..


bu gou guan xin wo

reason is i dont want to feel unhappy anymore
i will treat her as cold as i can, let her let me go
she wont feel any different of me, she will leave me with hatred
she will think i am not good, so she will find a better one in future
treat her cold without love, thats all, it will end

my prediction
for normal people, they will think, whats wrong with you, you are not like always, but to her, she will angry me and leave me

i dont want to feel unhappy anymore    





因为我不知道怎样做一个好的男朋友,我想我已经没有其 他选择..我不想浪费我的时间在她的了。我不打算再在关系,直到我变成完美。

22june2010
我已经决定,我不想让自己蒙受伤害了。因为,我可以作出自己的女朋友听我的,我会放过她,使 她的自由。我相信她在未来将有更大的男友或拉索,可以治疗她的 好,它不会是我了,我选择放弃..

这样的生活是很痛苦,我不知道什么会到她的所有,而她 并没有告诉我的感觉一样。关系就像..我们有我们之间网。还有什么我们办不到的,虽然我们一起分享了将近半年或 一年。

我希望有一天她会读这个,要明白我的感受。我言不由衷之词想一想,如果我是她,她是什么感觉。我现在的感觉是如此糟糕..她知道我习惯的感觉,从来不知道...

当我感到悲伤,她只会生气我,如果我告诉她,我现在很 伤心
如果我生气,她习惯于问为什么,她不要想知道的原因, 她只是我会生气
每次当我心情下,她只回我生气
她问为什么,但只得到了问,那么,什么..

布沟关新禾

原因是我不想再感到不满
我将把她作为冷,因为我可以让她让我走
她惯于我感到有任何的不同,她会留下仇恨我
她会认为我不好,所以她会找到一个更好的未来
她没有爱的冷处理,这就是一切,这将结束

我的预测
正常的人,他们会认为,whats你错了,你总是不喜 欢,但对她,她会生气我,离开我

我不想再感到不满

Sunday, 20 June 2010

i am so lonely

who should i find.. walao :'( no one else.. i am very lonely, damn lonely, my only dear that i can choose to be with already dont want to accompany me. doesn't wanted to talk my stuff. i am really going to be crazy if i keep on being this way. being treat by cold way, no one cares or apa apa else la. no one care a damn, the only person i choose don't want me..wasai

online time, no chat with me
sms time, dont want to sms my thing
talk time, dont let me talk
mood no good time, no caring word
sad time, dont care a damn

whatever, good night

the way i feel

when you are online, what i feel is "i am disturbing" or you are busy.. never have a true chat after being together. maybe we only chat when we are playing XDO.. dont treat you like you are online.

in sms.. slowly get influence by someone that treated you in same way. if you are going to reply "then?" "so?" this type of thing, i think i better dont sms you. a simple reply without thinking and caring.

hm.. i already dont know what i should do already.. i want to die, i am suffering, i cant breath, so? then? who cares.. so? i dont care a damn, then? what you want? end post

Sunday, 13 June 2010

Xiao mo gui RUII "chaur zhe rui "

introduction, this girl call herself as little devil, because she is little and very naughty xD she is 15years old in this year and she born in 1995. she live in klang, study in hin hua high school, currently single in real life and not available in virtual life. good looking, perfect and great, just a bit immature, might change and improve in future after a true relationship. the reason that i am writing here is to "dot dot dot" her email for facebook and msn is winnie7337@hotmail.com, click here to get to her facebook. she tell me that she is a very clever girl, good in studying and much more, very pro in school. top ten in class. very clever in class, or her classmate are weak? she is sdo player also but very .. slow in improving, dont know why, less focus i guess.

