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Monday, 13 September 2010

truth of the confesion

love with feel, touch with love

case 01 (night without greeting)
count tonight as the first night that she didn't greet me good night. honestly,  i am very mind about it, i dislike this kind of thing. reason because of tired? how tired are you? whatever, i don't want to argue this, just hope that tomorrow, after sleep, i will be fine. i hate listening to sorry now. if you know that you will say sorry, why you still want to do it? i hope, no next time, okay?

case 02 (admire or love)
my friend, tell me he have a feel that, actually.. i just admire her. don't really like her. when i think back, is this true? i start getting confuse about this. first, i love her in feel. in real life, it might be different. i can love her. can she love me? by the way, ignore this case and jump to the third one. it might have something about this. my feel to her is real, this is what i know.

case 03 (want to go or not)
i don't like to give people say that i got so many reason. yes, i wanted to meet ruii. so please dont say i make reason because i dont want to meet her. i will list out the problem for meeting her. it is very head aching.
  1. take one day leave or half day? (friend recommend one day leave)
  2. should i let my parent know that i am going to klang again? (it must be very silly)
  3. going there, just for awhile. from kl, to klang, from klang, back to kl.. it is worth meeting you but it is waste in other thing (working salary, money and time)
  4. from klang back to kl, the time when i am on my back.. it is time when everyone finish their work. surely it will have a lot people
  5. okay then, the part 1-4 i can ignore, just went there to meet you.. i will spent a lots of money even if i dont eat or drink.. lets count.. 
    • one day salary RM30 spend for taking leave
    • RM5 fees for going ktm
    • from KTM segambut to KTM klang ticket, pergi balik two way RM10
    • from KTM klang to hin hua RM10
    • from hin hua to KTM klang RM10
    • RM5 fess for going back home from KTM segambut
  6.  the problem is, i just go there AWHILE, why dont i save more time and money, meet next time, find a time that we can have more time
i hope you can understand.. so.. i ask you.. should i go this tuesday? do you want me to go this tuesday? or we will meet other day?

case 04 (problem communication)
i cant blame you only because i am having the same problem from myself to you. i cant make myself be normall to you, i scare you will dislike.. i want to get crazy and sampat with you, i want to get close with you too.. can i? and you are treating me a bit too cold and "gan ga" please dont..

    Sunday, 12 September 2010

    love you - want to learn and communicate more with you

    rei and yang LOVE
    i remember the time when we know each other, it is on phone. if i am not mistaken, every time when we are on phone, we will talk with each other for a very long time. talk about some rubbish and funny thing. i wonder why our communication having some error "gan ga" is it because that we are in relationship now? i wanted to be very sampat with you, i wanted to be very nice and close to you. talk more than everything and have fun together. i want to hold your hand, hug you, and kiss you.

    do you know that we lack of something in communicating ><
    we need to get closer, but it is okay a.. we just be in relationship, sure it is hard to get close plus we didnt call each other for a long time already. i wish you call you every night, it will be sweet, if i can listen to your voice..

    rei shi ge da sha gua, hen gan ga de da sha gua, dui wo qi qi guai guai bu gou zhi ran de.. ling dao wo ye bu zhi ran, ben ben de ni

    i will make us stay close

    Saturday, 11 September 2010

    love on AIR



    射手男有个缺点也是优点的特质,那就是诚实!但是如果不看场合的诚实就有点讨人厌,偏偏生性自由海派的射手男,有时连得罪人都还觉得那不过是件小事。
    可是爱面子重虚荣的狮子女,却会为射手男的太诚实抓狂,今天狮子女去买了件新衣服,还故意不告诉射手男说刷卡买的名牌货,想说这件Prada可用掉我半个月的薪水,刚好可以衬托我的高贵气质,在射手男的NBA球赛前晃来晃去,射手男终于在广告时间注意到了,开口说:咦!你的新衣服还真好看啊!正当狮子女要说出价钱时,射手男便说:便宜又大方,看起来有390的...价值喔!不过有点像我妈的风格!
    此时已经火冒三丈的狮子女,除了河东狮吼外不会有其他反应的,所以奉劝射手男善意的谎言其实是必要的!

    this is what i get when i ask for advise from 十二星座

    very complicated, i dont understand even in pin yin form. but it is enough if my dear understand. i plan to call her tonight or later. i promise myself to be more brave, thats all. i am so sleepy and tired today. one day out to melaka, damn tiring..
    nothing much to say today, why she always give me a type of worry feel..