things that good about her, dont care it is lying or what la, believe it if you want =D
  • good girl
  • clever girl
  • kind
  • nice to friend
  • good to family
  • never do bad thing
  • wont do something that people hate
  • tall
  • big
  • good looking
  • long hair
  • lala
  • got a bit meat
  • like to flirt with boy
  • honest
  • cute
  • pretty
  • beautifull
  • attractive
  • and much more..
did i miss something @@ nah, i am done ;)

things that i write here are 50% real and 50% fake

Saturday, 12 June 2010

Still have a long way to go till perfect

my dear have change a lot, and i am very happy about it.
every outing is not a happy dating but the ending was great, every imperfect matters should have a way to solve, every problem that we have, i believe, we can overcome it. my unhappy outing turns out great in ending because we know our problem already.
Carmen realize a lots of problem that she is have already and she is slowing on the path of perfect =) although she still have a long way to go but i will go with her together.
by the way, i hope tonight i can solve one thing again, mean help Carmen get more nearer to perfect and greatest, it need time

lalala by Elric

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

i feel hurt, very hurt

  • being treat like a.. the way she treat her friend is better than me
  • doesn't care of your living or dead, think only for own
  • never believe her love one, believe her friend more
  • no matter what i say, it is just like rubbish to her
  • never think of me, what difficulty am i having, and more..
  • i have tried my best to be a good boyfriend but i fail

Friday, 16 April 2010

write daily mood spoiled

sometime i really have a great mood to write diary aka my daily notes.. i write it for carmen, and today actually my mood is very good too, i didnt even have the chance to share it yet, i already dont have mood.
my daily thing? i didnt talk it with anyone.. just like i say previously, i dont need friend, i dont need anyone. i only live for myself, own the ability of having a car and a house, this is a common thing to-do in human life. of course dont forget > ENJOY life.
dont know why i feel like actually i dont need anything like thing that call ****friend? why? having it make my life heavy and problematic, love = sweet and feel happy + good. what did i have? love = bitter - problem - and ****
erm.. actually i already give up or tired of everything, i still will pain and cry? nah~ i think this thing wont happen anymore or i wont feel like this again.

natural feel + effect
hm.. will i ouch T_T or i miss you babe?
urm.. this time if i give up, i really wont be turned back
see time and how it go ba

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

i found another job again..

this is a gift shop, a place that i work.. not even start. when he say confirm!! then i say if got problem then i call back then he say still got what problem? salary is only RM900, if i dont need money, i wont choose to work there.. but working there i can sell things online, not bad, can do thing i like. things selling there i very like too.. just.. the boss i feel like he is a bit yim jim.. mean want you to look perfect, good in speech and manners, looking cannot too clumsy or want sleep want sleep, must jing shen =o= sien.. this is my original look, always look not enough sleep swt..
i need to cut my hair again.. today he is very unsatisfied me for looking > messy (i come from house near near, what for i wear nice nice?) never mind la, i try to look nicer then zz
dont know why i am so afraid of work de time cannot relax and enjoy anymore because work time too long, rest time so less and online sunday no work.. why last time me never mind de? now very mind of time.. extra work time no OT i dont want de lo..
and.. nothing liao la, xie xie

Hunter X Hunter: G I Final (OAV)

 
 
Alternative title:
Greed Island Final
Hunter X Hunter OAV 3
ハンターxハンター G I Final
獵人OVA版GI-FINAL (Chinese (Taiwan))
 
Themes: superpower
 
Plot Summary: Gon's and Killua's journey through Greed Island continues. Searching for his father, Gon wanders round Grees Island until meeting Bisuke. Bisuke serves as their master and trains Killua and Gon and enhance their abilities. The three encouter many troubles, as well as clues to Ging's whereabouts, and strived to emerge successful.
 
Opening Theme:
"Believe in Tomorrow" by Sunflower's Garden
 
Ending Theme:
"Moshimo Kono Sekai de Kimi to Boku ga Deaenakatta Nara" by Sunflower's Garden
 
http://rapidshare.com/files/151445956/HunterXHunterGI_Final_01.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151446359/HunterXHunterGI_Final_01.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151445230/HunterXHunterGI_Final_01.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458840/HunterXHunterGI_Final_02.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458662/HunterXHunterGI_Final_02.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458017/HunterXHunterGI_Final_02.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458668/HunterXHunterGI_Final_03.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458858/HunterXHunterGI_Final_03.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151457912/HunterXHunterGI_Final_03.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458864/HunterXHunterGI_Final_04.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458666/HunterXHunterGI_Final_04.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458046/HunterXHunterGI_Final_04.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151458728/HunterXHunterGI_Final_05.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151474273/HunterXHunterGI_Final_05.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151473445/HunterXHunterGI_Final_05.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151474293/HunterXHunterGI_Final_06.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151474123/HunterXHunterGI_Final_06.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151473439/HunterXHunterGI_Final_06.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483838/HunterXHunterGI_Final_07.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483658/HunterXHunterGI_Final_07.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483150/HunterXHunterGI_Final_07.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483639/HunterXHunterGI_Final_08.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483870/HunterXHunterGI_Final_08.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483110/HunterXHunterGI_Final_08.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483837/HunterXHunterGI_Final_09.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483608/HunterXHunterGI_Final_09.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483162/HunterXHunterGI_Final_09.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483760/HunterXHunterGI_Final_10.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483767/HunterXHunterGI_Final_10.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151483155/HunterXHunterGI_Final_10.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493750/HunterXHunterGI_Final_11.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493528/HunterXHunterGI_Final_11.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151492499/HunterXHunterGI_Final_11.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493524/HunterXHunterGI_Final_12.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493743/HunterXHunterGI_Final_12.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151492455/HunterXHunterGI_Final_12.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493711/HunterXHunterGI_Final_13.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493476/HunterXHunterGI_Final_13.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151492521/HunterXHunterGI_Final_13.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493603/HunterXHunterGI_Final_14.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151493737/HunterXHunterGI_Final_14.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151492400/HunterXHunterGI_Final_14.part3.rar 
 

Hunter X Hunter: Greed Island (OAV)

 
 
Alternative title:
HUNTERXHUNTER-貪婪之島 (Chinese (Taiwan))
ハンターxハンター: Greed Island (Japanese)
 
Themes: superpower
 
Plot Summary: To further his quest to find his father, Gon Freecs and his friend Killua enter the world of Greed Island, a video game which Gon's father helped to create. Once inside the world of the game, Gon and Killua are faced with a combination of new allies and new enemies.
 
Opening Theme:
"Pray" by Wish
 
Ending Theme:
"Popcorn" by Mikuni Shimokawa
 
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433043/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_1__AonE___N___1a0cd49c_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433273/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_1__AonE___N___1a0cd49c_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151431462/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_1__AonE___N___1a0cd49c_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433249/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_2__AonE___N___356c11c2_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433098/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_2__AonE___N___356c11c2_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151431622/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_2__AonE___N___356c11c2_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433094/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_3__AonE___N___e6f4ddcf_.part1.rar
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http://rapidshare.com/files/151431669/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_7__AonE___N___9c9712d5_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433352/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_8__AonE___N___a7978b49_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151433102/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_8__AonE___N___a7978b49_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151431717/Hunter_X_Hunter_-_Greed_Island_-_8__AonE___N___a7978b49_.part3.rar  

Hunter X Hunter (OAV)

 
 
Alternative title:
القناص
ハンターxハンター OVA (Japanese)
獵人OVA版 (Chinese (Taiwan))
 
Genres: action, adventure, drama
Age rating: Teenagers (May contain bloody violence, bad language, nudity)
 
Plot Summary: Gon and Killua help Kurapica search for the Spider Gang in order to seek revenge for horrors commited in the past. Continuation of TV Series.
 
Opening Theme:
"Pale Ale" by Kurosawa Ken'ichi
 
Ending Theme:
"Carry on" by Kurosawa Ken'ichi
 
 http://rapidshare.com/files/151409395/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_1.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409518/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_1.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151408467/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_1.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409540/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_2.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409446/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_2.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151408464/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_2.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409418/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_3.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409506/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_3.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151408503/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_3.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409358/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_4.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151409371/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_4.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151408544/Hunter_X_Hunter_OVA_-_4.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424345/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_5__AKU__9a2aff2f_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424513/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_5__AKU__9a2aff2f_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151423230/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_5__AKU__9a2aff2f_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424588/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_6__AKU__4e4c2c98_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424316/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_6__AKU__4e4c2c98_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151423223/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_6__AKU__4e4c2c98_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424478/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_7__AKU__b9cb745d_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151437125/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_7__AKU__b9cb745d_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151423152/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_7__AKU__b9cb745d_.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424442/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_8__AKU__525c22fc_.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151424547/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_8__AKU__525c22fc_.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/151423189/Hunter_X_Hunter_Original_Video_Animation_-_8__AKU__525c22fc_.part3.rar