    i will regret if i dont appreciate now



    i will try my best to maintain and appreciate this love. i hope to be your first and last. my purpose for being with you is giving you happiness. i love you, so i be with you, i want to give you the best of everything. i want to make you happy. everything that i do, it is for you. maybe i am stupid, but, i dont care, i will put all my heart in this relationship again. i am serious. i dont know what will happen in future. i just know that, we are together now, it is anything. i dont want to regret in future, i know i am a bit useless because i dont dare to do a lots of thing. i promise, i will give you all my love.
    i never know that we will together someday, it is a very special relationship to me or us
    love you

    Friday, 10 September 2010

    my stupidity to dear, i am childish



    i am so damn sucking stupid, i sad for my own mistake without reason. i am going to blame other for my own mistake too. that's why horoscope say that i am not worth being believe. i am not a good person to be with, my personality is so damn negative.. i hate myself so much. being so playful. i don't want to be like this!! being dislike and hate by others!! this is not what i want!!
    i want to be people that bring laughter,  i hate unhappiness and reality!! i like to smile and play, hate being serious and sad!!
    i am making others feeling bad!! what am i? fuck!!

    rei, wo zhen de hen ben, wo fa shi, wo yi hou dou bu hui zhe yang, zi hui ling ni kai xin

    哭了 you make me worry



    Sagittarius, people that wont admit own got wrong. all the wrong it have, sure it is other people fault. it is true, i use blaming always. i don't know what to do now. who to blame. who to ask. she is weird, since the time i went out with my friend. she don't tell me everything. i have a bad feeling about this. dear, don't make me worry. i hope that you can speak more with me, tell me everything. i am struggling my feel now, i want you, i need you. treat me like your dear. make me to be part in your life. replace me as the most important person in life. i promise that i will give you the best i can.

    i don't want to say so much le =)

    I CRY 哭了

    Tuesday, 7 September 2010

    my lovely REI



    guess what happen..
    i lovely rei
    i have a new relationship already.. do you want to know who is her? CLICK HERE if you want to know who is her. she is from klang. age 15. name, Ruii =) born in year 1995.. >< actually, me and her, dont really know each other very long.. we never meet too..
    wa.. so many thing want to write.. i just want to express, i dont really wanted to write a lot. i will write slowly then..
    let's see.. i know Ruii from my ex, i feel that she is very interesting on first. she give me a feel that, she is not a good girl. mean, she like to lie boy, then very pervert too. lol, all this, i hear it from my ex. i dont really know her much. i dont get well with her too because i hate speechless people.
    after breaking up, my life, my day, my living.. everything.. it is so empty and dark.. she is the one that bring me alive. accompany me always =) thanks dear ><
    ni shuo, ni hen xi huan wo. wo ye hen xi huan ni. wo shi ren zhen de xi huan ni. jing wan, wo da shuan gen ni qing kou gao bai.. wo bu gan xie, wo ai ni, zi xie xi huan ni. hen pa, ni bu hui dui wo shuo.. dan shi ye bu yong jing de. ni ba wo xin de jie, da kai le, wo hen xi huan ni, wo shi shuo zhen de. wo hen xiang gen ni shuo hen duo dong xi, hen bu gan gen ni jiang..

    be the one that i love, the one i love you.. 

    Monday, 6 September 2010

    self secret admire



    can i make you believe me? honestly, i believe everything that you say. i obey what command you drop on me, i listen whatever you say. (you tell me that, your love position is not top). i want to know why.. to me, if you dont put your love in top position, it is impossible to have future. i dont want to explain so much, dislike it.. if you think it is not important, fine, i give up, hate so many explain.

    yesterday, i meet a girl in sdo. her name is yuting if i am not mistaken. meet? nah.. dont really meet.. just knew someone there~ i forget that i got display my phone number in game. she call me = = walao.. i just like blur liao.. wtf, why suddenly got a cute girl sound call me? so it is fine then. btw.. i talk quite lots with her in this two day. i feel like, wow, i got a new talking partner already. and i want to F horoscope!! it is not accurate at all, it prove that i can be myself in front of them. honestly, i quite like her but i need a lot explain from her