Hunter X Hunter (TV)

 
 
Alternative title:
AL-Kannas (Arabic)
Cazador X (Spanish)
Hunter x Hunter: Caçadores de Tesouros (Portuguese)
Hunter x Hunter: Cazadores de Tesoros (Spanish)
القناص (Arabic)
ハンターxハンター (Japanese)
獵人 (Chinese (Taiwan))
헌터 X 헌터 (Korean)
 
Age rating: Teenagers (May contain bloody violence, bad language, nudity)
 
Plot Summary:
Gon Freecs, a young boy that lives on a small island learns that his father who he doesn't remember is an extremely famous man and has become somewhat of an amazing hunter. Gon takes the hunter exam to seek out his amazing father, but on the way while teaming up with 3 other candidates, Kurapica, Leorio, and Killua, he learns that there is more to becoming a hunter and the challenges that he must face will be beyond his imaginations.
Twelve-year-old Gon Freecss one day discovers that the father he had always been told was dead was alive and well. His Father, Ging, is a Hunter--a member of society's elite with a license to go anywhere or do almost anything. Gon, determined to follow in his father's footsteps, decides to take the Hunter Examination and eventually find his father to prove himself as a Hunter in his own right. But on the way, he learns that there is more to becoming a Hunter than previously thought, and the challenges that he must face are considered the toughest in the world.
 
 
Opening Theme:
#1: "Ohayou" by Keno (eps 1-48)
#2: "Taiyou wa Yoru mo Kagayaku" by Wino (eps 49-62)
 
Ending Theme:
#1: "風のうた (Kaze no Uta; Song of the Wind)" by Minako Honda (eps 1-31)
#2: "E-Jan - Do You Feel Like I Feel" by Masato Nagai (eps 32-50)
#3: "Hotaru" by Masato Nagai (eps 51-62)
 
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Sunday, 21 March 2010

21-03-2010 change x you x bha~

dont know why, i feel like changing myself after this post, what i want to change? of course it is secret, if i say, you all wont get some surprise for my changing, cant be lazy and need more take care now. by the way.. dont know why i feel less care from someone, maybe i shouldn't being care by her. suka suka de time she good good with me, mood no good de time, ask you to keep quiet, say you are so annoying, dont talk with you, scold you stupid or = = you in any part of chat. whatever lew..
making few post in a row, nah, got mood baru write, sometime very lazy de, write blog de time, read back, walao, so wu liao.. if i like someone or some friend, if i know they have blog, i will go through all his/her post because i want to know more about it, my dear never see my all post :p even skipped a lots of my post, she might forget this post if my make more update.. huhu.. okay la, short post.. being treating that way i feel a bit sien, i will just keep quiet, answer what she ask, tell her what she want to know, talk less, less problem ;) peace V

Saturday, 20 March 2010

know, or dont know?

LOL i have mistaken that this week is not a school week :p it is a holiday week.. i always hope to know at least a bit thing about my dear, dont need all, i just wanted her to tell me a bit of some daily life stuff. example i forget it is a holiday week, my dear never really tell me much about her school life. so i never know, i always hope to ask, how is her how is him but.. nah..

last night raven suddenly come to find me in msn, pop-up and say "oi babi are u busy again" because i am setting my status to online.. i am a but opposite.. busy de time set online, online de time set busy =o= wtf.. i dont like to be feel alone when i am busy, like being kacau, thats all.. so sien de if busy de time busy alone..
haha, got one new friend tell me, she want to know more about me but i think next life ba.. no one really know about me, even myself.. even raven start to get far from my thinking already, maybe i have change? or no change? .. i hope someone can really understand me..

carmen, my girlfriend, my beloved one~ in ranking, she is only someone that i love the most, and someone that love me the most, doesnt stack with someone paling understand me or know me. i always feel like she didnt think of my feel me at all for what she wanted me to fulfill de, but i always think of her, hoping her to get the best. current situation, i am very afraid that i cant do dao. okay la~ if i say, i will try my best, if i try my best also, if i fail it, still same..

see the photo? it show a girl scolding a boy, girl look very huge and the boy is tiny, in my mind, carmen and me is like that
i always feel like .. this is us.. very problematic de, sometime if i get fed up..
see? i fed up, this is what it will be like.. mostly, it will same like the first picture de la.. this is my image of we both now.. i never know when will we have peace.. we all have de.. someday..

lala~ i copy something give you see


elric: must find girl go
give me kao kao
Raven: no need la... u are very into carmen dy. dun pretend la..
elric: xD so confirm
Raven: for now, yes. but in the future, dont know.

haha.. so funny =o= she say i pretend because she know i very into carmen liao wont find others LOL recently SDO have a lot but i ignore, i dont into any girl except .. who else? carmen la of course, kakaz

whatever la, i hope she can rasa my post and i dont hope she can rasa ... zzz

it is my another update ;)

everyone will think, it must be something wrong again, or i will not update my blog.. yea, this time, it is a very complicated one, everything is my fault for not getting a suitable job. okay the, dont say about this first. the reason that i want to write this blog is.. my dear wanted to do some small business by finding supplier. she want to do it online and in school. thing is not that easy like i say, find supplier and do? there are a lots of thing that we still need to understand and realize. first, know there progress on how they get customer or sales. we cant just say "oh, i want to do, then let's get it started" i dont even know how can i do it? it is only a small business that dont really earn. small business on net..

don't know why la, every time, i will firstly think about someone first, after that only me so everytime i will be the one that kena squeeze until cant breath. example, i want people to happy so i agree to help, i cant say sorry i cant do it because you will receive a "chou lian" or whatever la, i try my best to help, then can already.

okay now.. i don't feel like i can fulfill her wished for what she want, if me, still have the possibility that i can do it. i still have a bad feeling about this, just like a disaster will happen or what de.. lets pray for it to be settle sooner and quick, by the way i don't believe in god, helpless de when we pray for it. will have more post afterward guar

turning sadness into kindness

turning sadness into kindness
your uniqueness into strength
it's okay to get lost so begin walking
once again, once again

do you like to be praised by
answering everyone's expectations?
will your smile always be beautiful
even if you hide your true self?

just dreaming the beginning then waking up
the continuation can be reached someday by myself

the most important thing is always
without any shape
even if you have it or lose it
you'll never know

turning sadness into kindness
your uniqueness into strength
it's okay to get lost so begin walking
once again, once again

unfair adults are always
giving lectures every time we meet
being unable to show their true selves
they get grouchy as they get hurt

getting the new wind on your side
it's now okay to search for the blue bird

the most important thing is always
without any shape
even if you have it or lose it
you'll never know

turning sadness into kindness
your uniqueness into strength
it's okay to get lost so begin walking

it's natural like the rainbow
that somehow appears after tears
the rain stopped

so the most important thing is always
without any shape
even if you have it or lose it
you'll never know

turning sadness into kindness
your uniqueness into strenght
believeing that you should be able to do it
once again, once again
once again, are you ready?

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

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Saturday, 13 March 2010

i write my unhappiness in blog?

usually if i have sad thing or unhappy thing, i wont share it to anyone even my close one, plus i wont write it to blog, but if i have something to scare or something that stuck in my heart, i will post it to blog, something like fed up, angry or whatever that related. do i look like, i got problem then write blog? i beh tahan only write, blog so sienz thats why i stop posting it already..
in a relationship, there are a lots of thing that we need to learn, when two person get together, there are surely will happen some problem like dont understand each other or both dont know how to "qian jiu" this is very important, both need to qian jiu, not only the male side because guy is not a living thing that do all those qian jiu stuff, dont believe it? you shall experience it if you are girl, try not to qian jiu your guy, surely got something happen.
lets see, should i admit my fault and wrong? yes of course but not fully wrong, thing that WE wrong the most if forget le qian jiu and both keep on argue on its right, so common thing, maybe we are just a bit too hot head, both keep on splitting off own right or your wrong, hm.. like that guar, i also dont know
by the way i felt she treat me everything also ji jiao, as a boyfriend, she can care anything, just like yesterday. jia wen is a girl that wont say "bu yong jing" she dont know how to say this, like old de people, a bit thing also want ji jiao dao big big zz
end post end post, i will get insane if keep on writing