    next, i like another person that always accompany me too

    i feel down because of you



    am i expecting you to read my blog? is this the reason i write this? okay i try not to write for you. i hate expecting things that wont come true. you wont know my feeling. it is so late now, my current time is 2.05am and i should be sleeping now because tomorrow i got work. i dont feel like sleeping now because of you. last night, you treat me very cold, you make me sleep late but i wanted to sleep early..
    it is a problem here, at first, you told me that your sis intro you a guy. you say it is fine, but i feel very.. jealous. yesterday, you cure my jealousy but today morning, you make me down again. i feel down for whole day. YOU TELL ME THAT THE GUY IS NOTHING BUT THEN, HE MAKE SO MANY TROUBLE TO YOU KNOW? i just dont want to care you anymore.. if you like that guy, then you go for it, it is fine. i wont die if i dont have you.
    i am officially single and available now. searching for new love and relationship.. every girl that around me.. it is a chance. feel is by accept. some people will say "no feel how?" actually it see yourself "want to accept it or not" just dont care what i write or what i am trying to explain.
    + i dont know why i want to fan your problem so much if you dont put me in your heart
    why dont i take you out from my heart, and i put it to other person? i hate you

    Friday, 3 September 2010

    heart stretching



    today.. erm.. last night i said that i am going to sleep early already, but i sleep late.. tonight, i said it again, i must sleep early..today, her message come quite slow and simple.. (i get down easily by normal thing) i think i will have a short post for this. sibling, or family relationship, or some kind of relationship under relative or cousin.. getting well with them, and like them, it is normal right? i dont know.. i just get jealous without reason.. i hate myself..
    maybe i am childish, or mind and thinking still not stable.. i get wu hui and offend very easily.. my mood can get down with small thing too. i dont like dont like dont like..so easy feel sad if got little bit problem.. jealous king.. i admit i am very easy get jealous..

    sensitive and useless kid..

    impatient guy..



    just back home from eating ABC with friend at petaling jaya, walao.. rain leh..
    actually i dont have much thing to write now but i want to write..
    love only cure is love because you lose your love so you need to find it back. some wont need it anymore after losing but some no.. whatever.. losing patient again..

    recently, and honestly.. there are not reason for me to hide anything here because this is my blog, and this is my world so i will write all my thing in blue word. i am wondering now, does she know that i am trying to get near her? i wanted to understand her more, i wanted to know her more.. or just say that i want to know her everything. fine then, the first night i didnt get her good night greeting or sms reply, it is just like.. damn it.. end already? it mean, our conversation finish? no more? scare.. i felt very upset and i sleep late.. okay then, after realizing that she give me a message at morning.. i am very relief until i sleep until very late.. middle case now.. i hope that i can have someone to guard.. mean, ask me to do something that it is good and i wont do even if i know
    • bring water to work
    • finish my lunch
    • bring empty bottle back to home after work
    • use heart to work, dont lazy
    • quick a bit while doing thing
    • work hard
    • go to bath after work, dont bath late
    • take care my face well
    • save more money
    • drink more water
    • sleep early
    • dont online so much
    want someone to memorize me all this, or want her to tell me this. i can give hundred percent confirmation i will do. dont know why, i feel like, i only will listen what she ask me to do.. huh? weird.. i am a very stubborn guy, i dont listen to anyone and i dont do what people say.. i only will listen what she say. weird right.. she can control me. in horoscope, i can count as a hunter and she is a beast. horoscope explanation is very accurate and true.
    =====hold on a second, searching for horoscope detail=====

    Love Match - (her) and (me)

    Fixed Fire and Mutable Fire

    These two both have flaming passions, and a sense that life is an adventure to be celebrated. Dating involves play and possibly travel, with (me) drawing (her) outdoors and soon both are glowing with fresh fire in the cheeks. Falling in love makes them feel even more alive. The athletic Sadge stirs the lion out of laziness, and into the game of pleasure.

    Trouble begins if (her) suspect that the Archer is an equal opportunity lover. (her) jealousy is a bad fit with the (me) pursuit of varied experience in romance. Their fires burn differently -- (her) is ignited by concentrated attention, and Sadge's sparks cover a lot of ground, in an ever-widening fire zone.
    In a relationship, both are social, but Sadge travels further afield. Sadge needs to keep moving, and feel free to follow life's lead. If (her) feels lonely and unappreciated by the busy (me), trouble ensues. Sadge's need for freedom conflicts with the (her) desire to be swept up in an epic romance. Sadge can be a loving partner, but can't be totally devoted in the way (her) wants. A player Sadge with the prideful (her) is a recipe for disaster. It works when a commitment is in place that both value, and the bond is kept fresh through shared experiences. When (her) trusts that Sadge will return, the bond deepens through the many comings and goings. Kids, holidays, animals, friends, parties -- the (her)-Sadge household is vibrantly colorful. As long as they keep laughing, and work through their differences, this pair has a good run.