Thursday, 11 March 2010

i know i am not suppose to fed up because you are still small

everything just blame myself, blame myself for dont know how to teach, tell or explain..  i just cant make her know and understand things that is not right. she is now in the age that is very stubborn and dont listen to advise "dont want accept"
a lots of time, very easy to get mad and angry, just a bit stuff of misunderstanding, ROAR like a *** sweat~ only me can tahan, if other, i think they already give up or escape. still small punya pasai la if i am not mistaken, i also dont know why i can be with a kid. but still okay de la, i will forgive and dont mind because of still small ma, right?
one of the night, i wanted her to sleep early, okay.. night time, on bed liao. she wanted me to call her but i dont want = = "because i want to her to sleep early" then she get mad and ROAR lie a *** am i wrong? i can confirm and sure it that i dont have wrong... she just wanted to talk pervert stuff with me, didnt think of my hao xin want her sleep early, she cant get what she want, she mad, she will try her best and die for the thing she want.

ROAR like a ***
scolding me those f*cking stuff
SAY: stupid, idiot, no brain, very useless
i also dont know i mana salah, i do de thing is for her good, all for her and because of her,i try my best to fulfill her = = she dare to speak to me like that then very "tak faham" punya anak..

cham geh leh..

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

my number 300 post, about not satisfy de thing

there are something that i very fed up.. whether it don't understand or cant get it.. maybe don't want to accept or listen my talk.. just like splitting rubbish saliva.. tell and explain a lot equal to nothing, it is for your own good = = fuck ba, wont get what i mean de, just think for self syok, you know? "syok sendiri" what the hell.. not once already.. something related to dont listen to me always happen althought i explain and tell why, it is just now, tak rasa what i say.. this blog writing to myself nia, i think no one will understand, huhu.. maybe still small de pasai la, forgive and tahan, will change so no worries, my unsatisfiment is temporarily, i hope..

this thing is just like fate and my destiny, things are already been set, if it will be then it mean it will come.. i scare someday i will just no more .... to it anymore, or everything turn .... i scare my .... will nipis.. what will nipis? i need to understand it so i wont drop my feel or i will just tired with it already, or either give up..

lalala end post

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

two in one post [@@ forget it, i can stand for it] and [i am so wrong]

1st
there are something i want share, am i right for it or actually i am fully wrong? same like old time post, i cant make it obvious, need to make clear by secretly..

example: i done something wrong (do it mean WRONG mean WRONG no reason and dont explain?) the more you explain, the more rubbish you and splitting, same like my situation, i EXPLAIN why.. then.. all rubbish, like not being accept. okay, i ignore it, fed up, everyone my fault, then if i done something wrong again, i will just keep quiet, thats all, dont blame for my quietness, i dont explain my wrong anymore "fed up"
[ but actually also not IT's fault lar.. cant blame, because still **** ma~ forgive lor ]


2nd
haih.. i dont know whats going into me, i am just like 20years old liao lor dont know how to think? haih.. i need more changing, act more adult and know how to think, my problem is not because of childish, it is something like what guy need but i have to think too, how can i let my beloved young one ... haih, i am so stupid, so guilty liao, so now please know how to think

i hate myself leh!!

Sunday, 7 March 2010

hamsap

(12:21 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: hi
(12:21 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: you are?
you know me de ma
(12:22 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: i got ur msn from fb..
jz now i sms u..u din reply
(12:24 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: u busy?
(12:25 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: you sms me? chinese word?
(12:25 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: yup
(12:25 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: sorry ar i dont know how to see chinese de
(12:25 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: wo shi ma lai xiao de but wo hui yi dian pin yin, bu hui hua wen
(12:26 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: then 4get it..i m seeking guys 4 one nite stand de
(12:27 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: what the.. i dont know i have a friend like you in my facebook
it dont stack with know chinese or not lo 
(12:28 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: if u want..jz sms me ba...i think u sure received my sms jz now
(12:28 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: ya i did receive it, by the way, you know me?
(12:29 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: dunno lo...
(12:29 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: dont know then you ask me ar, you know me live where meh?? then your facebook is what o, i cannot find 
(12:29 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: i dun hv la..
u live where de?
(12:30 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: kl kepong
(12:30 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: near lo
(12:30 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: har??
(12:30 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: me stay near petaling street de
(12:30 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: you ask how many people liao 
(12:31 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: 4got laio
u wnt try?
(12:31 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: sorry no  i dont know who are you lo, see also no see before leh..
(12:31 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: but curious only
hao qi
(12:32 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: then nvm...jz spread my num to ur fren..i need guys every day
(12:33 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: da guo wo yi nian er yi lo @@ me need also no find you need you find ar
(12:33 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: what?


(12:34 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: i mean, me need girl also no find T_T but you need you can find
(12:35 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: my girlfriend 14 only cannot luan lai so i cannot
(12:35 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: cheh..so useless
(12:35 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: apa useless ar!!
(12:35 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: if u want..jz let me know ba....
i dun mind playing 3p
(12:36 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: me not this type of people ar.. you ask me no use de, i help you find find but you need to show time some picture
(12:36 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: no need
(12:37 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: u jz spread my num o msn to ur fen..ok ma?
(12:37 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: my friend all very sot punya la
so yam jin hamsap, i ask them sure on xD
(12:37 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: then ask now pls
(12:38 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: i add one come in chat ok??
(12:38 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: no la..prefer chatting in private 
(12:39 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: i ask him in msn first
(12:39 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: ok
(12:39 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: i add him come to chat then i leave, then you two people chat
(12:40 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: ok la
only one ppl?
(12:40 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: slow slow la
haijor
(12:40 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: aiyo
(12:40 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: slow slow, one become 2 two become 4
you know??
(12:40 PM) bryan has been added to the conversation.
(12:41 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: this one


Session Start: Sunday, March 07, 2010
(L)L0V3 U 43V3R(L)                     凸(-_-)凸 (hyikyang@yahoo.com)
vivian_cute89@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) (vivian_cute89@yahoo.com)
(12:43 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: your english good de right then i dont need use pin yin de lo? i know quite lots guy friend de, most of it very ham = = ngam you de gua, that friend very fake de, so jia jia
(12:43 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: pls get me more guys
one is not enough
(12:44 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: slow slow la, you can ask him help
he got more friend
(12:44 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: ok
(12:44 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: a lot friend that go clubbing de
(12:44 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: age 15 want xD
(12:44 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: ok la
(12:45 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: jz let me know more la
aiyo
ask them sms me la
(12:45 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: too small dont want la
i find 19 or 20+
(12:45 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: i tried with 15 b4
(12:45 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: as long as can hard then ok
(12:45 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: 15 mei you jin yan no nice de
(12:46 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: also ok
can do many times
faster la
(12:46 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: you supply condom to guy?
now morning lar!!
(12:46 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: suan le la
(12:46 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: where got people so free o at morning time
(12:46 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: u seem no frens de
(12:46 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: night ma
wuwu i got
(12:46 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: bye
ask them sms me ba
(12:46 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R: okay no problem
(12:47 PM) vivian_cute89@ya: i wanna bath..then lying on bed n get ready to b fucked
niow pls
(12:47 PM) L0V3 U 43V3R:
yalar, slow slow lai ba
(12:49 PM) (L)L0V3 U 43V3R(L)                     凸(-_-)凸 is now Offline 

walao eh? this world really exist this type of people? want to have sex till this way? first time see and experience it, sorry dont ask me for sex, i only do with one person, that is my dear :D

who get what i mean?