    =====i am back from the thing i search=====
    i am such a fool.. her is her horoscope, me is my horoscope. just simply search and match. i am so dumb and stupid, very easy get infected by people.. i get offend easily on how a people treat me..   red.. serious word and a very .. i dont know whether.. is there really no one reading here? it is good if yes.. i wanted to get another relationship, and my next target, it will be her.. i dont know whether that.. i got wrong choosing her? i start realize that actually distance is not a problem.. the most important is trusting each other and share our feel. share everything even people secret. i dont know about it.. in future who know who am i be with.. maybe i dont have future or i am single.. just try my best to own her. i feel.. there are something very weird.. i start to like her, i like the way she text me or care me. maybe it is friend. i hope to get well and close with her. i want to be another parts of person in her life. cincai la.. write what also no use in here. secret secret..

    long time no contact with P already.. i wonder how is her right now.. quite worry and miss her, as friend ;)

    Tuesday, 31 August 2010

    leave it and find another one



    recently, i found a sms partner, actually i want to write, i find a new sms partner but i dont feel that she is new to me. i know her from a long time, maybe she treat me cold a bit in past but this few day, we sms a lot. i never know that i will have another sms friend other than that "bird" @@
    sometime, i am scare, will rei rei treat my sms like very cincai? even my ex doesnt really treat my sms seriously. she is still fine, chatting with her make me feel like i am not myself only. i never tell her that.
    previously i meet a net friend that make me feel actually i am not alone too but she go to penang already..
    okay then, lets say about her. who is her? i dont know.. lol.. guess yourself
    by the way, i am reading her blog now, still not yet finish reading. i see that she have same incidence like me and she know what i feel. there are something same about us too but it is last time. not now.
    everyone have own life, and i have mine. mind your own business, i mean my business. there are not reason interrupting other people life. er.. i dont know..
    she didnt reply my sms yet, sleeping in the car, on her way back home or busy talking or chatting with others. yesterday, dont know why i suddenly feel like . . . mean speechless.. she tell me that she is chatting with 14years old uncle.. LOL i thought she play those adopting relationship with kids again. actually it was her cousin/relative huh? i feel speechless because i dont want to interrupt them if she really have guy.
    i confirm that she is really available only i go after it. just like what i have say, i dont know how to woo a girl, how can i chase people? by time.. knowing each other more.
    so what is the reason i am writing here? ya.. see blog title..
    in my life now, girl that i can go after dont have much.. got one in facebook, but, she dont really care a damn on me, so i think i will give up her. another one.. "own blog also need to secret:" cant say.
    merdeka!!!
    aiyo.. what day is this.. sien.. so many people must be having fun now.. i hope i can celebrate with people too.. gathering with friends or lovers are very nice.. i love to be happy, i like to smile and laugh..
    another important things. love, is distance really a problem? not very far actually. transportation problem. lala i dont know. important is happy, thats all. i am insane now, think so far already.. whatever..

    living in darkness
    a knight without princess..
    i wonder.. what can a knight do?
    is there reason for him to survive? without princess?
    or.. is there any princess that is available for me?

    Monday, 16 August 2010

    dui ni zuo bu dao de shi



    bu zhi dao zuo me wo hui jue de hen xin tong, kan dao ni zhe yang wo ye bang bu dao.
    qi shi bu shi wo bang bu dao ba, wo jue de bu shu yao wo qu zuo de.
    zi i bu shu fu, jiu yao hui zhao gu, bu ran jiu ting hua, ren shuo de ni jiu yao ting.
    wo hen pa ru guo ke shou yan zhong le, ying wei zhen de hen xing ku.
    wo you xiang dao, mai ke sou yao shui gei ni, dan shi ni mama hui mai de.
    hen xiang yao ni hen jian kang de, bu xiang kan dao ni bu shu fu, wo gan jue hen nan guo.
    wo bu zhi dao wei shen me wo hui xie zhe ge dong xi ar, dan xin er yi, bie wu hui.
    dan shi ye bu hui you ren qu kan de. hao xiang di yi ci xie na li duo de pin yin.
    jin tian 16-08-2010 xing qi yi. yi ding bu ke yi you shi >< he duo dian shui, qiu qiu..
    ru guo wo zhen de wei ni liu di yi ge yan lei jiu bu hao lo.
    shuo zhen de, kan dao ni you yi zhong na me bu zhen shi de guan xi, wo jue de hen ke lian. qi shi zhe ge shi bu zhen de, dan shi jiu liao hui fa sheng gan ching, zui hou de jie guo yi ding hen xing ku. bu zhi dao la, tao yan ni.
    mei shen me xiang xie le, qi shi wo xiang.. bu xie le
    dui ni zuo bu dao de shi, kan bu hao ni, kan zhe ni zhe wang, walao wo hui beh tahan. xin tong si liao