i am a bit confuse and.. sweat for something.. darn it.. lets make an example with some other unrelated thing.. okay, i am a vampire, i know myself cant appear during daylight time, why still still coming out? want die? i am thirsty, i dont want to suck human blood, so why still getting near to human? avoid la!! if you know yourself will like this, why still not making change? it is easy right if you know? so hard to understand, sometime i am very fed up with i hear vampire say to human "i dont want to suck any human blood anymore" but vampire still sticking with human.. zzZ i cant write it too obvious, ask me to know the true meaning ;) lets make another example, i am a guy that is very bad temper.. i know myself get angry easily, so i try not to angry anymore (NOT JUST TELL YOU I AM BAD TEMPER GUY, SO DONT MAKE ME ANGRY)  i will change, not only say and warn, fuck la, hate this speech, so hard to accept someone that say it zzZ very stupid.. nah.. i just want to split a bit only, my feel lai eh.. fine de >_< i scare i will .. haha..

Friday, 5 March 2010

wtf so **** recently

i don't know what's going into me, what bla bla rubbish feel stuff, i am just like getting insane!! more and more into those stuff, am i getting old or what? i feel like needing it lots!! huh? i shouldn't think to have it or want to have it, i can use to it to lose some tension.. shit shit shit.. my day is so awful now, i should stop this and get normal quick.. be more positive and stop being naughty, it is bad!! but i want it T_T

swt~ can anyone know what am i talk? LOL i dont think so but good lar!! i need to control myself already, more drama and music, more anime's and movie, less negative thinking and less **** everything will be just fine, will it?


we will be meeting next week, i hope that day i will be 100% normal guy, dont think to want this or that, dont think want to have this or that!! i am so abnormal now, argh!!

darn it..

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Blood+ (TV)

Plot Summary: Throughout the passage of time and the shifts in backgrounds, a particular war continues to leave its mark on history, extending its influence into the modern world. There are two major groups involved in the ensuring war. The first group consists of monsters known as Chiropterans who can change their appearances into that of human beings. They are actually immortals who feed on the blood of the living. The second group is an organisation known as the "Red Shield", formed to track down these monsters and exterminate them. Otonashi Saya is a high-school girl who lives a peaceful life with her family. The only problem is, she has no recollections of her life beyond that of the past year. However, her happy life will be destroyed by an event that will lead her to her destined fate.

Opening Theme:
#1: "青空のナミダ (Aozora no Namida)" by Hitomi Takahashi (eps 1-13)
#2: "SEASON’S CALL" by HYDE (eps 14-25)
#3: "Colors of the Heart" by UVERworld (eps 26-38)
#4: "雷音 (Raion)" by Jinn (eps 39-50)
Ending Theme:
#1: "語り継ぐこと (Kataritsugu koto)" by Chitose Hajime (eps 1-13,50)
#2: "CRY NO MORE" by Mika Nakashima (eps 14-25)
#3: "This Love" by Angela Aki (eps 26-38)
#4: "Brand New Map" by K (eps 39-49)

Thursday, 25 February 2010

first day of working in this company (starlai sdn bhd) note

things that i want to note down

KACIL 02
HEAD LIGHT UNIT ECE
211 1125R RD E
(L200K4-01000R) right head light

KACIL 02
HEAD LIGHT UNIT ECE
211 1125L RD E
(L200K4-01000L)
left head light
MRA 4
[FORGET]-HEAD LIGHT UNIT
211 1114R [FORGET]-RD E
[FORGET]

KENA 03
HEAD LIGHT UNIT
211 1126R RD E
(KEN030-01000R) right head light

KENA 03
HEAD LIGHT UNIT
211 1126L RD E
(KEN030-01000L) left head light

this is what i learn in work today =) a head light model thing, so sien, whole day this only. not easy to memorize but i think ok de guar

everyday 12am must on bed
back from work must bath liao only online
work time cannot lazy, must try my best
cannot scare ma huan
must enjoy my none working time, dont make myself too stress with work

xie xie jia wen help me jia you o

KACIL 02
HEAD LIGHT UNIT ECE
211 1125R RD E
(L200K4-01000R) right head light

KACIL 02
HEAD LIGHT UNIT ECE
211 1125L RD E
(L200K4-01000L)