    Saturday, 14 August 2010

    hope to have a new love, anyone giving me a chance?



    it is just like a nonsense, asking people to give a chance for this kind of thing. actually, if you know more about me already, slowly you will understand that i have reason behind this. actually, i am feeling so lonely.. it is already very obvious.. i dont have friend, dont have someone to talk with, dont have people to accompany.. me and my family cant get together, so we dont talk. in my life, i dont talk a lot too. i need love a lot. seriously. i am expecting someone to give me a chance if we can be together.

    i am type that treat relationship very seriously, not playing or what. i hope to have a long lasting too [forever] to me, if you know a relationship wont be forever, why still you start? if got problem in relationship. then solve it, sure no problem ma, why want to say a lot..

    [in the middle of dont know what to write liao]

    feeling dizzy now.. selfish love, hate this a lot. whatever, dont say this ba.. sad only
    today actually want to write long de, but i keep jor, finish ba, no mood

    Friday, 30 July 2010

    i am a bad boy



    very damn shitting bad me.. i am a very bad person, i am and it is real, dont ask me why, i am so damn reality too, maybe my feeling now is normal but i still think it is bad and not suppose to be so bad.

    another thing, yes, i am bad but i am not 100% bad, if i want to be bad, i must be in complete 100% bad. darn it, i hate myself for not being so flirtatious, in real feeling type of it ba. say in real, but with other way to someone. can i do it? no.. i hate.. dislike.. argh!!

    bad cannot complete bad, half half, go eat shit, training make perfect, if i want, train make me do, lets see how i change, confidences up up!!

    apologize, i am not a good person



    i discuss one thing with my friend today about love and myself, now i know actually i am doing a very sohai thing. i am so damn useless and bad, i dont have to mind and care if i like. i like then i wont care anything, otherwise i dont like then it will be okay. things i dislike effect me a lot on how i think on someone, sien..

    from now on, start to be random thinking, make everything come randomly, dont repeat my stupidity already.. i am an asshole leh >< lan diu dao yao si. okay la, just note something down only, will i make post after later? maybe.. see i got what i want to say or not. this post de reason is apologize, dont need forgive, i am stupid, i am wrong, i am bad, i am useless, i will change, i wont repeat, i will be good

    Thursday, 29 July 2010

    it is annoying? i felt very so..



    today what i want to say de is.. topic is about.. annoying feel given to me by human.. it is myself that feeling annoying? lets see, start with SDO game chatting.. no, wait a minute.. tell you what annoys me or tell how make me annoy?

    er.. chatting that write = = or oo or zz this is what related, make me feel annoy.. does this make you all annoy? example of chat
    • Tearious : hi how are you?
    • example : i am fine
    • Tearious : how is your day?
    • example : okay lo
     (this is dont feel like chatting with you, only cincai care you) better dont chat, make me sad nia
    • example : hi
    • Tearious : yo! =D how are you?
    • example : fine
    (is this people want to chat?) hate this thing happen everytime
    • Tearious : oi, today how?
    • example : = =?
    (this is a friend, not those not unknown)
    • example : hi how are you today
    • Tearious : haih.. today work so sien..
    • example : oo..
    (?? walao.. oo.. work sien.. oo) annoying.. hate

    this is human? now only i know.. not everyone i know are like this, but most are like this.. sometime i really mad and dont care them + ignore them, some only come to say hi then when chat thing, they goes oo.. dont even care a damn.

    actually sometime i really need and wants someone that can chat with me always, sms with me always, always let me share my stuff and talk my thing, share its stuff to me too, something like sharing our story and heart, feelings and more.. is this soulmate? things i write here no one will read or see de ba? i really hope and want someone that really care my everything, cheer me up always.. 


    one more thing about stupidity and no brain useless reality eat shit me <<
    girl that i like
    1. kind enough
    2. tomboy and playful, kind also
    3. older than me, not mature but very small in heart, feel younger than me
    4. young, cute, dont need to be pretty
    5. age under 17- schooling, younger than me
    6. now? pretty << know how to think
    walao weh.. guy eye must sharp and know how to choose leng girl, leng and nice. type of girl i like before is listed up there. cincai say nia, still got more inner things. bad la me, start choosing girl liao, own also not very leng zai, sien

    hate angry dislike mad myself and everyone.. no good people liao de in this world, all make me upset, this blog is tell all people you all is making me not happy..



    Wednesday, 28 July 2010

    What a Girl wants to hear 女孩最想听到的

    What a Girl wants to hear

    Girl: Thanks for the fun day
    Boy: No problem
    Girl: Can i ask you few questions?
    Boy: Sure o.o
    Girl: And....
    Girl: Be honest
    Girl: Have i ever crossed your mind?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Do you like me?
    Boy: No
    Girl:  Do you want me?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Would you cry if i left
    Boy: no
    Girl: would you live for me?
    Boy: no
    Girl: Would you do anything for me
    Boy: no
    Girl: Choose me or your life
    Boy: my life

    The girl run away with shock depression
    The boy ran after her and told her...
    The reason you never crossed my mind because
    You Always in my mind
    The reason why i don't like you is because
    I love you
    The reason i don't want is because
    I need you
    The reason why i wouldn't cry if left
    Because i'll die if you left
    The reason i wouldn't live for you because
    I would die for you
    The reason i'm not willing do anything for you is because
    I would do everything for you
    The reason i chose my life is because
    You are my life

    The End

    女孩最想听到的

    女:感谢你陪我度过快乐的一天
    男孩:不客气
    女孩:我可以问你几个问题吗?
    男孩:当然o.o
    女:还有....
    女:要诚实
    女孩:我是否让你想起我?
    男孩:没有
    女孩:你喜欢我吗?
    男孩:没有
    女:你想我吗?
    男孩:没有
    女孩:如果我离开你会哭吗?
    男孩:不会
    女孩:你会为我而生吗?
    男孩:不会
    女孩:你会为我做任何事吗?
    男孩:不会
    女孩:你会选择我还是你的人生
    男孩:我的人生

    女孩情绪低落的走掉
    男孩追着她,告诉她...
    你从没在我的脑海里,因为
    你永远在我心中
    不喜欢你的原因是因为我
    我爱你
    我之所以不要因为
    我需要你
    如果你离开了我,我不会哭
    因为我会死,
    我不会为你而活,但是
    我会为你而死
    我之所以不愿意为你做任何事情,因为
    我会为你做所有事情
    我之所以选择我的人生
    因为你就是我的人生



    Tuesday, 27 July 2010

    FIND ar FIND ar FIND ar.. tak de..



    i dont care eh eh eh eh eh @@
    this song, nice leh.. everytime read my blog remember listen and read ><
    today is a very very busy day, actually it is a very moody day too but whatever la.. i dont know whats into me recently.. today i have some talk with my friend about girls, he curious and ask, is girl very important? but why? got girl really nice? to me, i need a girl to accompany always, i want to talk everything with her, i am so lonely and empty. wahaha, my friend ask me, why use "kosong" to describe lonely, it feel very emptiness.. sometime like nothing, to me, it is really nothing. until now, i dont see any girl that will tell me anything about her, and i can tell anything to her. no and dont have. sharing is caring, jealous is caring, argue is caring. without this, it is not love.

    i wonder, this world still got human that can let me be with or not, love her very much, wont ignore me, making me annoying and very love me. i need a girl to care and a girl to care me, mind about me and let me mind about her. lalala hate dislike.. hate those people that dont know what i feel and wants, hate those that make me mad when my mood is not good. hate.

    love my current blogging feel, a very silent blog to my future girl >< will read de ma? maybe no =p argh.. sien de la think this, so fast dream ><

    anything else miss liao forget want to write, hm..
    yaya i remember now.. human selfish think own only, sometime do wrong thing only know ask for forgiveness, do wrong, do right back, sometime cannot return liao, then do again la, do a better one, dont fail anymore. sien sei, hate kena ignore, better dont choi me

    Monday, 26 July 2010

    stronger!! get more stronger!!



    a very nice song that i have share >< haih~ no one will appreciate and listen ba.. today after lunch, i get a type of strength from.. MYSELF of course LOL sorry god, it is myself, i feel that i always show a very weak me to anyone. i wont get someone to admire me if i always get so weak.

    i want to find a good girl, i want to find a girl to love, a true love that wont make me feel alone and lonely, can always make me feel that she is on my side >< i know i will find one but not now.. forever love not easy to find la, if easy find also wont  very good ba?

    true love ar >< so sampat.. too lonely le ba, today only write this, i will become more stronger!!